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Posting an SwaRon OS after a long time... Hope you all don't leave it without reading the full..:P Sorry for Grammatical n spell mistakes.  "Today...is a so special day ! Hume Official Couple bane hue ek year ho gaya hai...20th April, 2013." Said Sharon with teary eyes... sitting in Hospital... in front of a person, who was kind of Lifeless...lifeless soul...that person used to listen, understand, feel...but was unable to react... unable to respond.. Unable to speak.. That person, laying on bed, mentally present...but absent physically..! "Ye wahi date thi..jis din meine tumhe apne dil ki baat kahi thi... bas yahi difference hai ki vo din ko beete hue ek saal ho gaya hai.. Meine finally confess kiya tha ki I Love Swayam Shekhawat! I Love You!" Sharon spoke smilingly, caressing his hairs... *** Yes, it was Swayam.. This condition was the result of an accident...3 months back! The effect was that, that it affected his brain, the injuries were deep and severe... Doctor told Sharon that he was in Coma... He told her that Swayam might understand but won't be able to react...it will take time...And the time period may be weeks, months or a full year..! This news was totally Heart-wrenching for Sharon..! In turn she used to cry at times when she went home for making meal for herself as for Swayam it was liquid only... She decided not to lose any hope...She made a promise to herself and to Swayam that She'll bring him back...back just the same how he was...she promised that She'll make high efforts to bring him back to Normal..The same Swayam Shekhawat... Day and Night, she used to sit beside him... and made him aware of all the past memories related to Dance as it was his Life.. she also told about the Dance Camps , and about how they used to have fun in College.. Her heart ached as she knew that he won't react but still she refreshed his memories... A week or two before.. when she was telling him about the National Dance Camp where he won in Free-style.. she found some movement in his fingers.. and also he blinked his eyes. Doctor also saw the movement and were glad about the little bit improvement.. and told Sharon that it was a good sign , this sentence was a Ray of Hope for her.. *** She was caressing her hairs gently.. "Swayam..just like every day today also I will remind you of the past happenings but the difference will be... that today on our day... some memories close to our heart... and also something which you don't know..!" She said to herself... She controlled her tears and spoke... "It was when I came back from Delhi...the day I stepped in the College...after months... this reminded me of my weakness, my strength.. my Dance.. and Our Dance... you know Asthma also couldn't stop me from Dancing that day.. I , alone, swayed my body , I forgot my pain, at a time I felt you there... behind me... I turned back... and rushed in your arms... and with you I Danced, the moves I still remember.. when you picked me... turned me around.. and the Hug.. which was so needed that time... but after that I stopped , sat on floor, panting, (tears formed in Sharon's eyes) you know.. Swayam... then I realized that it was just a dream... nothing else... neither you were present nor it was dance... It was all my imagination! Vo sab kuch ek sapne ki tarah tha... shayad ek sapna hi tha.. ya ya fir yaadein'.. the memories which did hurt me and made me feel that You were with me... but too far to have you close..." Dur karti thi me jisko pehle kabhi Dar lag raha hai ki ab kho du na usko kahi Ho gya hai dur mujhse mera pehla pyaar(Dance) Uske bina kaise du me tumhara sath(Swayam). Zindagi se dur ho gaye hai mere sare jazbaat Dil me reh gyi hai sirf hamari Yaadon se bhari suhaani raat Tears continuously flowed from her eyes... she moved her hand on his chest... she wiped her tears and continued... "Dekho na Swayam... meine tumhe mera secret bata diya but tab tumhe mere Asthma ke baare mein nahi pata tha... and jab pata chala... sab kuch different ho gaya tha... vo care... vo ignorance... And ek Event.. that jahan humne Punjabi dress mein dance kiya tha... I mean meine Asthma ke baad first dance... vo bhi sifr tumhare khene pe... you know it was so refreshing! Beech me attack... and then you took me away from everyone and made me sit on floor... You were so tensed na... vo mojdi' me bhaagna mere liye.. (she laughed a bit) just to bring water... then we sat on floor and I just wanted to hug you , you know, as I said that time, I felt living, you made me feel alive Swayam! And then the laughing moment we shared , we talked for so much time... laughed our heart out ! " A tear fall from her eye... and in mind.."I miss our moments Swayam, very much.." She took