"Boleji you were listenining to what he said right?he...i mean... him...no1 else knows about this..cz till today i never brought it to my lips.. but u can even hear the voice of my heart too.. u must have listened to it hundreds of times..this dream of mine, that i also have my own little home..in its doorways without worrying i can be the one to pick the designs to make. .. my own kitchen..my own family.. I feel very scared boleji, you have never given me so much happiness at any one time before this. I have been complaining about bad things, and u pacifying me.. but now i understood, you stored them all away for today right? And now i will see you in a new place, in my new home. I will make a new chunri for ur Parvatiji, with glass work, in blue color, which is ur own color! but don't know if i will find cloths of my liking or not...I will ask him.. from him means, from Varun... only this thing is missing.. wish his name was one of ur names.."
oh god.. I can't stop crying! After IPK i haven't cried for a single couple..and god when i weep again, its not even for the leads! This is just so so beautiful! So unbelievably heartbreaking!
Her sweet innocent dreams... the hopes that are fluttering to life in her heart.. The twinkling eyes.. the sweet voice that is stumbling over words as she cannot contain her happiness..
The little girl whose eyes had seen too many losses... the little girl who always knew she was living on charity... that line about 'a home of my own, in which's doorways i will be able to pick the designs to my liking without worrying' despite all the love showered on her, she had always known she didn't really have any right to demand anything.. be it something as simple as the designs of the doorway or her education...
That little girl's eyes are today shining with tears of uncontainable, boundless joy... her breathless sweet voice cannot stop reciting gratitude.. She is ready to forget every hurt life dealt her and embrace this new happiness with all her heart...
The little titalia is about to fly away to her new home, filled with hopes n dreams.. with so much love filled in her innocent heart.. that its so painful.. to listen to her sweet promises.. to watch those eyes filled with dreams knowing that its all going to be shattered to pieces..
sigh.. i told it correctly.. this is a match made in heaven.. a life that is nothing less than an answer to a lifetime of prayers...and its the harshest of all cruelties to let her hope.. taste that life...n then take it all away in one heartless second...
These CVs are not taking the easy way out.. and its already breaking my heart.. i don't know how much i will weep when she loses it all..
her best friend, her husband.. a whole lifetime of happiness and stability...