OS Amarprem - Chapter 83 Part 2 Updated Page 4 - Page 3

'Don't u dare take my name with ur filthy tongue, u bitch!' krishna snarled , his voice low n strained , as if the words were trying to get out of a battered passage way...the pain pounded in his heart , drilling a gaping hollow in it, never to be filled...she was playing him all along!...n he, what did he do? Be an absolute fool n fell for her tricks! ...fell in love with her! N even more stupid!...he... He admitted , let her know how badly he had fallen for her tricks! ...NO!... his blinked his eyes, as if struggling against some mortal pain as he rammed the nozzle of the gun into her throat n felt a shudder rock his body as he saw her eyes look up at him in absolute pain , yet ...yet... love n devotion ...before closing calmly ...no! she is still playing her dirty games ! that can't be love! What he saw in her eyes! Its her last sec game plan!... she now knows that u love her n so she is using that knowledge to her advantage!!!... NO! I don't LOVE her!!!... his grip on her hair tightened n the nozzle slid deeper into her throat , causing her to moan in pain...his grip n loosened around her hair automatically n he almost removed the gun from her mouth... almost! But the drilling pain is his heart goaded him to keep the gun where it is, as he panted , his finger straining against the trigger... her sweaty, tear stained face filled his eyes...n what was remaining of his butchered heart...she seemed so calm, serene ...innocent...even now!...NO!...don't u dare fall for her tricks again KST! Yes!...

'u thought u had me trapped in ur beauty n silly plans , didn't u bitch? ...why do u think i gave u the PIN? ...it was a bait!!! ...i ..i just hoped u were ...were diff ...from the rest of them...i trusted u! n ..n u betrayed me!'... he snarled against her face , his voice cracking...he saw her shudder n open her eyes , all the love n apology in the world in her eyes ...'u betrayed me!!!!' he bellowed at her, his finger trembling against the trigger...she met his gaze with pained n tortured eyes...'n there's only one punishment for betrayal...death..' he gritted out , almost snapping her neck back n preparing to pull the trigger... he saw her eyes close n open , once... she didn't look terrified or afraid even... she looked calm... her eyes ! ...so full of love!... 'don't u dare continue with ur f**king games, u ..' he panted , his eyes tortured ... her eyes didn't change...she is going to die! N soon her eyes will close!...yes! the eyes which were mocking him!!!...he could feel his heart being butchered with some blunt knife as he closed his eyes against the vision of her innocent, loving eyes n struggled to pull the trigger...no! he just can't do it!...its her!...he ...he will die! He will kill himself! But he can't ...hurt her!...hurt her? Then what u r doing now krishna? U have ur gun rammed in her mouth n is about to blew her head n u r talking about not hurting her?...

'aaarhh' he roared in anger n pain as he pulled the gun out of her mouth n smacked her right across her right cheek with the back of his left hand...he didn't let her hit the floor as his other hand automatically cushioned her from hitting her head on the floor, which enraged him further ... don't KST! ... don't be weak!... 'krishna...' pratigya began , coughing , her voice pleading , her hands trying to hold on to him ...'don't!' he roared , his hands finding her throat...she didn't fight him off , but just plastered herself against the wall , whimpering in pain as his grip on her throat tightened ...he pushed against her, his face inches from hers...'thought u would fool me n take the files n go? ...thought u would keep me occupied with ur body as ur father obviously wanted , n gets the files, s**t?' he snarled at her , his eyes angry n hurt n pained... pratigya shook her head in a 'no' , her eyes pained to the core... 'i came here to relish the feel of having u writhe under me in throes of pleasure as my woman tonight! ... but looks like i will have u writhe in the throes of pain of death instead , at my hands... n don't worry , pratigya!' he spat at her ...'i will b taking a lot of pleasure in killing u with my bare hands! N i will be sending ur carcass beautifully gift wrapped to ur precious father'... he continued , deranged in anger, his grip tightening over her throat...

