"Day Dreaming"
Combine Episode of 17th- 18th December 2013
"Baba aap inki Fikar mat kare, main ink dil ki baat samjah ti hoon aur wo kyun yeha rahna chathe hai wo bhi jaanti hoon" Was what with Taara gave her entry in UC, startling both Jairaj and Mrityunjay as they both saw her standing with a handbag hanging in one hand with both hand she was holding onto the idol's in a tokdri.
"Taara aap bhi, yeahi rahengi" Jairaj spoke as he didn't knew what these two were up to.
Taara- ji baba, I mean I know this place means a lot to Mrityunjay aur main bas unki help karne aai hoon after all I am his wife na, aur har patni ka faraz banta hai ke wo apne pati ke har ek kaam main wo uska saath de, aur phir ye UC tu inki zindagi ke wo hissa hai jo inhe khud se bhi zidya pyari hai.
Jairaj and Mrityunjay just stood staring her speechless, they both knew she was true in what she was saying, this place did hold a very close place in Mrityunjay life. Jairaj smiles and Taara nd goes to her and places his hand on her head and said "aap rah tu rahi hai yeah pe par aapna khayal rakhna" saying that he leaves the two. As soon as Jairaj passes from her Taara looks at Mrityunjay and winks at him and with an expression of "jahan jaaeyega hamen paaeyega" she walks toward him but stop right before passing him and gives him a smirk look and walk into the UC but not before removing her slipper and giving a glance back at Mrityunjay who still stood watching her every move.
She goes in and places the idol tokdi on the table and prays, while Mrityunjay stood staring at her till he heard her says "aab mujhe deakhte hi raho ge ya meri help bhi karoge" hearing that he comes back from his trance, meaning his lala land of his and Taara nd angirly walks to Taara and says "ye kya mazak hai, tum yeha nahi rahsakti" Taara just ignores him and takes her bag and walk to the bed and puts it hteir and turns to him and says "kyun nahi rah sakti"
MJ- acha bhala ghar chor ke aane ki kya zarorat hai, chup chap apna bag uthao aur jao yeha se" he shouts at her making taara to roll her eyes gives him the cue of "tumhari khokli dhamki aur shout ka mujh pe koi asar nahi hota"
Taara ties her duppata around her waist and says "Ghar tu main pahle hi chor ke a gai thi main tumhare liye, aur wo bhi tab jab tumhe jaanti tak nahi tu aur..." she stop in mid and walks pass him and den says "aur jab mina tumhe jaane lagi hoon tu kaise ja sakti ho tumhe chor ke" hearing her Mrityunjay get and looks at her, and she was busy in searching for jharo, he walks to her and hold her hand arm harshly turning her facing him and says "ye sab natak band karo aur apna bag lo aur jao yeha se"
"Natak" Taara questions him back as she removes his hand off of her and says "agar ye sab natak hota na tu duniya ki har patni nautanki se aai hogi maiyeka se nahi" saying that she pick the jharo that she had dropped with the sudden pull and starts to broom the floor, but after few min she stops and looks at Mrityunjay and says "aab khdae kyun hai, agar tumhe ye sab natak lag raha hai na tu ek kaam karo whap bahar ja kar beath jao us chair pe aur free main bina ticket ke dekho, aab jao na patidev kaam karne do mujhe"
MJ- tumhe meri baat samajh nahi a rahi na, tum meri baat kabhi nahi samajh ti
Taara sensed the pain in voice and said "samjahti hoon ke ye jagha tumhare liye sapno ka ghar hai aur iski ye halat meri wajha se huwi hai, but u don't worry I will make this place more beautiful after all we became friend here only na, u don't worry hum dono pati patni mil kar phir se apne tote sapno ko jodenge
Hearing her Mrityunjay hands turns into a fist and instantly gets hold of her arm and once again pulls her toward him pricing his nails in her skin as he said "pati patni pati patni kya natak laga rakha hai hum dono ka koi rishta nahi hai samjhi tum" saying that he gets her bag and drags her out of the UC, but Taara gets away from him and walks back in and says "jis rishte ko tum jhutla rahe ho na use God bhi nahi jhotla sakte hai, aagni ke saamne saath phere liye hai tumne inhi haaton se mere maang main sindoor bhara hai aur hum dono ne ek dosre ko saatho vachan diya tha aur aaj ke baad khabar dar jo is rishte ko jhutlane ki kosish ki, aur agar tumhe is rishte se inkar tha tu pahle mana kar dena tha na shadi kyun ki" saying that she walks toward him and and puts her both hand around his neck pulling him closer to her and says "aab bauth deer ho chuki hai kuwar sahab" saying that she traces her fingers on his cheeks "aab tu aap ko is rishte ka bojh zindagi bhar utha na pade ga" she said giving him a naughty look bringing his face close to her till der nose touch each other. "Chodo mujhe Taara" Mrityunjay say feeling the sudden change in his emotion as her being so close to him was only making him to break all the barrier between them and just hold her close to him, close to his heart so that he could hear her heartbeat that by now he knew only beats for him and let her hear his that has started to beat for her now since she had came in his life. But he knew his wants of hers will always be a want for him, they can never be together, not in this lifetime at least, coz in this life time he has to die, death was already written in this destiny, he was destined to die. "Leave me Taara" Mrityunjay again says as he tried to untangle her hand around him but she only tighten it around him as she stared into his eyes which just a few sec was only showing and carving for her, but this sudden change of behavior of his left her confused.