a deep breath and continued... "Vo..scene..j.." She stopped at once when she found him reacting... his palm raised a bit up...and also his fingers indicated her to held him... She grabbed his hand... "Swayam... I...I am here... I know ki tumhe yaad aa raha hai... wait..let me... call the Doctor..." She left his hand and called the Doctor from outside... Sharon told him about what happened... Doctor after testing him just gave a smile to Sharon and appreciated her... "Sharon, he is improving, and the rate is high, and I am glad that you got what he wanted to say... You are doing a great job..." said the Doctor assuring, smilingly... "I just want my Swayam back...and also thank you Doctor" said she with moist eyes... Doctor gave Sharon a writing pad and a pen... "Sharon, as we saw that he wanted to hold , I am sure he'll now try to express his feelings... so this way will be the best , and one more thing, you also talk to Swayam by writing what you feel on this and show him... this way he may respond..." "Sure Doctor, I will do as you say..." Said Sharon holding the stuff close to her... Doctor and the nurse went out... Sharon sat on the chair and kept the stuff beside... "Swayam you remember one year ago , ishi din tum mujhe akele ek room mein le gaye the... when you and me became one... officially , we were together, You wrote two letters, each, on my each palm and also on yours... which formed a magical word... which meant for us... which defined our Relation... L-O-V-E' , I confessed my feeling to you... the hugs we shared , the promise you made... that you'll be the best boyfriend ever! (light sobs) You know from that day , the mesmerizing day , each and every second made me love you more... I felt so close to you , I felt like I got everything , I got my Life, I felt the magical feeling inside me... it was Love, not that ordinary one... it was your Love...the Intense yet Eternal Love" said taking a deep breath... Nahi socha tha ki hoga itna haseen yeh ehsaas, Guzarna chahti hun apni zindagi rehkar tumhare paas, Nahi socha tha ki ho jaoge tum mere lia itne khaas Aur har pal tumhare pyaar pane ki rahegi aas Jeena chahti hu har pal sirf aur sirf tumhara sath Iss baar nahi chodungi me tumhara hath "Swayam... once again I want to say those words to you... I Love You My Swayam... I Love You so so much' She took the writing pad and pen and wrote something and showed to him... It was, Happy Confession Anniversary Swayam , Love You' Her sobs were not stopping , she gently kissed his forehead... She was keeping it aside when she sensed his hand touching her hand which was on bed near his hand... He blinked his eyes when she asked him that Did he wanted the pen and writing pad... She gently held his right hand...as support and was amazed when she saw the Writing pad... He scribbled words on it...He did... and it was a amazing sign for her... and moreover he wrote... l u v' It was a pleasure for her she was amazingly shocked and cheered up , "Swayam..go on...try..." He wrote... u 2' Seing this tears rolled down her eyes , she called the nurse who was standing out there... "See..Swa..swayam wrote this, he res-ponded.."Said Sharon showing it to nurse.. "Yeah Sharon baby... your Swayam wrote this for you..." the nurse had tears in her eyes... The nurse kissed her cheek...and hugged her... She was so happy for both! She called the doctor... and he was shocked at this... "Doctor, ab Swayam thik to ho jaega na..." said Sharon in hope... "Sure..and jaisa meine kaha tha thode din pehle...try to make him sit upright...once in a day...so now go for it...as today is your day... do it yourself" Said Doctor The three went near Swayam... Sharon held him with shoulders... and also the doctor helped her some... They made him sit , resting his back on the inclined bed... Doctor asked the nurse to be with them for some hours as Sharon didn't had any food since morning...so she maytake care of him... Nurse agreed... "Sharon baby, just have some meal dear.." Said the nurse caressing her hair... "No mujhe abhi bhuk nahi hai..."said Sharon looking at her... "I am here...just go home and rest for hours.. kuch bhi hoga I'll call you...don't worry." Replied the nurse making her stand... She stood up...and looked at Swayam... "I'll be back here after having meal...please take care...and kuch bhi ho please do call.." said Sharon smiling... On the way to home... she was just thinking of what happened there just a moment before... "I am so so glad Swayam, thank you God... help me in getting him back , please... You wrote that you love me , aaj ka din memorable hoga Swayam... you once again confessed... bless to have you Swayam and today I am the most happiest girl in the world... who thought that you will do it today , on our day... Love you Swayam...very very much" At home, she prepared meal for her and didn't ate but took it in Tiffin and came back to hospital... At hospital, "Nurse, how is he? Any movement , anything you noticed..?" said a curious Sharon just when she entered the room... "No dear... Doctor came here and gave him an injection so that he feel relaxed, so at now you be calm and did you had your meal ?" replied the nurse "Ohh...and I brought my lunch here only..." smilingly she said... "Now have it and take some rest... and after that continue with your efforts dear... and yeah I will love to hear of you allow me to stay ?" "Sure , and thanks for being so helpful to me.." said Sharon hugging her... She had her lunch and then slept for some hours... It was around 7pm when they found Swayam trying to open his eyes... Sharon sat on bed holding his hand... and the nurse sat on the chair kept near the bed... "Swayam, chalo dekho ab end ho gaya sleeping time... now let's travel back to our world after the confession... you know what itni subah subah jagaya mujhe... vo bhi kisliye jogging ke liye...uff neend kharab kar di thi..but ya usse mera full day best bana diya tumne... Our Jogging date... wasn't it fun..? You know Aunti(to nurse) what he did... left me back and I got drenched in muddy water , yew.. but ya he came back... and removed the mud from my face... (little smile on Sharon's face) and then I held his arms and we continued our talks and also our Jog..." Sharon smiled with moist eyes... "Hmm..interesting.." Nurse replied and nodded in a no' indicating not to cry... Sharon quickly wiped her eyes... "And this was our first date...'the jogging date'..." said Sharon with a slight blush... The Nurse smiled at them... and made Sharon look at Swayam as a slight smile plastered on his face also... Sharon thanked God! Sharon felt happy about everything happening but still she felt something incomplete... she composed herself... "Swayam, how can I forgot to tell you about how I felt when we danced on the stage...NDC Finale... Swayam, you were looking so dashing with gelled hair... and the moment when we won the NDC... your Dad kept his hand on my head blessed me... so lovingly.. and then our moment spent... wasn't it memorable..." She smiled thinking of all this...the nurse kept her hand on her shoulder... She had to leave to other ward so went out... "Swayam, yeh sab batana easy nahi hai mere liye kyonki mein bata rahi hun, bol rahi hun but...but mujhe sab kuch incomplete lag raha hai... tum yahan ho kar bhi mere paas nahi ho... yeh response blinking, movement fingers ka and what you wrote yeh dekh kar I am happy but yeh sab kuch to nahi hai na... this bandage covering your head... these tubes going through your nose, the drips..This view kills me...Swayam (sobbing) Mein nahi dekh paa rahi hun tumhara pain... in 3 months mein meine khud ko akela hi mehsoos kiya hai... (Wiped her tears) I miss you Swayam... Har din yehi sochti hun ki today I'll hear your voice...which I am craving from months... I think that it's okay when I'll come tomorrow, your loving hands will wrap me up...they'll make me feel that I am still yours...you know I miss it... I want to feel you, I want the return kiss with interest Swayam... when will I get it from you...? (Started crying hard) Tell me na... when will the day come when I'll spend time with you sitting close to you , I want to make tea for us and take sip of Tea together ... (she held his hand tightly) I want these hands to touch me lovingly like before , caress my hair when I hug you... I want your feet to touch the floor and want you to burn it with your moves... ( She gently moved her hand over his face) you know I want you... Swayam... when you are with me I love it... you are important to me... Swayam...take me in your embrace...and make me feel like I am in heaven... make me hear your heart beats which chants my name... and just hear my heart which says "I need my Swayam" , (her hard cry didn't stop , she took a deep breath) I miss you... I know I am growing greedy but it is for you... Yes! I admit that I am greedy because you are the reason for my aliveness, your breath is the reason I am breathing... your smile which is missing from so many months, don't you think it should come back, don't you want to tease me when I blush cause of you...say na Swayam...don't you want to cut the cake of our Anniversary, don't you want to feed me the sweet from your hand...huh? You know...I want all these... I want to hear the word Khoobsurat' from your mouth... I want you to smile back to me... I miss the moment when you used to adore me, when you used to sit with me and hear my blabbering and my confusions...