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Where do I even start today? That episode was a roller coaster of emotions. I don't who I want to cry for more, Zoya or Asad.
Asad's fear of turning into his dad and hurting the woman he loves is only being made true by him. He is fulfilling his prediction himself. And Zoya, dear lord. This girl is so broken, she needs to be accepted, to be loved. She needs him to say that he loves her. I admire her character so much, she is so strong on the outside, she laughs for the world to see. But she is afraid of rejection, knowing that her own father left her, growing up without no parents. She knows Asad loves her but won't admit that she does until she knows that he'll be by her side no matter what.
The emotions on AsYa faces spoke so loud. As soon as Zoya entered the room Asad was hyperaware of her presence, he wouldn't look at her or Dilshad. I feel like he was dying to say yes, but the man does not work well under all that pressure. He needs to be poked and prodded out of his shell slowly...not pushed to admitting his feelings head first. But we know that Dilshad truly understands her son, his silence did say it all, but it stated the exact opposite of what Tanveer said. He is so in love with her that he'd rather give her up than hurt her. If only he'd realize that giving her up would hurt her more than anything.
AsYa's monologues were amazing. I just wish they'd be able to say that to each other some day soon. I was crying right along with them today. The two lines that really spoke to me today were:
Asad: Tumse dur bhi nahi reh sakta, aur tumhe apne kareeb bhi aane nahi deh sakta.
Zoya: Aap mujhe khood se dur bhi nahi jaane dete, aur pas bhi nahi aane dete.
We have a long way to go until an actual wedding happens. Hopefully, these 10 days can bring about that change. K. Who am I kidding, its gonna take a lot more heartbreak and time than that! But as long as they end up together, these heartbreaks will only make their relationship stronger.
And on the bright side.
My reaction to Asad's sexiness in a sherwani:
My Reaction to the most horrendous Billo Rani:
I kind of feel sorry for Tanveer, NOT. the way that everyone was looking at her when she said that Asad deosn't love Zoya, they were all like "Shut the f up!" And I feel like Dilshad is on to her the way she was looking at her. And the line where she claimed that Asad only feels "hamdardi" for Zoya, I don't think she could have hurt Zoya more with any other word, that is exactly what she doesn't want. And her smile in the precap, HAHAHAAHA. No one was going to pick you, go home. Please.
Any guy who looks at a girl like this is clearly in love with her. WE SHOULD EMAIL THESE PICS TO DILSHAD AND TANU. ahahahahahahahahah.
AsYa for the winnn! The rest of the week is going to be amazing! I think they just had to depress us on Monday, as if Monday isn't already depressing enoughhh!
Anupamaa
Dr Aarambhi