"Choda na chathe hai tu choda lo, par itna yaad rakhna Mrityunjay ke aab aap mujh se janam janam ke liye bandh choke ho, jise aap chah ke bhi nahi tod sakte aur nahi jhutla sakte" Taara said loosening her hold around him, the minute he felt her hand loosen he snaps it off of his neck and walks away from their angrily, while Taara just stood watching him go, but then she takes a deep breath controlling her feeling and says "Chal tara bachu thujhe thodi aur mehnat karni padegi, wo itni jaldi apne dil main chupe raaz nahi khole ga" saying that she give a quick glance at the UC and all the memories of their flashed back to her bringing a sweet smile on her lip, "Tara aabhi tu jis raaz ko janna hai us main tu time hai tab tak tu Is UC ka huliya theek kar de, wo kya hai na aab pati dev tu hai naraz tu wo tu kuch karne se rahe hai na, aur phir tujhe ye sab kar ke rothe piya ko bhi tu mana na hai" saying that she start to clean the UC as she continues to chat wit herself at one point she stops nd looks for Mrityunjay but seeing him no where she becomes sad but then her face lits up seeing Mrityunjay coming wit dry long grasses, as soon she sees Mrityunjay she gives him a sweet smile but in returns he just gives her a glare making Tara to pout . she looks up at the sky as if complaining to God but then looks back at mritynjay and saya "Life main rothe piya ko na mana saki tu kya kiya" and den gets back to her work wit the aim of finishing her work quickly so she can pacify her rotha piya.
"taara bachu tu kuch bhi kar le ye akdu adial sarpheda tujh se baat tu kya taraf palat ke bhi nahi dekhe ga" Taara spoke to herself as she stared at Mrityunjay who was hammering Maria house.
"Kya yaar ek tu biwi yeahn dhoop main bethi kali ho rahi hai aur wo waha us Maria ka ghar bana raha, apna ghar ki tu koi fhikar hi nahi par us Maria ki bauth...main kah rahi pichle janam ye Maria zaror meri sautn rahi hogi tabhi tu mere pati ko khud main busy kiya huwa jaise main nahi wo uski biwi hai, haye tara tu ye kya bol rahi hai Maria aur Mrityunjay ki biwi...haan tu kuch galat thodi na bola main ne, wo tu sab kuch us maria ke liye hi tu kar raha hai, jaise wo hi uski premika ho" Taara says to herself but made sure that her voice reached to Mrityunjay ears. She looks from the corner of her eyes to see if he was hearing her, but he was still busy in hammering the wood. "Chal tara bachu tera yehan kuch nahi hone wala hai, ise pahle tu yeah dhoop main beath kar sukh ja khud hi apne rahne ka bandubast kar le" saying that she stood up to leave when an Idea popped in her mind and in no time she was standing right where Mrityunjay was standing and says "Mrityunjay ye ghar kab bane ga, I mean Maria wala" instead of replying to her he just moved awya from ther.
