OS: The Rain & My Man (Part 4 / Page 19) - Page 4

Originally posted by: Anjani9

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<font color="#ff0066">I don't think 2 parts will do justice to the story...this has more scope...</font>

No, No NO NOOO😆
dont make me go over with this story...really don't want another tea stall kind of ending yaar...
a good end to a story...thats all this os is gonna be about😳


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I dont know anymore about that story anjani...
I dont feel like writing it...all my concentration and interest from that story has ended...

Originally posted by: Ena292

pls continue TS also! Ana di...u r an awsome writer! and i always said that. so why this all???

that was an old os ena...that i had stored in my mob...and about TS...
its an ended story...I dont want to cont that... n m sorry for it...

Originally posted by: deepa17

Please PM when u write a new story.

will surly pm u deepa

Originally posted by: aardhan

Wow Ana, such a lovely description of Nidhi's mental turmoil after breaking up with Ashu. Very well written, very honest and i could feel each an every phrase.

And I liked the title a lot.😳 But please continue, want to know what happened to poor Nidhi, will she be out of her misery soon?😭

Thanku so much ardhan...
I am glad to know that you felt connected to the part...
yup i am.just gonna cont...
you just wait a min, n see whats gonna happen to her.

Originally posted by: Vidishaa

continue plz...and what about your runaway bride ff???

i will write bribed bride now...but lets see...how that will go and if i will write that in ashni version...

Originally posted by: Amu_05

I loved this os.pls cont. Want to know if they willbe together or not..

I am just gonna cont that dear...:)

Ashu's POV

I was trying to indulge myself deeply into my work.

That was all i could do to bear this pain that this hideous separation was giving me.

All kind of thoughts were running at my mind from last two months. I want to run away from this city, this country who constantly make me remember her but how could I have run away my heart, where she has put a permanent camp. At one point, I also thought of eloping with her. My life will surly not be good and worth to live without her but then, I also couldn't be that selfish that to get my happiness, I put her family in misery and shame.

Why don't people take love in its purest form.

The heart-to-heart love instead of worrying about people, society and world.

GOSH!! two months...

I don't know how I survived these months...without her glimpse, her naughty look, her full of life voice, her beautiful eyes which speak when her trembling pink lips refuse to convey her feelings when I was so used to see her daily that If i missed her look one day, I would feel miserable and here, today, I am surviving. Huh

My life was now dull and dark, even more than before because after getting a taste of happiness, this loneliness was hitting hard.

It was late in the night around 2, when I got a call. The number was of Anji. I got startled. She was the only one who was keeping me update with Nidhi's state from the last two months. My only support.

Worry took over my body and before the 2nd bell even rang, I picked it up quickly.

"Hello...Anji..." My heart was beating hard.

"Dr. Ashutosh...Kia app abhi City Holy Hospital aa sakte hain...Please" Anji pleaded.

"Huwa kia hai Anji...Nidhi.." I licked my lips as tension was gripping my body.

"Wo Nidhi...She...she fainted..." My heart skipped a bit hearing that.

"Kaise? Kab?" my words fumbled. My heart sink.

"Weakness Dr. Ashutosh...wo khana theek se nahi kha rahi...aj sham jab chotay sarkar us k kamre se dishes layne gaye tau usay behosh dekha...Uncle jaldi se usay yahan City Holy Hospital lay aye"

"Par KGH zyada kareeb tha...yahan kyun nahi laye?" I rubbed my forehead in aggression.

"App jantay hain kyun nahi" and I felt silent at the reality of her words.

"Tau app aa rahay hain?" She asked once again...

I wanted to go...Actually run to her but then the same society who had made us stay apart, worried me once again.

"Anji...I don't think that will be a good idea...Col. Verma..." I tried to reason out when my heart was feeling a strong pain to deny this opportunity.

"Uncle ghar ja chukay hain...Yahan sirf main hoon Nidhi k saath..." She explained.

Her offer was very inviting but what if Col. Verma get to know about this. All our efforts, pains, we went through these two months will be useless if someone spotted us together.

No getting a reply from me, Anji again started, almost pleaded this time.

"Please Dr. Ashutosh...usay already aik drip lagi howi hai...par wo kuch bhi khanay ko nahi maan rahi...And i know, app hi usay mana sakte hain...Please sir, sirf kuch dair k liye aa jayein" I ended her call with a "Hmmm..." and begin to wonder.

