In your touch I forget my world..
In your smile I forget my pain
In your cry I lose myself
In ur arms iam the happiest women.
You made my world my little sweetheart..
Yes people are ri8 Motherhood is the most wonderful thing in the whole world...He changed my world my perspective my life my happiness...
Life is so unpredictable thats what the last 1 and a half years taught me ...Its all unpredictable...Everything changed around me..Relations commitment love like everything...
Those whom I claimed to be mine was never mine perhaps.. But its said after any end there will be a new beginning..Perhaps god has given me him to start a new world.. I don't regret my act ..I proved myself to be a good sister though for that I crushed those lot many relations I had...
But today iam a happy women...He wakes me up with his cries and makes my day with his smile...
You are my hearbeat my child...You are that remembrance which I always want to keep by my side..I regret being a single parent but then I promise i'll never let u lone..and Your mom will take her last breath being by your side.
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With the flow of time people too change..and that too a person who met death; that would be the extreme case..
She changed changed a lot..the innocent childish lil sister of mine is no longer the same..She is not a girl now but a women to the world.But I know its all a mask mask of fake identity..Still iam happy with her fake smile that she gives me..Iam happy with the happiness she shows off to the world...and i am sure that this smile of hers will bring happiness in her life.
I never wanted to return back but now i need to..Iam not moving to spoil other's life but Ya i am going back to attend the wedding of that man who loved me once..
It will be difficult for J but then i'll try my level best to ease her path..i will take all that thorn in her path by myself but never let her eyes wet again..She will have to smile smile for me smile for the world around us ...
Hunh don't know now where my life Is taking me..But I have decided to hold my breath and move with the tide...Wishing to see a coast of love iam starting off with my heartbeat and soul by my side...