'krishna ... listen ..pls'... she choked out, tears running down her cheeks , her hands holding his arms along her throat ... Even in his mindless anger krishna could feel that she was not trying to loosen his grip over her throat, but ...just holding his palms n wrist... Almost lovingly... His angry n pained eyes met hers, n his palms loosened around her throat n hair automatically... 'i... my mother... I ..love u..krish...' she began but cried out as he shoved her down on the floor, cursing ...'shut it...!' he bellowed , his face twisted in pain as he hit the adjacent vase in anger , channeling his anger to hit the life out of her to the vase, n the glass vase broke, the sound echoing around the room ... she loves him? his foot!!!... pratigya gasped as her streaming eyes took in his right forearm which was now bleeding n she tried to scramble up from the floor, her eyes frantic ... 'u r bleeding...' she said , her voice full of concern n panic as she tried to touch his arm, n he looked at her strangely, his eyes full of hatred n confusion, angry n hurt tears spilling from them ... one moment she is betraying him mercilessly n now she is feigning concern over him ...! even when death is eminent , they don't give up their games, do they?... ! women!! ... poison!... 'enough of ur pitiful games! Bitch!' he snarled , his bleeding palm closing around her wind pipe , his eyes twitching in pain as he saw her eyes dilate in initial shock n then closing , her arms holding on to his shoulder , again not to push him back... but just to hold him...

pratigya knew she hurt him badly... she knew he will kill her! N she was ready for it! ... she was already dead now! Her world already gone! She couldn't save her mother! ... he now hates her ! she betrayed his trust! N he can take what's his! ... her life! ...its already given!... she took one last look at his angry n hatred filled eyes , n closed hers, her heart exploding in pain of the knowledge that she will die with the fact that he hates her ... She will die with the fact that she failed her mother!... don't give up pratigya! fight! ... u can't die leaving ur mother to die ! u can't die letting him hate u forever ...! N yet she could feel that his hand around her throat wasn't as paining as it should be when u r supposed to strangle someone to death... Ofcourse , he loves me...! Tears leaked from her closed eyes profusely even as krishna panted against her , his mind wrestling with his battered heart to just finish her off, increase the pressure of his palms around her throat n not just hold her neck , almost lovingly... he could feel his eyes reddening in grief as he fought his heart brutally , helpless n angry that he couldn't find it in him to just press down his palms over her throat even a bit more ...he blinked through pained tears , her innocent face filling his heart n mind... Her smile... Her eyes full of love when she looks at him...no! ...he snapped open his eyes, not knowing when he closed them, panting ... don't be weak n fall for her tricks again n again, KST... She deserves death... For giving u unimaginable pain! ... I can't..! i...can't! he panted ...what r u going to do? Let her live? Let her gloat that she fooled KST into loving her when all the while she was laughing at u in her head! ... No!... he growled in anger n frustration , fighting with himself to tighten his grip over her throat ... ..no! KST! Why kill her? Killing her isn't fun! She will suffer much less for her betrayal ... for the dirty games she played, she deserves more... Yes! ...

He released his arms from her throat n coiled his hands along her hair n dragged her along the room , kicking open the door... 'as much as I like to gift wrap ur carcass to ur father , s**t, I think just killing u off is the least punishment for u... have been enjoying ur status inside my room , haven't u?... a status u got after much plotting when the first day itself I have shown what u r! a mere maid!... not even my slave!... I guess ur real identity is beckoning u again!'... he snarled , as he pulled her by her elbow along the corridor n down the stairs...'pls..krishna...listen... my mother...she is ...suffering...I ... I ..ha...' pratigya tried to talk through heaving sobs as his words cut her up like anything, her head feeling heavy ...'don't u dare lie again n again! U bitch!... Now using that poor old woman u call ur mother for ur dirty plans, r u?' krishna shouted , remembering the pious old woman he saw at her house ... 'what r u doing krishna?' pratap, who was preparing to go to his room, asked , shocked as krishna threw pratigya into the hall mercilessly ...she looked up at him from the floor, shuddering at the hatred she could she in his eyes ...for her!... she sobbed n hiccoughed hysterically , trying to talk , but she was shuddering so much in pain to be able to get words out of her mouth, her whole body twitching n wincing in pain... she is back to maid status! ... he should have killed her!...pratigya thought , pain mashing the residue of her heart...

