The Pain Is Unbearable - A TaaRey OS (PM'S Later)

I was finally done with the reports VP Sir had given me. Phew! It took me a huge amount of time to finish it up. Actually Rey offered help but I refused. How could I accept it? After all that had happened between us, I knew it was best to maintain distance from him. But somewhere I felt guilty; I didn't know whether I was right to maintain a distance from him. He loves me or he claims to love me? I really don't know if I could ever trust him again like in the past.

Well while I was lost in my thoughts walking along the empty corridor, I didn't realise that the floor was wet and I slipped. I closed my eyes; bracing myself to fall on the ground anytime soon but instead I felt a pair of strong hands supporting me by holding my waist. I thank my Krishnaji for sending someone to save me from this horrid fall to the ground. I slowly open my eyes to see that the person who saved me was non-other than Rey! Damn my luck! He was staring at me and smirking. Why was he doing that? To make sure he does not make the situation any more difficult, I gave him an angry glare so he understands that he should stop staring! But after a while I couldn't resist but get lost in his hazel brown eyes. Though a lot has changed, I always missed getting lost in his eyes.

I came into my sense soon after realising his phone was ringing but by the looks of it he was still lost somewhere. Damn It! Now I would have to bring him back to the real world. Oh God Help Me!

"Rey" I tapped on the shoulder not too hard, "Rey, aapka phone baj raha hai"

He finally realised where he was and what he was doing. Thank God! He was about to put me in upright position till he lost balance due to the water and fell on me. The phone stopped ringing giving Rey now no chance to leave me so easily.

"Ouch!" I gave out a small sigh of pain because of my head hitting the hard ground.

Suddenly, I felt something at the crook of my neck and I realised that his nose was touching my neck! My eyes were shut as a sensation passed through me. He still had a huge effect on me which I could never deny. My eyes still closed feeling the moment which I would take for granted in the past, thinking he would always be there for me. Again the phone rang, making both of us realise what we were doing. He got up immediately and offered his hand to help me get up.

But I was determined, determined not to be dependent on him anymore. I tried to get up by myself but instead I fell down while sensing a screeching pain on my ankle.

"Taani, tum teek toh ho na. Please mujhe dekhne do" Rey pleaded.

I couldn't help but nod my head allowing him to see what was wrong. He had pressed some parts of my feet but I didn't feel any pain but as soon as he touched my ankle I could help shut my eyes tightly and let out a small moan in pain. He let go of my leg and I opened my eyes. By the looks of his expression, he knew what was wrong.

"Taani, lagta hai tumhare pair mein mooch aa gayi hai. Tum uthne ki koshish karo phir dekhte hai ki kya kar sakte hai" I listened to him and tried to get up but I couldn't, it hurt too much.

"Mujhse nahi ho raha hai Rey, bahut dard hai" I said as a tear drop fell down from my eye.

I don't know what he saw or what he felt but He immediately picked me up and carried me in his arms. I was initially shocked, I mean how dare him! After all that has happened, he has the audacity to actually pick me up in his arms! I was about to give him the worst scolding he would ever get till I looked at him. He looked worried as if something precious was hurt and he wanted to fix the problem as soon as possible. Again I was confused; if he loved me so much, why did we break up?

Soon later after a lot of moving around, Rey slowly put me down on a bench which was not too near the place where I fell down. He knelt down on one knee and put my injured leg on it. He examined it carefully and He still looked confused and lost.

"Taani are you sure tum chal bhi nahi sakti" He asked with only care and concern in his eyes

His head shot up looking at me straight into the eyes. I knew I was not talking about my ankle, but instead the pain in my heart. And the way he was looking at me; it looked like as if he knew, he knew what I meant. If he knew what I mean, why isn't he doing anything! He always confuses me! Sometimes he is in love with me and sometimes he finds me irritating. I am frustrated with this two-sided behaviour of his. Why can't he just clear what's in his head so that my head doesn't get messed up in his usurped behaviour.

Unexpectedly, He looks as if he has something in his mind. He held my ankle and twisted it hard, hurting me. I squeezed my eyes shut and held my clothes to withstand the pain. I did not want him to think of me as a weak individual. Soon after the pain was gone! As if it vanished in thin air. Rey put my leg down and to a further distance. I instantly got up and started shaking my leg, the pain from my ankle was gone.

"Toh abhi bhi dard hai?" Rey asked smiling.

"Kash" I murmured.

The pain from my ankle was gone but the pain in my heart still remained. I nodded my head and started walking away from him. Wait Taani! He helped you, you should at least say thank you, basic courtesy. I took a deep breath and turned around. He was watching me while I was leaving, how sweet! Concentrate Taani! You are only saying thank you, nothing more!

"Anytime time Taani, anytime" he replied

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