Should I go or not?

This thought was running through my mind.

While my heart was asking me to go and took this chance to see her. Even if it proves to be my last chance to be near her.

But my mind warned. What if her baba took that as a betrayal from her and be more hard on her or say something that would hurt her more.

But leaving all rational and irrational thoughts behind and accepting defeat of my mind infront of my heart, I left for City Holy Hospital.

Nidhi's POV

I was laying on the hospital bed with closed eyes. A drip was attached in my one hands vein while with other I covered my swollen eyes.

My throat was dry. My heart was still aching with the constant pain that was now a part of my being now and seems like, it will stay forever.

The screeching sound of the door took my attention and that was followed by a few foot steps.

"Nidhi..." Anji's voice hit my ears. I didn't bug looking up at her and stay in my position.

"Dekh main khana laye hoon tere liye...Kuch tau kha lay"

"Anji...Maine pehle bhi kaha hai mujhe bhook nahi hai..." I said in a flat tone.

"Mere kehne pe bhi nahi..." And that deep, heavy voice, made my heart beating fast.

The next moment my hand drop and and eyes looked into the front as my dream standing infront of me holding a tray of food.

My eyes blinked in surprise, not believing what they are seeing.

Am i hallucinating once again?

But he was still standing there, looking at me with his deep black eyes.

He lost weight. And that was my first thought.

His eyes were red and were filled with sleep. His lips were dry, but for my sake, he lifted up a corner in his trade mark smile that made my poor heart, still skip a beat even in this worst state of my body.

Anji must have noticed our eye lock. She was near my bed, the next time I heard her voice

"Main...bahir..." She didn't even dare complete her line as she looked between both of us and left the room, closing the door softly behind.

We kept looking at each other...as if making up for all those moments, all those hours, all those days when we were unable to meet, see, touch and feel each other. His eyes were shinning with that pure love, that was always directed to me. Always ensured me that I am the ONE for him. And in the same way, I hope, he and everyone around me could see that He was the ONE for me. My ONLY ONE.

After few minutes, he took slow steps towards me. My eyes followed his each step till he took seat next to my bed. He put the tray on my bed and came close to me. He almost took me in his embrace just to help me sit on the bed, taking care of the drip's pin.

His closeness, his smell, made me took a deep breath to inhale and store that sweet fragrance of him, inside myself.

He took the seat and tore a piece of roti and dipped that in daal before putting the morsel near my mouth.

Seeing the affection, the care and love...A tear escape my eye before I opened my mouth and he made me take that bite.

"Nidhi..." He took a sigh as my lips touched his fingers tips while take that bite before he took his hand away.

Breathing a little, he made another bite and looked into my eyes.

"Kyun apne app pe itna zulam kar rahi hoo...Khud ko or mujhe kyun is dard se guzar rahi ho..." His eyes were showing the pain, he was going through.

I took the second bite that he made me eat lovingly.

"Kia tumhain lagta, tumhain is halat main dekh k main tumse dour...aram se reh paoon ga"... The bite, I ate, was struck in my throat. I coughed and quickly took the glass of water, that was placed on the side steel table of my bed, and while patting my back with one hand, put that glass rim against my lips to gulped it down.

I took a big sip and settled myself before pushing the glass away.

"Agar mere bemar honay se, main appko khud k itnay kareeb mehsos kar sakti hoon...tau aisa hi sahi" I couldn't hold my feelings to myself anymore. I was dying without him day after day. He needed to know that.

"Dont be foolish Nidhi..." He glared at me that make me turn my eyes down.

He was getting frustrated with my words. I know that by the way he rushed his hand through his hairs.

OH MY!! How i wish to do that for him...

Tears welled out from my eyes and I tried to wipe them off with the back of my hand.

"Don't do this...Please" He almost sound defeated.

"Agar tum, ye dour rehne k mere waday k badlay mujhe saza deyna chahti ho...tau theek hai...main tumhare samne hoon..." He opened his arms mentioning Here I Am

"Jo chahay saza day do...Jitna chahay mar lo...Par khud ko saza dayna band karo...Kyun ke ye dard, jo tumhain is halat main dekh k mujhe ho raha hai...ye meri sehen sakti k bahir hai..." His words effect my heart...

