Thoughts 28th June, 2013

Interesting episode...wonder where all this is going...So Gaurav was changed yesterday for a reason.😉

Anyway, it seems Raj was completely aware as to what Divya was doing...I mean trying to convince Raj that he should move on and replace Divya with Sarita in his heart and life. What Raj said was true that Sarita and Divya have different places in his life...one is compassion and the other is love. In fact even if people move on, they don't replace one person with the other...both have places in one's heart...it's just that they are different places. Also that it is a waste doing what is impossible indicating that he knows what Divya is upto. Actually I liked how they pictuarized this scene...there was light in all the other rooms and Divya was sitting alone in the darkness...then Raj comes in looking for her because she has not eaten anything from the morning...Will Divya's life be also filled with darkness after she brings happiness (light) to this house? Will Raj come looking for her nowing that she needs support?

Then Raj overhears about walking on coals as a means to ask God for something important. He decides to do it and returns home limping with scars on his feet. Divya runs to him to tend to his injuries forgetting all about the vows. Interesting isn't it...when emotions are pushed one usually forgets words and just reacts ...and Sarita helds herself back realizing that he will be more comfortable with Divya. Sarita had also sense Raj's discomfort when he was feeding her and told him to leave it if he is not comfortable doing all this Raj gave a very telling pause and then said it is ok...Anyway Raj tells Divya that he went to the temple to walk on coals because he wanted to genuinely ask something for Sarita and he has told God that he can give his life for Sarita..Both Divya and Sarita are guilty and Divya most probably did not expect this from Raj. If a person does not believe in soothsayers then chances are that he will also not believe in all this. But Raj is now doing all this for he genuinely feels guilty for his past actions and wants to make up for it..and he also thinks that Sarita is dieing and in front of death people can do loads of stuff for their loved ones which they normally will not do... He also tells Divya that all the things that he was doing for Sarita were just for show because he did not feel anything while doing them but doing this gave him peace...Sarita has suffered enough and he wants to get Sarita remarried because then she will have a chance to lead a happy married life which she has never lead. But not to tell Sarita because then she will become sad...that after a long time he has seen anger replaced by smile on Sarita's face and he does not want to remove that. If he knows that his actions are giving Sarita happiness, so why does he think that Sarita will happily want to remarry if he wants to hide this from her? It's good that he is now thinking of solutions and this is his solution but shouldn't he first ask for Sarita's POV regarding remarriage. If Sarita again says yes despite not being happy then how is it going to change things? Anyway he asks Divya's help and support and requests her not tell anyone which she says yes to and Sarita is left heartbroken...So Divya is being pulled in opposite directions...on one side is Sarita and on the other side is Raj...both want her help...she is the confidant to both of them...what both want is exactly opposite to each other's wishes...On top she has her own emotions and guilt to deal with...guilt that she is indirectly responsible for Sarita's condition and guilt that she is fibbing to Raj and playing with his emotions..Has either of them stopped to think what Divya wants?

Anyway Sarita has one of her lucid moments when she realizes that what she was after was not love...(which is true...) and that since Raj is ready to let down his life for her, it is her duty to pull back and to re-marry. Next day she marches into Divya's room and snaps at Divya for sleeping peacefully when she has been awake the entire night...and conveniently does not realize that Divya was not peacefully sleeping on the bed but on a chair (no one sleeps in the night in chair when there is a nice bed present...usually people do that when they are tensed and worried)...also Divya has a headache...indicating that the tension is getting to her. Sarita tells Divya that it is time for them to tell Raj the truth because this cannot carry on any more...and that she is ready to remarry (with hesitation). Divya does not want to go back most probably because she thinks that Raj has compassion for Sarita which can be changed to love. Sarita agains shouts that she is Raj's wife and she cannot see her husband in pain..to which Divya in pain says that does she think that she like doing all this to Raj..and she only knows what she is ging through...True Sarita has never asked her how she is coping with all this...Divya also reassures Sarita that she is the one who has lied so whatever wrong will happen should happen to her...Anyway good that Sarita had realized some truths but earlier also she knew loads of truths but she always retracted from following her heart because of her need to get what she wants. Will she again follow the pattern or this time actually listen to her heart? Sarita said that Raj is her husband, how can she see his pain ...so its again Raj the husband and not the human being...Anyway since she was also playing a part in manipulating her husband, it's good that she realised her mistake but will she develop empathy for Divya and help Divya even if she looses? Sarita has said yes to the marriage plan but she is not happy about it and does not want to do it...will she be able to do what Divya and Raj (recently)have done for her...to take on pain and still be happy that someone is getting happiness out of their actions...I mean will she agree to remarry not because she has been forced and she has her duty towards her husband Raj, that he gets some peace...but remarry happily putting the bitterness and pain behind?