(She gulped her saliva) I love the continuous staring of yours and the cheesy lines which now seems vanished! Why Swayam...why now you keep silent when I speak so much... why don't you stop me when I try to hurt myself... why you were not near when I got Asthma attack...?? (She covered her face with her palms) Swayam, get up na please... hold me tight and make me dance, make me feel you once again...why are you not talking huh...? Why are you not smiling, why Swayam why! You always follow my saying na... so today why isn't my wish your command, Swayam!!! (She cried hard... tears were not stopping... ) What you want to hear that I miss you? Or that I love you? If you want to hear anything just one line I will say that... Your each breath counts a lot much... they are valuable and I need you so very much because you are Important to me... my Life's part'...Swayam!" Dekha nahi jaata mujhse dard tumhara Paati hu khud me ab besahaara Zindagi jeene ki chah ho gayi hai khtm tab se Suna hi nahi hai tumhari awaaz jab se Dhadkane dheemi ho gyi hai meri Hai unhe kyuki aadat sirf tumhari Hai mere liye tumhari keemti har saans Aur tum ho mere liye bohot bohot khaas Saying this she rested her head on his chest... one hand on his chest and one on his arm... the tears flowed making his shirt wet... she didn't wanted to cry but she did... she couldn't stop herself... she looked up at him...caressed his face... And also felt drop of water on his cheeks... She wiped her tears...and saw that a lone tear escaped down his eyes, yes he felt bad for her... tears started flowing down... he couldn't move his hand or leg but yes his expression changed , his eye movement showed everything..it blinked as normal... she witnessed how he nodded slightly in negative and she understood what he said... she quickly wiped her tears and smiled...in response he smiled back...! "Swayam! Is it true..? I..i saw your tears! You are..n" said Sharon wiping them gently... He lightly nodded in positive... She ran out and called the nurse... Nurse came and saw him... she told Sharon to be here till she calls the Doctor! After few minutes, Doctor arrived... "Sharon, this is magical... all credit to you and your efforts... yes he in few days will be back to normal..." said the doctor after examining him... "Is that true? I...I am so...so happy..." chirped Sharon...with glint in her eyes... "And yeah...one good news also..." Doctor replied smilingly... "Kya Doctor...please tell me fast.." Excitedly she asked... "Umm..ki within a week..if everything will go right... then he may get back to normal as he was before..fit and fine.." Doctor told her... "Really..! Wow..! Doctor, I...will do each and everything to get back him as normal..." She replied him in assurance... She sat beside Swayam... "I..I'll make you speak, walk, and eat...everything...I promise... Swayam..." She said to Swayam gladly... Doctor and nurse were amazed to see the care, the love of Sharon for him... They believed that Swayam's movements were a result of Sharon's great efforts, they smiled looking at each other and thanked God and went out... Two days after, the doctor took out his tubes which went through his nose... and only drip and bandage on his head was present... Sharon was so glad, now she used to make him sit... and also fed him food with her hands... The moment when he spoke a bit...that too... Sharon', when she was sleeping resting her head on his chest, was awful... she felt like heaven when she heard it... She placed a peck on his cheek... That day nothing else he spoke but ya he did wrote on the writing pad...not very nicely but still tried! Next day Sharon made him walk a little...with her support and also of Doctor... He tried a bit... but didn't succeed... and the rest day passed like same...nothing much they observed... She didn't lose hope and her determination worked two days after when he walked without any support... and also talked with Sharon... It was like a dream come true for Sharon... She craved his voice for so many days... and finally she won the battle... of getting back her Swayam! After days of pain, here in Swayam's house... both enjoying... In Drawing Room, "I am tired yaar... I don't want to sit idle, let me go out...Sharon..Please..." Said a pleading Swayam to his Siren! "Are read the novel na...you love it na.." replied Sharon..Handling him the Novel and his Specks. "I don't want to read...now...keep the novel and the specks with you only..." said Swayam...irritatingly... "Ohkay as you say... like your wish my command..." Saying this she wore his specks, gave a short peck on his cheek and ran to the kitchen... Swayam smiled at her... Time passed and still she was inside so he only went to the kitchen where he saw Sharon holding a book, a recipe book... "Umm...tumse nahi hoga