pratap gasped in shock n tried to help her sit up , but looked around at krishna who thundered...' if u touch that filthy thing, I will chop ur hands off , n make no mistake , I will do it, pratap mama!' ...pratap looked at krishna's blood shot eyes , wondering whether he had cried... 'what...what happened?' gayatri asked , shock n fear in her face as she came to the hall ...sajjan came down the stairs , looking gravely at krishna , his eyes twitching in anger n pain as he saw his son's hand bleeding n eyes full of hurt ... 'this...thing here...was stealing out the files for her father ...!' krishna growled , pointing a shaky finger at her shuddering n sobbing form on the floor... Sumitra who had come to the hall, hearing the pained voice of her son n hysterical sobs of pratigya, clasped a shocked n pained hand over her mouth , seeing her son in deranged anger n pain n pratigya lying sprawled over the floor in hysterical sobs... n what did he say? No! that can't have happened! The girl can't have done it! ... Gayatri looked in shock at pratigya... the bitch ruined everything! ... She will kill that shailendra! May be he must have done something bad to his wife that prompted the girl for such a stupidity this soon! ...oh! Everything is ruined! She fumed, looking in anger at pratigya... pratap looked shocked but he said...' I don't think she ...' but stopped as krishna growled ...'I caught her red handed! Ask the bitch urself!' ... pratap looked down at pratigya, sad... 'order the maids to lock her up in celler , for the time being! I will decide what to...' Krishna began , his voice wrought with pain, but sajjan said, his hand over krishna's shoulder.. 'no beta... let her go!... throw her out of here! U don't need to go through the same torture I once went through! ...throw her out!' ...krishna closed his eyes in pain n then looked up to meet his father's eyes ... sajjan's concerned n fatherly eyes filled in tears to see his son's tortured face ...krishna blinked...

such a fool u r KST! U r showing ur hurt to the world! that too bec this bitch! ...don't embarrass urself further KST! Krishna looked down at her shuddering , sobbing form on the floor at his feet , his eyes burning in tears... sajjan caressed his son's cheek , urging him...' get her out of ur system , baba... u will not waste ur time n grieve ur heart on her from now onwards... I won't let u! ...just throw her out !' ...krishna cursed, fisting his hands as he fought the pain eating him up... On one hand he wanted to take revenge on her , torture her to no end , n on other hand he wanted just to scoop her up in his arms n comfort her , apologize to her for hurting her ...no!... the more he sees her in front of him he will want her back! He will wish if these moments didn't happen ... Which actually happened! She betrayed u! ... Get rid of her! Yes! ... he won't do the same mistake as his father! He won't grieve his life for this bitch! Never ..ever!... 'throw this thing out! I don't want to see it again!' ... Pratigya , her head in a buzz , heard his words n felt a rocking sob shake her body ...she felt the earth where she lay , spinning out of control , as she tried to open her puffy eyes bec of crying ...she could see his form climbing up the stairs , without a backward glance at her, n her vision blurred ...the pounding in her head felt like it was killing her inch by inch...as if she isn't dead already...she felt darkness engulf her as she hiccoughed, murmuring his name , before her eyes closed n she fainted ... Pratap noticed it as he bend to check her ...'she fainted ...' he gasped , sad... Krishna turned sharply . middle way up the stairs, the urge to run n clasp her to his chest threatening to overwhelm him... no! she is poison! ...'fainted, did she? he chuckled cruelly ... 'iqbal...' he thundered , fisting his hands... sajjan held his shoulder, squeezing in a soothening manner... Iqbal stepped out of the adjacent corridor downstairs , his head bowed ...' I don't want it in my house even for one more sec... stop its drama n dump it outside my home...now!' iqbal nodded, his head bowed... 'it's going to be midnight krishna... Can't u wait ..' pratap began but krishna ignored him...' iqbal..u heard me!' he said , his tone making it final... he shook off sajjan's hand from his shoulder n climbed the rest of the stairs , telling his heart to keep calm, feeling helpless as it writhed in pain

