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"Rejection doesn't hurt, expectation does. Lying doesn't kill, denial does. Forgetting doesn't heal, forgiving does."
Reading these words made the tears from her eyes unstoppable, it was true she expected way too much from him and what did she get? Pain. He made her feel so special yet he denies everything she forgot every harsh word of his but forgiving him every time made her feel as if it was all a mistake. She buried herself into her pillow, yet again another misunderstanding.
Zoya made her way to the garden and made herself comfortable on the bench with her hot chocolate she sighed looking up to the stars and smiled. It was unusual of her to feel this upset, after losing her parents any other type of pain did not matter to her yet Mr Khan's outburst shattered her. Her face crumbled at the thought of him, why did he make her feel this way.. Every time?
Asad paced around in his room, what overcame him to just blast Zoya like that? Sometimes he believed Zoya he really was emotionally challenged. He couldn't help it.. If she came any closer she would break into pieces. "I can't let that happen to you Zoya" he whispered
Why does his attitude towards me keep changing? This one question spun round and round in Zoya's mind. Is he trying to make a point or something? She couldn't get her head round this, Mr Khan was the first person who truly messed around with her head and got away with it.. Never had someone affected her so badly. Yes somewhere along the way she got attracted towards him. "But that's it, isn't it? Just attraction"
If this was just attraction then why did he feel like he and Zoya shared a deep bond? Why does her one look make him go crazy? Whenever she was hurt why did it sting him so much? Whenever she came close why does he feel the urge to touch her? "Wait why am I asking myself so many questions?" He muttered to himself "She's made me go crazy" a faint smile played on his lips.. Even he couldn't deny that the connection between him and Zoya was strong but very deep. Or was it something else?
"When I fall in love I want my whole world to change" Zoya frowned at this memory, wasn't that what happened? Her whole world had changed everything she now did revolved around him, there wasn't a time she wasn't thinking of him or a time when he came close to her and her heart beat had gone erratic. Just the thought of him coming close to her made her blush. "Is this true, could it be possible? Am I in love?"
Okokkk I know this was total and utter crap I made absolutely no sense😆 do leave your feedback guys :)
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