"Maine tumhain mana kia mujhse milne se...tau mujhe kaho...jo bhi bura bhala kehna hai...likin apne baba...apni bua se matt laro...unhain takleef na do Nidhi...Main apne baba ko khoo chuka hoon...likin ye main hargiz nahi chahta k meri wajha se tum apne baba ko...apne parivar ko kho do"

I just lowered my head. I knew his pain, his insecurities, his worries.

He was caring man...and utterly selfless .

How I wish that atleast for me, he would have gotten selfish.

He again put forward a morsel my way and made me eat.

"Wada karo...Agay se aisa kuch nahi karo gi...khud ko is takleef main nahi dalo gi" He looked at me with expected eyes that left me with no other choice than to nod.

"Ji..." I whispered.

He made me eat half of the roti before I asked him to stop.

"I am full now..."

He put the tray away and kept on sitting holding his hands in his lap for some time before saying.

"Nidhi...Aik or wada karo gi..."

Sometime with his tone told me that its not something, I should promise before knowing about it.

"Kia"

He gulped down his saliva with an audible sound.

"Tum apne baba ki.marzi se shadi..." But before he could complete, I cut him.

"Please Dr. Ashutosh..." My heart beat was getting faster even jyst with the mention.

"Mujh se app aisa koi wada na hi lain tau accha hai jiss ko main kabhi poora na kar sakoon..."

He got up with anger. His fists were curled tightly as if he was trying to stop himself to hold me. But I had to continue. I need to put forward my vision.

"Agar app ko wada doon gi tau phir mujhe ye wada nibhana ho ga or chahy kuch bhi ho...agar mera naam kissi or k se jur bhi jaye tau mera jism, meri rooh...mera dil...kabhi uska nahi ho paye ga...or ye meri taaf se na-insafi hogi...Please mujhe is gunah ko karne ko na kahiye...App se pyaar karna, mera apna faisla tha...or main apna ye faisla apnay akhri dam tak nahi badloon gi" I played with my fingers while saying all that. Tears were continuously flowing from my eyes.

He didnt turn before he heard my sniff and took a deep breath.

The glucose bottled ended and carefully, after coming to me, he removed the pin and opened a sunny plast before applying on the area, the pin was inserted before. He caressed my hand with his soft fingers.

"Mujhe abh jana hoga...Apna khayal rakhna" He didn't look and me and turned before I hold his hand and stopped him.

"App..." licking my dry lips, I took a deep breath, before whispering.

"App meri aik akhri khawaish poori karain gay?" He looked down at me with a raised brow. I tugged his hand and made him sit beside myself.

My hand trembled as they move up his arms and rest on his shoulders, trying to memorize each texture of his body before i cupped his cheek.

His eyes tuned dark as my other hand performed the same task on other side before I leaned my head forward. My eyes were fixed on his full lips.

He read my intention and backed his face away saying.

"No Nidhi..." but kept my hold tight on his face...

"Please..." I whispered with a broken voice and he felt helpless.

I took the chance and pulled his face down before I placed my lips on his. He moaned feeling my lips sucking his lower one.

I took my fill of his taste. If God forbid, its our last meeting, I wanted a memory to cherish forever. His taste, that could keep me alive against all odds.

My tongue stroked his lips and he allowed me In.

My fingers caught hold of his thick black hairs and my breath got higher.

If taking breath was no necessary, I would have keep on going licking his lips, holding my life onto it forever but he broke the kiss.

My eyes were closed. My breath was heavy.

He carefully removed my hands from around his neck amd leaning forward placed a lingering kiss on my forehead.

I was still dazed with that breathtaking kiss, when I heard the close sound of the dooR.

My eyes snapped open but, He was gone.

My heart sink and my eyes teard up before a painful hicup escaped from my mouth and I cried.

I lost him, forever.

>>Next Part<<

Hey guys...ahem ahem...
Anjani, you have made me push this story to another part...


last part will b here tomorrow.. :)
take care...
Do leave comments please.

i am speechless Ana..that was amazing and fantastic and mesmerizing..👏i will be waiting for the next part.

Ana thank you continuing.. Will post comments once I finish reading it.

Originally posted by: Suvika.

i am speechless Ana..that was amazing and fantastic and mesmerizing..👏i will be waiting for the next part.

Thanku so much sujatha g for the support...
next part I will post tomorrow...😳