Another heart-wrenching episode...
This track is extremely painful to bear. First the beating up of Mjay, the insults after the apology and now the burning of the stable...
Will this be the end of it? 😲
Tara reaches home alone and Baba calls out to her to come to him. He realizes she is upset and asks her why. She lies, saying when your son leaves me halfway on the street, I would have to come back Baba and starts to weep. He is shocked to hear her say that and is about to call when Mrityunjy enters.He questions Mjay, "Can you tell me how was your outing?" He looks towards Tara and recollects the beatings on the street. He is terribly hurt. Baba loses his temper and shouts , "Don't you have an answer or can't find any excuse? Why don't you just lie? On one hand is this girl who is showering you with love, and you are still filled with hate. What has happened to you Mjay? With whom are you being revengeful with? Me, yourself or this girl? This girl who at my behest left her home so that she can fill your life with happiness, and who is trying to get your life back on track, you left her on the Way?" Just then Nirmala arrives. Mjay looks at Tara...I know it's payback time for the times I left you on the streets.
"I am ashamed because of you Mjay," continues Baba. Nirmala now looks puzzled. She looks from Mrityunjay, to Tara to her husband. What is happening here guys, this is not how I wanted it to happen between them. Her husband continues, "I have lost my self-respect. I need to know what you are up to? Why can't you embrace this happiness? Don't look here and there, and tell me what you want? Why did you behave like this with her, now screaming on the top of his voice..."What is your problem?" Mjay crushed under his mother's promise again does not utter a word. Baba then insists that Mjay apologizes to Tara. Tara too is surprised by this turn of events, she wasn't expecting Baba to go this far so says, "Let it be Baba, there is no need for it."
But Baba insists. Oh Nimmo darling this is so not happening according to your plan. This is the end of saazish to get Mjay to go against Tara...worried now are you?
Baba insists he apologizes, Mjay first looks at Tara and remembers the time he did drop her off on the street when going for Pag Phera. She deserved an apology... He then looks at his Mother...sorry mommy dearest I have no choice...Nimmo miffed ahhha!
He walks upto her eyes glistening with tears and says, "Forgive me, I made a mistake." Did Mrityunjay apologize for every wrong towards Tara? Yes he did...
Nirmala now annoyed and Aditya wondering; Such a sweet apology? Yeh ho kya raha hai?
Following the apology, Tara's thought process really reeled me now. She thinks that he even asked for forgiveness for something he did not do.
He gives her a look that said, I apologized, you got what you wanted. She still in her revenge mode says sarcastically adds salt to his wounds, " Mrityunjay Sigh Shekhawat, I know very well how much you lie and deceive. Changing colors like a chameleon is your nature. And this apology that you have asked in front of everyone, was only to meet the demands of the times. But how sincere is your apology will be known after my next move only." His eyes told her do what you have to do..I have resigned to my fate.
How much more are you intent on hurting him Tara? More than the apology her insults hit him like a blow. Tara fell from our eyes but this has now rattled Nirmala's perfect plan. Hila diya iss maafi ne sabb ko!
Yug finds a way and plan to reach to Aditya's home. He shows Nandini a fashion institute close to Tara's home and that of the transport strike at the same time. So she is planning on staying there soon on the pretext of attending her classes. Where does Yug come in all this? Is he too going to join the fashion school?
Mrityunjay enters his bedroom in much pain, takes off his shirt to reveal the wounds of those blows he received on Tara's behalf. He tries to attend to his wounds on his back himself when Tara enters to find him struggling to do so.
She feels for him, knowing he is in pain...but then remembers his words and action the last time she went to tend to his wounds.
She clears her throat, he realizes her presence and goes to put on his shirt. Tara in Kaali mode, goes to him saying, "Hey don't bother with it, don't bother with it hubby. I am your wife. No need to feel shy. Moreover when all the secrets are out in the open, then there is no need to hide anything, is there now?"
