Swaron FF: Love or Freedom *index updated* - Page 74

Originally posted by: --Ta_Sha--

lol sowwy dear tomorrow hopefully trying to reply first so i can update as soon as i m done writing it

soeey for the delay willl update as soon as i m done typing it i promise

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k will b waitg..

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awesome update tasha

Originally posted by: 1D_D3-Crazy

Nice updates :-) I really want to know more on why Swayam hates Sharon so much

Hey guys me here after a long wait finally you get the truth out I hope you all like the update Enjoy 😳 and ya no promo this time

Part 11

Ganga goes and sits beside him on the stairs. After a prolong silence Ganga speaks first "Sahaab, aj mausam acha hai na?" Swayam looks at her and then around to check the weather and with confused expression replies "itni garmi mein tumhein mausam acha lag raha hai?" "nahi toh mei nei kab kaha?" Ganga asks bringing her shoulders a little up and making gestures of 'when' through her hands. He looks at her surprised and says "abhi toh tum nei pocha mausam k baray mein." She hits her head with her palm and says "who toh ainvayi pooch liya tha. Ap kuch bol rahay nahi thay aur mujhe kuch aur soja (thought of) nahi." Swayam smiles at her reply but soon his expression changes back to hurt and sad.

"Sahaab ap udaas ho mei janti hoon magar kyun yeh nahi janti" Ganga says slowly afraid of him yelling at her after hearing what she is saying but as soon as he didn't do anything she continues "par ap mujhe bata saktay hain mei kisi ko nahi batao gi pakka." Saying this she holds a pinch of her neck as if she was swearing on it. Looking at her Swayam smiles and decides to share it with her with a deep breath he finally opens up but he was not able to find words. Seeing this Ganga shuts her ears pretending to not listening anything and says "ab ap bol saktay hai araam se." looking at her silly antics Swayam felt relax and says "yeah sab karnay ki zarorat nahi." Listening to him she puts her hands down and waits patiently for him to say what he feels. "mei aisa bilkul nahi tha. Gussay wala, chir chira, awara, larkiyon k saath ghoomnay wala, pyaar par bharosa na karna aur akela rehnay wala bilkul nahi tha" saying this he pauses, stands up takes few steps and looks up at the sky. Ganga slowly follows him and stands beside him and he continues "mei bohot mast rehta tha. Sab ko, doston ko, aur sab se zayada maa baba ko bohot pyar karta tha nahi hoon." He corrects himself quickly without wasting a single second tears rolled down from his eyes. He couldn't take it anymore he fell on his knees seeing him like this Ganga also sits beside him and tears rolled down from her eyes too. She keeps her hand on his shoulder hesitantly. He continues "baba meri jaan thay aur mei unki. Ek din b un kay saath waqt na guzaroon toh bechain ho jata tha magar ab ek jhalak bhi dekhnay kay liye tarasta hoon." Ganga innocently asks "woh kaha hai abhi?" "woh waha hai" saying this Swayam points up towards the sky. "meri zindagi meray saath nahi hai. Mujhe aur maa ko chor kar chalay gaey" saying this he starts crying loudly. "himmat rakhiye joh hona tha ho gaya" Ganga tries to console him but gets scared and almost moves back while sitting when she sees him turning around angrily. "Joh hona tha ho gaya?" he asks angrily holding her from her arms. She was shivering due to fear and he continues "maar diya meray baba ko us ney aur tum kah rahi ho joh hona tha ho gaya aur himmat rakho" she gulps her saliva not able to understand anything. "khooni hai woh, cheen liya usne mujhse meray baba ko" he says holding her more tightly as his anger boiled up thinking about her. Aaah she screamed due to pain caused by his tight hold listening to her scream he let her go. "mujhe maaf kardo us k baray mein sochtay hi mera khoon khol uthta hai" says Swayam while trying to calm himself down. "kis ney mar diya aur kaise ap k baba ko?" Ganga asks trying to find out what happened fully.