Sharon...I know.." said Swayam with hands folded near his chest... She turned back...and glared... "How can you say huh ? I can do this! Okay.." She replied in diva mode... "Ohh...really let's see...umm..challenge accept karti ho? I say you won't be able to make the dish..." Swayam said to her with attitude... "Accepted Mr. Shekhawat..." She replied lowering down the specks a little down till her nose tip... also showing him the book of recipes in attitude... "Carry on...my Love..." He made finger heart and went out... After so much tuff and long period of time Sharon, in the kitchen, preparing Parathas, she finally succeeded in making 2...and ya also Apple Juice...! She called him on the Dining table and from the kitchen brought plates, the parathas and the chutney in a bowl... and served him... She knew she wasn't good at cooking, so in these three months she used to make sandwiches for herself in hurry when Kaka used to be unavailable... She was so tensed as to for the first time she made something for Swayam... that too Parathas , his favorite..! She sat in front of him...and as she hated Parathas, she made a simple sandwich for herself... Swayam took a bite with his so called special yet yummy chutney... As soon as he tasted it...he just started smiling to her... which confused Sharon... and then the sweet smile turned into fist of laughter! She confusingly looked at him... "Kya hua? Is it so bad?" She asked gulping down a bite of sandwich... "Vo..wohoa...Sharon... are you serious? This paratha... you made it? Kya socha aur kya nikla..." He replied laughing... "What! Tell me clearly! It is so irritating Swayam..." said Sharon glaring... "Ohhkay , don't go in Siren mode... (stopped laughing) Seriously it is unbelievable...just spicy yet tasty... you are too good Sharon.. I Loved it..." He replied smiling... "Sachhi? Then why were you laughing?" She asked shockingly... "Are vo aisehi... I mean you took so much time but made so good and yeah not to forget for the first time...!" He said showing thumbs up... "You are seriously a gone case Swayam... a mad would only laugh at this! Huh...Okay now have it...then juice also" said Sharon smiling... They had their Dinner, and Swayam went and sat on couch...in Drawing room! Sharon brought juice for them... with straws in each of it... She handled one to Swayam... when he stopped her... "Sharon... this will be too much... please... a little less will be better..." Said Swayam tiredly... "Umm...okay wait I'll be back..." replied Sharon... "Hey hey! Wait... give me the glass...both...fast!" Saying this he forwarded his hand and took the glass... He took out the straw from one glass and put it into the other..means one glass, two straws... "Yeh kya kar rahe ho? " Sharon asked raising her brow... "See...two straws in one glass of juice for two persons..." He winked... "Hmm...not bad...Swayam.." She smiled... She sat beside him... He took a sip and gave it to her...she also had a sip... Then both at the same time...held the straws and in result their forehead touched... they smiled or say blushed and drank the juice full...! Sharon came to him and rested her head on his chest... "Swayam, aisa fir kabhi to nahi hoga na...?" said Sharon in dull voice... "Sharon... see hum kisi bhi chiz ko rok nahi sakte but ya precaution is better na... so now chill and see we are back..." He said caressing her hairs... "Hmm...I Love you Swayam and just can't afford to lose you now..." she said looking at him with moist eyes... "Hey, bas..ab no sab talks... itne din baad mein yahan hun apni Lady Love ke paas aur vo hai ki... sad talks mein busy rakhna chahti hai..." He said poutingly... "Ohh..Sorry! Umm..Swayam yeh tumhari 4th wish bhi complete...ab what about last one?" She asked cutely... "Huh..my 4th wish was fabulous... so yeh itni achi thi ki I want my last wish to get fulfilled jaldi...so how about tomorrow..?" He asked and winked... "Nahh..tum abhi to thik hue ho...after some days..." Said she and smiled... "Are..am fine..please...na... ab wait nahi hota... and kal hi... no delay!" Swayam ordered lovingly. "Umm..,your wish my command.." She replied blushing... A high voltage smile plastered on his lips... he took her in his embrace and hugged her tightly and also Sharon..high intensity hug! He pecked her forehead and she kissed her cheeks... "Now... go home and be ready early morning... full day for you, my love.." said Swayam smiling... She blushed and went out...he came till outside...and she gave a flying kiss to him and drove back home blushing and enjoying the songs! *** Phew! How was it?? Hope not too boring! Reviews plzzz... would love to see Likes n Comments..(criticism welcomed) Thank you. Sakshi. |
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