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Once again he is all alone , why always him..??? It's not like he became a devdas... no he is still the same Rey for his friends ... Who smiled for his friends and helped them out in everything .
But from inside he felt empty . A very important thing missing from his live , a major thing that is :LOVE" . He so wished that someday this empty felling would fill with lots of love.. But he promised Taani that he will never move on his life . He felt really pity for himself . He fell in love two times.. but both time failed , he tried his best to make his relationship work in Taani's case.. but he thought about Kriya . He was so engrossed in his life with Taani that he never thought about her ..
Where she is ? what she is doing now ? Is she happy ?
But now when Taani left him and he badly needed someone in his life..
He still remembered Kriya ... how selfish he is . If someone look over his story then surely that person will call it "Lust" . This thought made Rey thinking hard ...
But from inside he felt empty . A very important thing missing from his live , a major thing that is :LOVE" . He so wished that someday this empty felling would fill with lots of love.. But he promised Taani that he will never move on his life . He felt really pity for himself . He fell in love two times.. but both time failed , he tried his best to make his relationship work in Taani's case.. but he thought about Kriya . He was so engrossed in his life with Taani that he never thought about her ..
Where she is ? what she is doing now ? Is she happy ?
But now when Taani left him and he badly needed someone in his life..
He still remembered Kriya ... how selfish he is . If someone look over his story then surely that person will call it "Lust" . This thought made Rey thinking hard ...
"was he really in love with both girls or some thing else..???
Rey hit the stack of papers placed on table in common room . The water glass placed on table fell on floor and shattered into pieces and water in the glass now scattered on floor , due to white light it sparcl like white gold .
Rey looked at his reflection formed in broken glass on floor . A tear escaped his eye .
With heavy heart he slid down on floor , pulled her legs near his stomach hide his face in her knees . His white shirt become dirty because of dirt in the room . He sat their in dark and think about his life . Life always played hide and seek with him .
As everyone knows life is like a coin which has two phases.. head and tail .
Life is also same , two phase of life happiness and sorrow . His friends only knows happiness but not about his sadness , emptyness and sorrow . He so wished to enter in a fairy tail world..where everything is perfect .
This pain , sorrow haunted him everywhere . He was feeling like a criminal . While looking back to his past memories he suddenly at the time stuck when Kriya confessed her feelings for him.
A perfect simple and indirect confession . It was so pure , and beautiful . But where he was he wrong?
He remembered how he said during that time that he will never forget Kriya..
But then what happened?
In 6 months he moved on...forgettin her . He fell in love with another girl . His face became pale , eyes puffy and blood red . He hit his head with wall making blood ooze out of his head .
He is stuck between past and present..
Finally after crying his heart out he stood up . He cleaned his denise and fixed his shirt . He was visiting St louis for last time because he would be leaving for London next morning . He reached for his jacket and was about to leave when one box caught his attention . He walked towards that dark corner .
Rey hit the stack of papers placed on table in common room . The water glass placed on table fell on floor and shattered into pieces and water in the glass now scattered on floor , due to white light it sparcl like white gold .
Rey looked at his reflection formed in broken glass on floor . A tear escaped his eye .
With heavy heart he slid down on floor , pulled her legs near his stomach hide his face in her knees . His white shirt become dirty because of dirt in the room . He sat their in dark and think about his life . Life always played hide and seek with him .
As everyone knows life is like a coin which has two phases.. head and tail .
Life is also same , two phase of life happiness and sorrow . His friends only knows happiness but not about his sadness , emptyness and sorrow . He so wished to enter in a fairy tail world..where everything is perfect .
This pain , sorrow haunted him everywhere . He was feeling like a criminal . While looking back to his past memories he suddenly at the time stuck when Kriya confessed her feelings for him.
A perfect simple and indirect confession . It was so pure , and beautiful . But where he was he wrong?
He remembered how he said during that time that he will never forget Kriya..
But then what happened?
In 6 months he moved on...forgettin her . He fell in love with another girl . His face became pale , eyes puffy and blood red . He hit his head with wall making blood ooze out of his head .
He is stuck between past and present..
Finally after crying his heart out he stood up . He cleaned his denise and fixed his shirt . He was visiting St louis for last time because he would be leaving for London next morning . He reached for his jacket and was about to leave when one box caught his attention . He walked towards that dark corner .
He cleaned the dirt from it and opened it . It seemed really very old box . This box had lots of things . Due to darkness he was unable to saw it clearly so he picked that box and walked out .
He immediately entered in RH settled on floor opened that box hurriedly as his heart was pumping at a very fast speed due to some unknown feelings ..
Finally he opened it and found so many things , he scattered all things on floor . Finally one old dairy caught his attention . An unknown feeling surrounded him and he opened it with trembling hands .
"Love can make you do things that you never thought possible"
He immediately entered in RH settled on floor opened that box hurriedly as his heart was pumping at a very fast speed due to some unknown feelings ..
Finally he opened it and found so many things , he scattered all things on floor . Finally one old dairy caught his attention . An unknown feeling surrounded him and he opened it with trembling hands .
"Love can make you do things that you never thought possible"
The person to whom this diary belongs wrote these beautiful this lines . He moved his finger on those beautifully written lines and smiled weakly .
He again felt pity on himself as he never got to know the real meaning of love . As he read first line he became very excited and hoped that this dairy would teach him real meaning of love .