"Main kuch poch rahi hoon, ye ghar kab bane ga" Taara ask once again but he just stood quite. Seeing him not responding she walks away and goes and sit back on the stair climber. When she felt a hand sliding around her waist and she instantly jumps off fo the stair climber, only to see Mrityujany standing there with no expression but with the next set of his word she gasped and kept staring at him in shock. "Kya huwa jawab do, why do u want me to build that part of UC when u urself had ruined, or is coz u want to spend the night with me like pati patni, waise bhi tumhi na kah rahi thi hum dono pati patni hai" Mrityunjay spoke again the same think making her fume in anger and sad both, she knew she was wrong in burning this place, but how could he something like this, he knew she did everything in hurt, but now she is trying to help him na fix this place but no this khadus seems to not have heard that part, in their lil argument, but then she decided to play along with him and puts her hand around his waist and pulls him toward her and says "haan wo kya hai na khuli asman main hum kaise so sakte hai, aaj kal duniya bari kharab ho gai hai, tuaba tuaba kahi kisi ne hamein deakh liye tu hamein bhi badnam kare ga yeh kah ke hum aur aap dono khulam khula romance karte hai hamin sharam nahi hai, bache oh bache aur aaj kal ke bache tu Mashallah hi hai, un pe kya asar hoga blabh blah...aur haan kab barish ho jay ye tu hamein pata nahi hota hai, u know mausam ka tu koi bharosa hi nahi rahta, kab bin badal barsaat ho jaye, hamein tu pata bhi nahi chale ga na" Mrityunjay gives her a shocked expression hearing her bold answer, but seeing his expression Taara continuse and says "aur haan abhi aap ko bauth kuch is ghar main karna hai, jaise ke darwaza bana hai, kitchen aur haan bed bhi, wo kya hai na bed tu hai ek aur wo bhi bilkul chota us pe hum dono ek saath tu nahi so sakte, tu aap ko hum dono ke size ka bed bana hoga, or else u will have to sleep on the floor if u don't make it" saying that she removes his hand from her waist and walks off, giving him the look of I can play the game too...
After what it seemed like an hour passed Taara turns to see what Mrityunjay was doing as the noice of hammering had gone to silent since long time, but as she turned to see there was no Mrityunjay, she was about to call out for him when she saw him hanging on the railing of Maria house as he placed the dried grass on top of the roof and she just stood staring at him. But then her eyes fell on his wrinkling forehead that was keep wrinkling and den she saw him looking up at the sky, she understood that the sun was falling on his head and making it for him to work she goes and stand on the stair case and stand holding her duppata out in front of him blocking the sun view from his face, he looks up at her sensing her, and just kept staring her. He smiles without letting her notice and continues to work.
"umm tum neeche utar sakti ho" Mrityunjay said as he jumped down on the ground, and walked away from there, but stops seeing no response from Taara he goes back and sees her lost, he softly taps of her shoulder breaking her trance and says "main ne kaha tum neeche utar sakti" saying that he was about to walk away once again when he heard her scream "ah-ah" and in the nick of a time he turned and Taara fell down taking him with her.
"Tum theek ho" Mrityunjay asked as their breath got normal. "Taara are u ok" He asked once again to which Taara replied and they both got up. After that Taara went inside the UC and sat on the bed while Mrityunjay worked on fixing the burned UC.
"Taara bachu tu yeha aram se beath mat, bechara kitna mehnat kar raha hai aur tu yehan aram se palag pe beait kar roti tur rahi hai, becha itna kar ke thak gaya hoga aur aab tu khane ka bhi time ho raha hai, I am sure he must be hungry, main ek kaam karti hoon jab tak wo ye sab finish karega main tab tak jaldi se kuch bana deti hoon" saying that she got up but then instantly sat as she remembers that there was nothing here that she could make for them to eat. "Tu kya huwa agar yeahn pe kuch nahi hai, bazar kis din kaam ayega, par paise tu mere pass nahi hai, uff Tara tu bhi na bilkul pagal hai Mrityunjay kis liye hai, main use thode paise le kar kuch le aati hoon" saying that she went to Mrityunjay and asked for money, to which he just simpaly handed her his purse and went back to working. Taara stood staring at him thinking he didn't even made a fuss about it. Shrugging her shoulder she took the money needed and left to market...
"kya banu" Taara said as she looked at the food she had bought from the market "haan kichdi bana ti hoon asan hai aur jaldi bhi ban jayegi tab tak kuch puri bhi bana leti hoon dahi ke saath kha lenge" Taara said as she quickly took some rice out and washed it...
"Maaa" Taara cried out in pain gaining Mrityunjay attention who was no working on fixing the top of the house. He quickly gets down the stair climber and goes to see why Taara cried in pain but as he stepped in their so called kitchen he saw her standing there with her hand shaking up and down as she cried in pain. "Taara" Mrityunjay called as he went to her and saw she had cut her hand. "ye kaise huwa" Mrityunjay asked taking her hand in his and pressed on the cut to stop the blood.
"Wo main sabzi kat rahi thi aut galti se, ahhh" She cried again in pain, and Mrityunjay instanly took her hand in his mouth and sucked on the blood, making Taara to jerk her hand away from his lips, as she felt a current run down her spine and she moved away from him. Ye kay kar rahi ho, dekho kitna khoon bah raha hai let me see it" Mrityunjay said as he tried to get hold of her hand but Taara just stepped back away from him scared to feel his sinful lips on her once again. "Taara bachu jiase zid mat karo and let me see" Mrityunjay sternly.