You wait and watch Tara bacchu he is going to make you eat your words some day... Now your anger and boldness speaks...you are going to pay for this, your patidev is not going to spare you later. 😉
Standing behind him says Tara, "Give it to me I shall apply ointment over your wounds." He cries out in pain, she feels for him and then says, "How brutally they have beaten you up. Who in the world can be so cruel? Seems they were not humans but animals." And then goes on to blow softly on his wound. She applies medication and eventually he says, "Whatever you are doing is completely justified." She then goes on to say, "I have put the medicines the effect of it will be felt gradually."
He gets up to go to the bed but trips and falls on the bed. She takes advantage of it, and tells him to lie down. "Does it hurt too much? And then takes off his shoes and socks. Asli patni hai yeh!
"I can feel your pain" She says today in this room there will be only three people. He tries to get up, she rushes to him and sits at his side, holding him back. "What are you looking at me like that? You heard me right, tonight in this room..there will be just the three of us." She plays with the lights and whispers in his ears "Darr, fear of my next move. It's fun spending the night with fear."
Now me like a fool thought who is this third person or thing? And when she said Darr, I am sure Mjay was laughing at his wifey, and so was I. I was in splits. I mean look at your husband silly Tara, who in the Lords name could be afraid of him? Even Darr will run away from him. 😆
And he gave her the perfect look. You have lost this battle sweetie. But I am afraid of something else...of losing control...😆😉
Here I think Mjay did realize what she must have gone through that night not knowing what his next move would be in that room. He understand from where this behavior is coming.
Whilst Rudra is busy enacting a play of seeing the dead bodies of her arch enemies Mjay,Jayraj &Tara, and also enjoying a drink at the time, she receives the anonymous phone call from a woman, saying she knew everything about him, Rudrapratap & Kalavati. And about his father. And she knew all of his secrets.
Now me thinks why can't he trace these phone calls. Such a well known public figure, so what is he waiting for?
Tara in the kitchen and her eyes fall on the gas stove flames, and the horrible night when Mjay threatened to burn her comes to mind...Meethi enters and realizes Tara is lost in her thoughts. She remarks about the crackers and that is when it crosses her mind to plan her next move to hurt her patidev. She says to herself, "The impact will be so intense that it will remain etched in your mind forever."
Precap: Tara burns down the stable saying , the seed of hate that you sowed in me will destroy you. ill reduce you to ashes MJ ...Ashes "
Now Tara's character is being bashed left right and center. And I am okay with it but would like to understand her frame of mind. Why she does what she does?So let's look at one incident here...the time he saved her from the goons...that time she was in praise of the man who saved her life whilst cursing her husband. Now that she knows it's the same person, her first thought would have been but after he saved me where did he go, why did he not take me back home? Did he go to pay off the goons to hit me? When leaving her with the woman he did not tell her he was going to check on his wife.
Also until the end Mjay never once mentioned he was married, nor did he ever tell her about hurting someone in his life and regretting it. Though we as viewers are aware he totally regrets it. He even once spoke in anger of killing her!! On the other hand Tara did eventually tell him she was married on the last day...
Also how is Tara so bold to behave in such a wanton way if she believes he is a rapist and murderer. If Tara had believed him to really be a rapist and murderer would Tara have stayed with him from the start? She believes Baba to some extent. She knows he is NOT...but his behavior with her has been questionable since then? So is Mjay a brute of a husband? She provokes him to bring out that same person who took her to the warehouse and frightened the daylights out of her and warned her if she were to ever come close to him again she would be sorry. And he is proving her wrong every time. She is discovering the real Mrityunjay!
About all the times he has been a good friend to her that we think she has so easily forgotten and hasn't given a thought now. Well for her it could also be considered as his way of self-redemption for all the wrongs towards her. For she presumes (of course she is wrong) he knew she was his wife from the day they met.
And then Mjay to make matters worse, even after he got to know it's his wife he carried out his last act and pushed her into the ditch...
The real culprit is Nirmala and yesterday the apology did change things for her and Aditya. Watch the scene where camera pans Adi...see the look on his worried face...
And the answers to all of Baba's questions hurled at Mrityunjay lay with Nirmala not Mjay!
hugs
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