Me : Swayam ..I think I like u :)
Swayam : what? Are you asking me out?
By now I am obviously scared.
Me : yeaa :)
Swayam : wow Sharon I did not expect this. I am so sorry but I don't feel the same way about you.
Me : hey it's no problem. Relax!
Swayam : you will find a great guy ..m sure :)
Me : yea I know :)
Thus happened my heartbreak. At the time I thought it was just a friendly thing. And that I will get over it. 2 years past that day and my feelings for him only increased. Although he had zero idea about any of this. And to make me feel better he started maintaining a distance from me. So now we were less than friends. We share the same comfort zone whenever we talk. But our talks are just so rare that it doesn't matter anymore.
Here's the thing. This entire scenario is crazy!! People say I should be able to control how I feel. That I can choose whom I fall in love with. I am not weak minded or anything. No I am quite independent and strong, thank you! But its just that your heart does not listen to your brain. Heart has its own way of dealing with things and it does it without any heed from the brain. So here I am, sulking at the thought of a guy. And right now ..i am bound to do one thing. And that is ..making Swayam fall in love with me :)
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