Anyway in the beginning Kamla said referring to Divya that guests are like Gods and one should not disrespect them by leaving them alone in the house...also dadi and Shiela were saying that Raj was taking care of Sarita because if Sarita's prayers...when the truth comes out will Kamla still think about respecting the guest? Her son's emotions were played with and its her favourite Divya whoo mainly did it...will dadi and Shiela accept that Divya whom they have blamed for Sarita's pain is actually the one who is trying to set things right?...will they be able to forgive Divya for her lies because although she chose the wrong path but her actions did bring in changes''Will Sarita owe up to her part in this chaos and openly acknowledge that she guilt tripped Divya and brought her here? Or will she keep quiet to protect her image in front of Raj and let everything fall on Divya. Coming to Divya will she stop in her mission now and take a step back letting Raj and Sarita do what they want with their lives or still continue because she knows that Sarita wants to marry Raj again and she is talking of remarriage because of Raj and not because she wants it? Divya has given a new lease of life to both Raj and Sarita (personally I think she has done she has done enough) ...will they come and support Divya when her lies are exposed in front of everybody?

Today I am also going to talk about acting...because after the show ended I was left with some images...it's Rubina's expression of being completely distraught as Divya and being pulled apart from all directions.

Originally posted by: misti73

Interesting episode...wonder where all this is going...So Gaurav was changed yesterday for a reason.😉

Misti, it was interesting. I liked it for the emotions especially of Divya and Raj because they have really skipped showing us emotions of these two characters. But, I was also wondering about the direction. There was change too in characters today. Somehow there is some change in the story somewhere, but I cannot quite put my finger on it. Yesterday besides insecurity, clinginess there was something that I couldn't figure out. But today it came to me. Whatever Gaurav insecurities were, he always had concerns for Divya on how she would cope with these kind of emotions of Sarita and Raj. Yesterday, his concern was all for himself and nothing for Divya. Gaurav definitely was changed for a reason and probably because the story has been changed too.

Of course, the creatives are still keeping suspense - husband doing PV of his wife, girl friend doing PV of lover and his wife, or wife doing PV of her husband. If only creatives were not obsessed about having PV in their lines. We know that the show is PV. I just want to see the direction of the show as it is going on in circles.

Anyway, it seems Raj was completely aware as to what Divya was doing...I mean trying to convince Raj that he should move on and replace Divya with Sarita in his heart and life. What Raj said was true that Sarita and Divya have different places in his life...one is compassion and the other is love. In fact even if people move on, they don't replace one person with the other...both have places in one's heart...it's just that they are different places. Also that it is a waste doing what is impossible indicating that he knows what Divya is upto. Actually I liked how they pictuarized this scene...there was light in all the other rooms and Divya was sitting alone in the darkness...then Raj comes in looking for her because she has not eaten anything from the morning...Will Divya's life be also filled with darkness after she brings happiness (light) to this house? Will Raj come looking for her nowing that she needs support?

I felt for Divya in this scene. She really was very lonely and she has torn herself over the conflicting emotions. But I liked how they showed Raj coming in to look for her. He knew there was sadness in her and he has realized that Divya is pushing him towards Sarita. Yes, to what you have said about people having different places in one's heart. Even if Raj accepts his life with Sarita (maybe as you said to give peace to Divya and to also give justice to Sarita for the wrong he has done to her) and eventually learns to love her, it would always be in a different way.

I liked this scene of Divya sitting alone in the dark and then Raj coming to look for her, and then her looking broken after he left the best scene of the episode. I was thinking that it is a pity that Raj and Divya's confrontion was so short changed. If only they had shown a logical backstory of these two - the separation scene and Divya not contacting Raj, viewers could have connected to these characters.

