my thoughts on Yash's volcanic anger... by eva.. - Page 3

So far so good with Dancing in front of mirror and in the bedroom... broken of Arpita's little picture but Yash did not react to that.

Well until then all looked good...

Yash was shocked to see Arpita's picture down and broken but then he realized that it was a just picture... an object and without any emotions or feelings and then here is Aarti...A flesh and blood person who was in pain with blood oozing from her finger. His mind reacted to the site of blood and he acted to tend to the injuries..

So now being with Aarti more & more and knowing how selfless she is, he is getting attached to her then the lifeless photoframes of Arpita. Yes the photoframes are all over the house but they are just there... A motionless... lifeless... pictures.. But Aarti is real... her laughing rings through out the house... her calling his name rings in his ear... He can feel her warm touch... make fun of her and run after her and catch her... reciprocal the challange and laugh loudly with her. His body and mind is reacting to the life in Aarti and the coldness in the pictures are fading away.. He is embracing life as he is alive.

Yes he is still in the stubborn thought of being Arpita's only man but his mind is registering the fact that the injuries of Aarti were more important then the broken lifeless photo of Arpita. He can replace the frame later but he need to attend the injuries first.

The life in Aarti is taking over the lifeless photoframe. The importance and passionaate bond with the pictres are being broken and the life and lively presence is taking over.. The life has more to give then the lifeless pictures of Arpita. The life is brining out the life in him where as the lifeless makes him broody and gloomy and inactive..

So the life has touched the life in him. The life has stir the emotions in him and he is being lively human being... The dead had kept him captive in the dead.. There was no life in him. Every sign of the life was shut down and kept tightly locked under the dead's memories but when life touched him in the form of Aarti.. There is sunshine... there is laughter... there is dancing... there is taking of challanges... There is merriment and fun... and ofcourse with all these comes the stir of emotions and a surge of feelings... and that is foreign to Yash now as he thinks he cannot feel as he is not supposed to. As he can only feel those things with Arpita and what is this happening to him... He is thinking of Aarti with life??. His heart is following the life instead of death... Is he doing something wrong or he is under the spell of Aarti???

NO Yash you are not under the spell or doing anythng wrong but the life in Aarti has removed the dust of dead from your heart and the life which was hidden under that debris are stiring up and coming out with vigor. The life in you is happy to get free from the bondage and captivity..

So Yash embrace the life and live on...

all the best to Yash and Aarti...

But, the reason, I am still very confused, because in Monday's episode and in the new promo it is shown that he throws Arpita's pic, her bangles and tries to break her portrait which he could never do in this life, still he did that, WHY??? The question is unanswered yet.

Hope these CVs soon reveals what's the reason is, nahi to mujhe HEART ATTACK aa sakta hai itne saare jhatko se...😆

Remember Arpita told him that I have written my name on your heart and where ever you go you cannnot forget me..

I think he was thinking that Arpita will always be there for him in his heart.. and now that Aarti has started to make her place.. May be he is feeling betrayed by Arpita that she let him go away or something... I think he was thinking that Arpita's hold on him is so strong that she would never allow him to drift away from her as she has permanent place in his life and now he may think that she has gone from him.. So now he is angry at Arpita too for going away from him...

But Man I thank God that if it is so then the Ghost of Arpita would not visit him whenver... he will be out of his hallucination and will not see Arpita but only Aarti..

I think he is coming out of his illusive world and so to face the reality is hard. Now he may be realizing that Arpita is no more... she is gone for ever and never to come back to him... After her death He surrounded himself with the memories of Arpita and put all those life sized picture sand my Gosh that big face of Arpita hanging on their bed as if she is forbidding him for any other relationship...

Inspite of all these Aarti has made her place in his house.. in his bedroom.. in his life... and now she is making her place in his heart and he is terrified by those emotions.. He is running scared.. He thought what was a permanant thing with Arpita is now a total illusion...

He must be thinking how in the world this is possible... I was in so much in love with Arpita and she promised never to leave me... How can I have feelings for another woman then Arpita??? Why Arpita is not coming to me to save me from this situation.. I think now he is angry at Arpita for not protecting him and he just couldnot help but like Aartiji..

So now it is fault of Aarti to get under his skin and now it is fault of Arpita for leaving him alone...

He just cannot decide to stay faithful to the memories of dead Arpita and make is life a big gloom or come out it and embrace the life with Aarti..

He only has to let Arpita go and he is reluctant to as he feels he cannot betray her but then on the other end of the tunnel Aarti full of life and laughter is wating for him to come out and embrace the life and he wants to do that as he has been dead inside for long time but now he is being captiveed by life but he is in dilemma by his own misconception of loyalty...

So I think the trip of Mumbai really made his realize what is life and what it is to be alive again... He will have to come terms with himself and come out as Aarti has shown him the life and laughter and now it is up to him to let Arpita really RIP and let the life take over. but he is fighting this tooth and nails and so the anger is oozing out of him with this dilemma...

Can he take another chance and may suffer the same again??? So I think showing his volcanic anger he is pushing Aarti away and protecting himsef for the fear of the pain and loss again...