Gyatri glared at pratigya's unconscious form in anger n stormed off to her room... she is going to kill shailendra! ... sumitra n pratap rushed to pratigya's side as soon as sajjan too went upstairs , his heart heavy... 'rakesh , fast ...bring water..' said sumitra , cradling pratigya's head in her lap... She gasped softly as she saw her sore cheeks n puffy eyes n reddened neck ... Pratigya still twitched n shuddered , even as sumitra caressed her face n back to ease her from her suffering ... iqbal stood in apprehension as sumitra rinsed pratigya's face with water ... pratigya shuddered violently , her eyes closed against severe pain ..'krishna..pls...my mother... mother... krishna ...don't ... don't hate ..me... pls..' pratigya sobbed , coming into consciousness , although she saw n heard nothing but his angry n hurt face ... sumitra n pratap n iqbal looked up tensed as they heard an almighty crash upstairs... pratigya tried to sit up, half conscious , murmuring his name n calling her mother ... she looked lost... 'no..beti... u need rest ... iqbal beta..! help me take her to my room...I ..' sumitra began but pratigya held her hand , panting in her effort to speak... 'no...no maji... I ... I can't ...take it ...if he is anymore angry n upset ..with me... I can't...' she hiccoughed , her eyes distant ...she could hear his cruel voice haunting in her every cell... 'I don't want to see it anymore...' ... it!... she doesn't exists for him!... pain cut deeper n deeper ... she tried to sit up n pratap held her ..'beti... u r weak... u can't...' he began but pratigya shook her head frantically , swaying tiredly ...' no ... I ... he doesn't want me... I shouldn't stay here if he doesn't want me... I ... i... must go... ...' she sobbed , her head in a buzz , as if she was talking to herself...her eyes were vacant , only seeing darkness in front of her as she gingerly started walking to the exit... sumitra ran after her ..'no! ... I won't let u leave...I know he did wrong!... I don't believe what he said...! He is just a moron! ...he is just afraid of trusting ... This is just a misun...' sumitra began but looked on in shock as pratigya looked at her , her face tortured , tears leaking profusely... 'u didn't!' sumitra gasped , unable to believe ... pratigya clasped her hands , her eyes pleading ...' I love ur son maji... N I will die, but I will never betray him...But I love my mother too... Its too late now... Too late ...' Pratigya stopped, her eyes vacant again ...

sumitra looked at her in concern... 'beti... if there's anything u...' she began but stopped as iqbal interrupted , his face tense ...'sir has ordered rakesh to go n fetch choti malkin's things from his room... he wants them to be... burned ...now! ... n he has enquired whether ...she ..is out of here , yet... or else... else '... iqbal hesitated, looking down..' I will be fired...n I don't want to leave sir's service while I am alive'... Pratigya shuddered involuntarily as she climbed down the stairs , her feet unsteady ... she don't want to leave him too, until she is dead... but... he doesn't want her! N if he doesn't want her , she is already dead... ...sumitra suppressed her sobs as she watched pratigya stumble along the steps...