I don't know if Divya's life will be filled with darkness after she brings light to the house. It depends on how she deals with her emotions. But today they showed her two times - one in the beginning when Raj is feeding her and she leaves feeling that sadness and then her sitting in the dark and wiping her tears when Raj came. Then she still is distraught when he leaves. Her peace is definitely shattered whatever decision Raj takes. Will Raj understand and support her is the question. Today, it seemed as if he has the capacity to offer that support now that he is reacting again to things.

Then Raj overhears about walking on coals as a means to ask God for something important. He decides to do it and returns home limping with scars on his feet. Divya runs to him to tend to his injuries forgetting all about the vows. Interesting isn't it...when emotions are pushed one usually forgets words and just reacts ...and Sarita helds herself back realizing that he will be more comfortable with Divya. Sarita had also sense Raj's discomfort when he was feeding her and told him to leave it if he is not comfortable doing all this Raj gave a very telling pause and then said it is ok...Anyway Raj tells Divya that he went to the temple to walk on coals because he wanted to genuinely ask something for Sarita and he has told God that he can give his life for Sarita..Both Divya and Sarita are guilty and Divya most probably did not expect this from Raj. If a person does not believe in soothsayers then chances are that he will also not believe in all this. But Raj is now doing all this for he genuinely feels guilty for his past actions and wants to make up for it..and he also thinks that Sarita is dieing and in front of death people can do loads of stuff for their loved ones which they normally will not do... He also tells Divya that all the things that he was doing for Sarita were just for show because he did not feel anything while doing them but doing this gave him peace...Sarita has suffered enough and he wants to get Sarita remarried because then she will have a chance to lead a happy married life which she has never lead. But not to tell Sarita because then she will become sad...that after a long time he has seen anger replaced by smile on Sarita's face and he does not want to remove that. If he knows that his actions are giving Sarita happiness, so why does he think that Sarita will happily want to remarry if he wants to hide this from her? It's good that he is now thinking of solutions and this is his solution but shouldn't he first ask for Sarita's POV regarding remarriage. If Sarita again says yes despite not being happy then how is it going to change things? Anyway he asks Divya's help and support and requests her not tell anyone which she says yes to and Sarita is left heartbroken...So Divya is being pulled in opposite directions...on one side is Sarita and on the other side is Raj...both want her help...she is the confidant to both of them...what both want is exactly opposite to each other's wishes...On top she has her own emotions and guilt to deal with...guilt that she is indirectly responsible for Sarita's condition and guilt that she is fibbing to Raj and playing with his emotions..Has either of them stopped to think what Divya wants?

I was wondering how Divya and Sarita will react to Raj injuring himself. Will Divya break her promise? She did do that and despite Sarita being there went to look after Raj. Then felt even more guilty that Raj injured himself because of all the lies. Besides feeling responsible for all the mess in Sarita and Raj's life, she is getting filled more and more guilt at what she is doing. She did an injustice to herself when she listened to Sarita and decided to play this deceit. She should have been honest as was her initial decision. You are right that she is now a confidant of both and both are pulling her in different direction without giving a thought to her emotions and wants. I think she was always a confidant of Raj the way he is acting ever since she came. He is very different from the rest of his self-absorbed family. Yes, one can say that he too was self-absorbed for 10 years. Or that he is now too because one of the reasons he wants Sarita to be happy is so that he too can have a future with somebody he has loved for so long. But still he is different from the rest of the family ever since he came out of his self-created world. So Divya is the only one whom he relies on. But was Divya ever able to rely on him? He didn't like her leaving him for her family. So did he ever think of Divya's wants even 10 years ago? So probably he is acting in character where Divya is there for him to lean on. However, his coming to Divya's room was different than how he had come before. Today he came to clarify himself because he is thinking that everyone is misunderstanding his actions towards Sarita.

Regarding asking Sarita's POV about marriage, he knows that she is hoping for a life with him. So he knows that she would not happily agree to this PV. Probably he is thinking that once he finds a good guy, Sarita would switch her feelings from him to that other person. It is actually not that different from what Divya and Sarita are thinking about him. They too were doing all this thinking that he would switch his feelings from Divya to Sarita and then by the time he finds out the truth, he would be too deeply in love with Sarita to care about anything else. All three seem to be deciding for others.

Originally posted by: Angie12

Originally posted by: PRINCESS_ALISHA

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Originally posted by: misti73

Thanks fo the compliment Alisha and also for liking my writings.