He again goes and sits on the stairs but Ganga doesn't move from her place she was still sitting where she earlier had to face his anger. She was afraid of going close to him but she was carefully listening to what he was about to say. "Sharon Rai Prakash" he calls her name with full hatred and continues "baba aur maa ki jaan thi woh kyun k un dono ki koi beti nahi thi na iss liye use apni beti bana rakha tha. Mei iske hamesha khilaaf that but dost thi meri iss liye aur maa baba k liye unkay pyaar ko baat laita tha us se. Magar us ne mujhse meray baba hi cheen liye. She killed them [unknowingly he says last three words in English and realizing that he again says it] mar diya us ne mere baba ko." There was pin drop silence no one had anything to say Swayam was remembering that doom's day of his life while Ganga was still confuse about why that girl killed his dad and all. "Mujhe aj b woh din achi tarah se yaad hai jab us ka badminton match that school. Us din bohot tufaani barish ho rahi thi mei nei aur sab ney kaha k baba aur us k maa bauji nahi a paey gay magar us ki zid k karan woh teeno tez barish mein nikal aye school anay k liye. Maa, mei aur woh un teeno k anay ka intezar kartay rah gaey magar kabhi aye hi nahi woh log. Ek car accident mein woh sab chalay gaey hum ko chor kar." Tears were rolling down from of their eyes; Ganga was sad for what happened but still didn't understand that if all three died than why he blames her only. "Ek baat pocho ap se [Ganga pauses and Swayam nodes his head in 'yes'] us Saarun (Sharon) k bhi maa bauji mar gaey toh ap unhein doshi kyun tah ra rahay ho?" "kyun k us ki mom roz raat apne shauhor (husband) ki tasweer ko dekh kr roti nahi thi. Us ki maa ko safaid (white) saree pehn kar nahi ghoomna parhta tha. Kyun k us ki maa ko din raat office aur phir ghar ko sambhalna nahi parhta tha." He said all this remembering all the times he would sneak in his parent's room and found her mom crying or working till late night. He would remember all the time seeing every mom decked up and her mom in white saree only.

"Ap ki mom thi, magar us ki toh mom b nahi bachi. Ap k pass ek sahara tha but woh toh anaat (orphan) hi hogai. Ap use apne baba ka katil samjhtay hain woh khud ko teen logon ka katil samjhti ho gi. Ap ney apni maa se doriyaan chuni magar use toh dooriyaan bin mangay mil gai. Ap ko dukhi (sad) ya masroof (busy) maa toh dikhti thi magar use toh ek b jhalak nahi dekhnay ko mili. Us ka kiya? Ap k so janay k baad ap ki maa ney ap k sar (head) par haath toh phiraya hoga magar us k sar par kisi ney in saalo mein ek baar b nahi phiraya hoga. Ap ney apney, apni maa k dard k baray mein toh soch liya magar apni dost k baray mein nahi socha? Ap ne apne gussay aur nafrat mein us bechari k baray mein bilkul nahi socha? Us k maa bauji toh chalay gaey magar us ka dost b chala gaya use chor kr. Socha hai kabhi yeah sab jaan kr woh kitna dukhi ho gi? Khud ki nazar mein aur gir jaey gi aur ap ko b gira day gi" Ganga says all this in many tones like anger, pain, sadness, shock, pitiful and surprised. She looks at Swayam who was listening to her with a shocked expression. He didn't know what to say or do. He just kept staring at her blankly feeling his gaze she stands up and goes in without waiting for his reply or reaction.

That entire night these three people didn't sleep at all. Swayam kept thinking of his past memories with his dad, mom and olf friend, Sharon and his meeting with her in the club and all the stuff that followed. And also what Ganga just said to him. Meanwhile, Ganga also kept on thinking what Swayam told him and what she said in reply after hearing his point of view. On the other hand, Sharon also was busy in trying to solve the mystery of Swayam's behavior in her mind. She was angry at him but still wanted to know what was wrong with him and why.

*Part 11 Ends*

Hey guys finally I am done with the revelation of the truth. I hope I met up to your expectations. I didn't want to stretch it a lot so I ended up showing Ganga's part with it. I am sure you all going to love Ganga for what she said after knowing the entire truth. Guys thank you all for being patient and understanding my situation. It takes me few sittings nowadays to write one update due to my back pain so that's why I get late in updating but thanks a lot for your patience.

Now please do comment and please try writing more than 'nice update' and 'update soon' as I really worked hard on these updates and I deserve at least couple of lines and I am sure this will not do any harm and also silent readers please do comment if you really like my FF.

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