Krishna shut the door to his room , the force which would have ripped the door had it not been of hard expensive wood... ' 'ooh..somebody seems to be in a very bad mood...' he heard her trill , sitting sensually over his bed... she wore the ear rings still, n her saari was loosened around her showing off all her curves in a deliberately sensual manner...he blinked in pain as she started walking towards him , her gait seducing , her smile mocking ...'ooh...the poor boy is hurt! ...how do u want me to take care of u , krishna?' she crooned , caressing his chest n along his shoulders , batting her beautiful eyes ... 'go away!' he snarled , pained ... 'go away? Certainly not... Don't u want me krishna? ... As ur mistress , ur slave... To take care of ur mindless insatiable hunger for me? Don't u want to enjoy me?' ... she said, circling him, caressing his body with hers sensually...'don't u want me krishna ? as ur wife ... To stand beside u all the time ...to help u when u r in doubt... To support u , love u ...mother ur children... ... don't u want me as a sister? To take ur tantrums n be ur best friend ? ...n don't u want me as a mother? To make u feel safe, cared for... To love u? ... Don't u want me to love u,krishna?..' she crooned mockingly, meeting his eyes ... 'NO!... just go away...' he shouted , pushing her away ,pained... she burst out laughing ...'the poor boy thought he had found the perfect woman who would love him , take care of him... u see , he had lost his mother's love since childhood... tut tut... it was so easy to fool him! ... All the time I was being a s**t , distracting him with my body , throw him biscuits of fake love n care now n then n what does the foolish boy do... fall in love with me!... Oooh..' pratigya roared in mocking laughter ... 'go away u bitch!' krishna bellowed , his hand toppling down a huge brass vase ...he blinked in pain... She was gone! ..no! ..not yet! He could feel her alluring scent lingering in his room... He felt hot tears sting his eyes as he marched towards her suitcase , his hands fisted ... He kicked it towards the door , grabbing his mobile... 'rakesh! Come here n take out its things from my room...burn them... I want my room thoroughly cleaned ..now! n is that thing out of my house yet? ...' he listened as rakesh fumbled...'tell iqbal to do it now or else tell him that he is free to leave ... now!' krishna spat into the phone, his head pounding in pain n anger ...he threw away the mobile n looked around at the room , memories bombarding him... he could see her in front of the windows , parting the curtains... He could see her in front of the mirror, her wet hair glistening in invitation ... he closed his eyes tightly , panting... He could see her smiling up at him , her innocent wide eyes full of his face... he could see himself laying on his mother's lap n her kissing him over his forehead lovingly ... NO! all fake! ...everything fake ...FAKE! ...he must get her out of his mind! ...his heart! ...but... But... Where is his heart? ...she had already taken it...NO!...he will go mad! ...he snapped open his eyes , feeling empty... He wrenched open the door, n stormed out of the room...

pratigya looked around at the haveli, as she stepped to the porch...she could remember the moment when he had ran to her when she had fainted that day ...it happened at these very steps!... She felt her heart ripping apart fully n finally as she stumbled forward, blind in agony ...she could see herself laying in the garden , while he straddled her , n made her drink bhang... she could see herself in his arms, on pavan , his face buried in her nape , his arms around her, possessively... Lovingly ... She could see him running towards her , in the rain, his face frantic... concerned ...she could feel his lips against hers , demanding , loving, teasing , greedy ,dominating , hungry, giving, taking, devouring, chaste ... she felt his warm breath against her nape n shivered , hugging herself... she could see herself dancing for him, in front of him in that room... she could feel his mouth on her fingers as she fed him his fav food...his eyes , naughty, loving , caring...piercing her very soul... as if checking his stamp on it... 'I am urs'...she murmured n heard him chuckle ... 'I know... ...' she could feel his lips on hers , gently gliding n caressing n heard the magical words 'I am falling in love with u pratigya..' ...n then...she felt the files falling ... His face .!...angry ...pained...livid! ...he was looking at her with hate! NO! ...

she kept walking , not knowing where she was going...vehicles ran past her , honking away ...she was oblivious to the whole world... she felt him hit her ... Push her away ... Call her bitch ...s**t... it... She heard him tell her that he doesn't want her! He didn't even want to see her ! no! ... she is not even his slave ! but a pile of dirt to be dumped outside his house ! forever...NO!... pls... krishna! ... I ... I love u...! don't ... Do this to me...! I can't take it! ... I can't..! pls...she stumpled along the road n fell... water? ... Its raining ... krishna ...? Where r u? ..pls... hold me... I am falling ... Falling... she felt her head swarming , feeling as if a heavy weight was settling upon her... she stumbled again n found that she was climbing steps... Familiar steps... Where has she seen them? ... she doesn't remember ... She blinked through the heavy curtains of rain...she could see a tree looming in front of her... it seemed familiar too... she felt herself sag down against the tree , feeling a strange calmness fill her ... she felt the weight over her chest n head finally exploding n she wailed in pain, clutching at her bosom... only to find a deep vaccum in her chest ... Ofcourse ... Her heart lay at his feet , brutally ripped apart ... She could hear his voice, cruel... 'I don't want it anymore...' ...no!... darkness engulfed her tired mind n body...

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