Taara- nahi main theek hoon
MJ- Taara I said let me see it now
Nahi" Ahhh and she hits her hand on the wall as she took her step back, Mrityunjay instnaly took her in his hand and once again placed it in his mouth before he took her out near the water. "Kya karti rahti ho tum,main ne bola tha na ghar wapus jao but nahi, karna tu wo hi hai jo tumhe acha lagta hai, bas apni man mani karti rah ti hon kabhi meri baat nahi sunti" Mrityunjay says as he washed her wound, but as he looked up after few min seein gher not talking back he found her lost in him and soon he felt himself drown in her brown eyes and they both sat their staring at each other.
"Tum meri koi baat kyun nahi maanti" Mrityunjay asked in complaining voice as he warped the handkerchief around her hand that he had tied around his hand. "aap bhi tu meri koi baat nahi maante" Taara replied and she left from their knowing he won't even say a word after this...
"Chaliye khana ban gaya hai, aap ko bhook lagi hogi" Taara said as she came to Mrityunjay.
"mujhe bhook nahi hai" Mrityunjay says.
Taara- aap meri koi baat ek bar main kyun nahi sunte, aab khane pe kis baat ka gussa nikal raha.
Mrityunjay- kaha na bhook nahi hai.
Taara takes a deep breath and goes back in and den brings out food for Mrityunjay.
"ye lo Kha lo" Taara says placing the plate in front of him, Mrityunjay looks at the plate and turn his face away from it.
She was abt to sit next to when she felt drops of water fall on her face, and in no time it started raining. Mrityunjay instantly stood up and went and stood under Maria house that he had build. As he brushed off the waters from his clothes his eyes fell on Taara who stood under the gray sky twirling around enjoying the rain. "kitni pyari lag rahi hai, bilkul pari jaise" Mrityunjay thought as he gazed her from toe to head. "pahli barish ki bondo main bheega nahi tu kya kiya" Taara says breaking Mrityunjay trance and he turned facing away from her. "kya huwa, apni patni ko hi tu deakh rahe the, thodi na kisi aur aurat ko" Taara says mischievously making Mrityunjay blush and with a naughty looks he looks at her and says "Biwi but I don't see any biwi here" Tara pouts angirly looking at him and turns facing her back to him. Mrityunjay looks at her smiling and den walks up to her and then taking the rain drops in his hand he splash it on her starling her and they both start to have water fight, laughing and gigling enjoying themselves all away from sorrow pain and this world.
"i won't leave u Taara" Mrityunjay says as he runs after her after Taara splashes full bucket of water on Mrityunjay and they started running around the UC. "Mrityunjay nahi plz I was just playing" Taara says as she tries to escape him but he was not in mood to let her go this easily, and he runs twice faster than Taara and gets hold of her and turns her facing him but in process Taara hair creases his face making him to close his eyes while his hold around her waist and arms tighten making Taara to look at him who stood lost in her, in their moment.
Do read it as it goes with the story but I am not sure if I can' post here, http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems/best/romantic
Taara thought but then the bitter truth of their life came like a tight slap on her face, she knew he will never accept their relation coz she knew he won't never in his wildest dream would think to ruin her life.
She slowly removes his hand from her waist and walks away from but after few steps she feel being pulled back, and she came crashing into his toned chest as her arms went around him. while she felt his lips being placed on the nape of her neck and she jolted in his arms, feeling his lips on her bare skin, which just burned her inside out. "Mrityunjay" Taara moans and tries to pull away from him but he just tighten his hold on her, telling her to not try fighting with him right now, but she still does knowing the minute he will be in his sense he will regret, and she didn't wanted him to go thru any regret, but in the process she hits her leg with the chair kept nearby and she losses her balance and they both falls down. "Taara" Mrityunjay moans as he buries his face in her hair placing feather like kisses on her bare skin, while she laid under him moaning his name, until she felt a sharp pain shot thru her back and she felt herself being fall and as she opened her eyes she saw herself on top of Mrityunjay who in the nick of time turned himself underneath her preventing her from getting hurt. "Haad hoti hai Taara, Khuli aankhon se bhi sapne deakhne lagi Tu" Taara says as she places her head on Mrityunjay chest and closed her eyes going back into the dream world of MriAra where there was no one, not even her new founded Sautan, Maria.
The End
PS: Sry Kavz, couldn't make it more like u had wanted as I wasnt able to fit the right scene with the epi, If they had given more or their teasing dialogue it would have been more easier for me to make coz then it would have made sense, but with Mrityunja being khaffa khaffa with Taara and less dailouge from his didn't help me...
So I just hope u still like it...
I treid to make it worthable...
Please do leave ur commet nd Review
-Mariam
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