As he about to open first page his phone rang .. He closed the dairy . The person on phone he informed him that his friends would be visiting him today as he would be going london by tomorrow .
Dishearteningly he placed that dairy in one of his jacket pocket and took last look to his college before exciting college gates .
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After tiring journey Rey entered in his house completely exhausted . He directly walked toward bedroom and drifted in deep slumber as soon as he landed on his soft king sized bed .
He woke up after long sleep . After long hot shower he felt relaxed . He changed into comfortable clothes and prepared coffee for himself .
He made himself comfortable and seated near window wall which giving clear view of road . It was raining out side . Rey opened dairy while taking the sip of his coffee .
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"I don't know what is this , I am behaving like a teen lover . But when i saw him dancing today.. why was i unable to control myself . He was really very close to me . When he blocked me in between his arms i felt like today i am gonna lose my self on him . His well built abs his muscular body . I was gawking at him shamelessly . I know i was blushing but why i was blushing . First time in my whole life i felt like i was dying from inside , that time i was feeling like hugging him . But still it's not love , because it must be attraction or something else . People said it must be love at first sight . But for me it is not love , right now it is surely not love . But it is also not lust . I am attracted toward him . i am waiting for that day when i will get all my answers ."
K
*****
As he finished reading the first page he stopped for a while... and started thinking who that dancer was . He remembered when one day early morning he was dancing that time Kriya was entered in Rh . Althought he was blind fold but still he knew that it was Kriya .
Btushing away all the thoughts he proceed to next page .
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Feel of love
Today i fought with him...dont know why... But why am i so restless? Why i am feeling so bad .???
Today its feels like i am incomplete without him . I didn't realise that he became an important part of my life . Is this is feeling of love .?
Universe g please help me out !!
K
*****
Rey's eyes and mind stuck were glued on the word "Universe g" .
Then finally realised that why there is a "K" written at the end of every page .
Is this diary written by Kriya ? He became restless he hurriedly turned to next page .
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Yes i am in love . Finally today i confessed my feelings to him . It was simple confession yet special... When he smiled and dance after our confession i felt like i am on 9th cloud . He is my life i love him so much . Today i learned what is love . Love is a beautiful feeling love . A true love always stay in our heart . no one will take its place . When your love one become sad you become sad . when he smile its felt like everyone in this world happy . No one forgot true love . No matter what will happen in life true love always remain in heart . That what i know .
KRiyaansh
<3
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A drop of tear escaped his eye . Rey touched his cheek . Yes he was crying . Now after reading "Kriyaansh " at the end of page he realised that it was Kriya's dairy . Rey felt like killing himself . He was a jerk . Then he realised that he never he felt like this ..
At last Rey read whole dairy and he was ashamed of himself . He was about to close the dairy when he noticed one page molded in it . He opened it .
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Goodbye
Finally it's time to say goodbye . I am gonna miss everyone " Dil-Dosti-Dance ." Three of them incomplete without each other . But still i am happy somewhere that my friends will fulfill my dreams . I hope , Rey will move in his life but somewhere in my heart i want that he will remember me , difference is he will hate me after what i did . I promise one day i will watch them on Tv , i will wait for that day when all of them appeared on Tv as famous dancer . I will have proud smile on that day .
I love U Rey!!!
K
<3
****
That's it , each and every word of Kriya was playing in front of his eyes like a movie . Rey held his head down in shame . He placed Kriya's dairy on mirror table and collected his coat and keys exit from the door .
He never fell in true love . Both girls loved him , he always thought that he is in love with them . But he was wrong . He remembered when he said that he was in love with Taani... but if he was in truly in love then why he failed to stop her .? What he exactly want from life .? He was walking in heavy rain not knowing where he was going . He was completely drenched and his black shirt sticked to his body like second skin . At a moment he felt dizzy , and become unconscious ...
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"Reyaansh" He heard a familiar voice calling him . Someone calling her a white light appears . Someone indicating him to follow her and he start following that shadow appeared in white light . She again called her as he stopped at one place and tries to saw her face . Like a slave he was following his master . "Reyaansh " someone shook him . Slowly he opened his eyes and found himself in hospital room surrounded by different machines .
"Reyaansh " she again called him and made her grip tight on his hand tighter . As child become happy when he get his lost toy back... The same thing was with Rey when he found Kriya sitting next to him. His happiness knew no bounds ..
Kriya stroked his hair lovingly and took him in tight hug . Rey was overjoyed finally Kriya was with him . But soon he left her and turned his face to other side . He was feeling so guilty that he was not able to face her. While Kriya held his hand and touched his chin made him look at her . "Rey look at me .'
He was choked... unable to answer her . He hugged her holding her by waist and hiding her face near her stomach . Kriya patted his back "Reyaansh shhh stop crying .' But the guilt was killing him . How could he face her .?
"I am sorry . i am jerk Kriya for once forgave me' he murmured slowly still hiding his face near her stomach .
Kriya smiled as she knows everything which happened till now . Its true that she left him few years ago but she always kept eye on him . She knows she know he is guilty after what he did .
Kriya kept patting his back . As he again slept Kriya settled in comfortable position but he was still holding her . Kriya rested her head on bed while sitting on a stool near his bed . Almost one week passed but Rey he was still same crying all the day . Day by day he was becoming even more weak .He completely became silent and it made Kriya worry even more .
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