I am crying...u kept giving me pain so u can give me all this happines

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Posted: 11 years ago
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After watching the episode for the nth time, actually the last half of the episode...my face is tear soaked and i couldn't even bear to make a post till now.. i couldn't see enough to type..

"Boleji you were listenining to what he said right?he...i mean... him...no1 else knows about this..cz till today i never brought it to my lips.. but u can even hear the voice of my heart too.. u must have listened to it hundreds of times..this dream of mine, that i also have my own little home..in its doorways without worrying i can be the one to pick the designs to make. .. my own kitchen..my own family.. I feel very scared boleji, you have never given me so much happiness at any one time before this. I have been complaining about bad things, and u pacifying me.. but now i understood, you stored them all away for today right? And now i will see you in a new place, in my new home. I will make a new chunri for ur Parvatiji, with glass work, in blue color, which is ur own color! but don't know if i will find cloths of my liking or not...I will ask him.. from him means, from Varun... only this thing is missing.. wish his name was one of ur names.."

oh god.. I can't stop crying! After IPK i haven't cried for a single couple..and god when i weep again, its not even for the leads! This is just so so beautiful! So unbelievably heartbreaking!
Her sweet innocent dreams... the hopes that are fluttering to life in her heart.. The twinkling eyes.. the sweet voice that is stumbling over words as she cannot contain her happiness..
The little girl whose eyes had seen too many losses... the little girl who always knew she was living on charity... that line about 'a home of my own, in which's doorways i will be able to pick the designs to my liking without worrying' despite all the love showered on her, she had always known she didn't really have any right to demand anything.. be it something as simple as the designs of the doorway or her education...

That little girl's eyes are today shining with tears of uncontainable, boundless joy... her breathless sweet voice cannot stop reciting gratitude.. She is ready to forget every hurt life dealt her and embrace this new happiness with all her heart...
The little titalia is about to fly away to her new home, filled with hopes n dreams.. with so much love filled in her innocent heart.. that its so painful.. to listen to her sweet promises.. to watch those eyes filled with dreams knowing that its all going to be shattered to pieces..

sigh.. i told it correctly.. this is a match made in heaven.. a life that is nothing less than an answer to a lifetime of prayers...and its the harshest of all cruelties to let her hope.. taste that life...n then take it all away in one heartless second...

These CVs are not taking the easy way out.. and its already breaking my heart.. i don't know how much i will weep when she loses it all..
her best friend, her husband.. a whole lifetime of happiness and stability...

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Posted: 11 years ago
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I was teary eyed too, especially seeing Paro running to the temple with such abandon and joy to thank her Shivji for all happiness she suddenly received.
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Beautifully expressed & totally heartfelt
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Such a poignant scene which was needed.
We needed to hear out loud all her hopes, dreams and happiness at the moment.

How else would we understand her heartbreak?

The scene was shot so beautifully but it still heartbreaking to think that the next couple of weeks will ruin her innocence.

However, her destiny wasn't with Varun..It's with Rudra.

Sanaya Irani emotes the heartbreaking scenes so well that it feels so real.

I'm sure this scene will be one of Paro's constant flashbacks.

Beautiful post dear!😊
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Wow!
You write really well!
Please keep making these positive and relevant posts in this forum.
Your analysis is so touching, the last line really touched a chord with me.
Paro living with her dreams coming true, but still apprehensive of the realization, since she has had to live on a borrowed life so far. A life where she is left hanging in the air, neither of here, nor of there. For whatever she has, is not hers.
Except her inner most dreams.
That they are being fulfilled is beyond her belief.
Your last line ... a whole lifetime with her friend, her husband... is so fearful for us, those who know.
Her whole lifetime.
With her husband.
Her friend.
As a married woman.
...All of 2 days.
...On borrowed time.
Again...
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Just saw the episode Sunara - it blew me away - loved your write up
My heart is breaking for Paro too - to never to have dared to dream out loud and to have never acknowledged your own wants - because she felt she had no real rights as her parents passed away - to always walk on eggshells and be scared of your own shadow - because somehow she felt her support system was missing and it could all end any moment - for her then to be given everything she ever wanted in the words of her husband to be and to finally feel that God had answered all her silent dreams - I could feel her happiness thousands of miles away in cold and rainy London!

What will happen henceforth - is beyond heartbreaking and is almost impossible to get over - it will be life-changing she will have to become a different person totally just to survive
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Strap yourself in for an emotional rollercoaster because its going to be a bumpy 1 and make sure you got plenty of tissues and stones

i bet your wondering why stones because everytime you makea post like this im going to tease you and your going to need those stones more then tissues 😉😆
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Amazing and emotional post,

I have not watched the episode yet but your post made me cry,

Honestly you have a way with the words that they pull at the heart strings,

Poor Paro it is a cruel fate that she will have face, losing her husband and her friend so sad.

I just hope to God we have the strength to face the emotional scenes over the next few episodes as I know we will all be crying buckets by the weekend.
Edited by P4rveen12 - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Wonderful post!!!
Already paro taking us to emotional roll o coaster .
Can't imagine her dreams going to be shattered in no time.
facing brutal reality ...

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Posted: 11 years ago
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After reading your post Sunara di...I'm feeling so sentimental right now!! If we as an audience can't bear to see these two separated imagine how Paro must be feeling when she sees her husband's dead body in front of her. 😭 This is probably the most cruel joke fate could play on any girl's life...especially one who has been suffering from so much from such a young age! Getting ready for the emotional roller coaster ahead of us for the episodes to come.

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