Part 1
'Sometimes in life,We feel so blue,
But someone,somewhere is not as happy as YOU!'
I noted down these words as they came to my mind. What if life has been harsh on me? I have always had the most amazing people around me who will support me to death. I have the bestest sister in the world,the most wonderful jiju,the perfect family and,and,and...my best friend,best of the bestest! :)
I heard the door opening up and quickly slipped inside my blanket.
"Partner." He said.
"Hmmm." I replied in a sympathetic voice.
"Time to go to the doctor." This was the lone thing I hated in my life,visiting the doctor. What if I had Cancer? Let me be at home na,why do create this doc fuss?
"Viraaat! Marne wale ko apno ke sath zyada samay bitaana chahie." I made a puppy face expecting that he'll cancel my appointment.
"Manvi,stop being careless and get ready." He sternly said & left the room.
Since the day Virat came to know about my cancer,he has slipped into depression. I'm the only person he talks to and the hospital is the only place he goes to with me. He talks to no one else. He doesn't come at the dinner table. He has locked up himself in his room. While at house,his movements are restricted from his room to mine and from my room to his. What I am worried about is Virat and not my disease. It hurts to see him so lost and lonely. I agree it hurts him too. But.. I feel guilty of destroying his life. I wish I could die and he becomes the Virat I knew. Di,Jiju & other family members know that Virat's this condition is because of the shock of my disease. But they never ever blame me and this eats me up. It eats my soul. I have started hating myself. At this point of time in life,I wanted Virat to be with me,being optimistic,but it's simply the opposite.
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Hope you like the start. Will update soon!
Love,
Palak :)
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