I looked up at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes bloodshot red, hairs messed up. What had I done? I can't do this! But I have to... Why Zoya? Why the hell do I love you soo much? To an extent that it hurts me to leave you? Why!!! I again broke down in-front of the mirror. My room was a big mess. Furniture broken. For the first time, I'm nt affected the mess Ihad created or the mess that surround me. I deserve it. If for him I have to leave her, I will do that.
Ho teri saari shoharateinHai yeh duaa..Tujhi pe saari rehmateinHai yeh duaa..Tujhe jeena hai mere binaBhula dena mujheHai alvida tujheTujhe jeena hai mere bina
I wished, I just wished we would never had feelings for the other. I just soo wish it. I wished to see you day and night... I wished to be by your side. I wished... but guess my wishes will be full-filled by him... I just wish it was me... If leaving you means setting him free from that trap, I will do that... but why is it so difficult for me to just leave you? Maybe, because I loved you? Why did I ever loved you!!!!
Tu hi hai kinaara teraTu hi tto sahaara teraTu hi hai taraana kal kaTu hi to fasaana kal kaKhud pe yaqeen tu karnaBan na tu apna khuda
I remember what happened that day... I remembered why I took this decision... I remember why I pushed you away from me... I remember why I agreed to marry her instead you you... I damn remember everything!!!! But you don't know anything... I broke your precious heart for my brother... I broke your heart because he love you... I broke your heart because I love him more than anyone in my life... but.. but I forgot.. forgot that you had already stolen the place he had occupied in my heart... the place I never wished to let it be of anyone else had been clearly stolen by you and now... now it hurts. Hurts from the bottom of my heart.
Fiza ki shaam hoon main[/center]Tu hai nayi subahTujhe jeena hai mere bina[center]Tujhe jeena hai mere bina
Heart? I chuckled. I doubt if I ever have one... I guess I used to have one. When? I don't remember. We are different Zoya. Totally different. We aren't meant to be. You will have to live without me. Away from me. He will give you all the love Zoya.. all the love which I will never be able to give you. Love, with which I will have you deprived off. You deserve love Zoya... not a heartless person like me... one who can never love... who will leave his family just like his abbu did.
Khilengi jahaan.. bahaarein sabhiMujhe tu wahaan.. paayegaRahengi jahaan hamaari wafaaMujhe tu wahaan.. paayegaMilunga main iss tarah waada rahaRahunga sang main sada waada rahaTujhe jeena hai mere bina
Yes Zoya, I'm leaving... for forever. I thought... I thought it will heal... just a day it will heal but it didn't Zoya... It grew bigger the passing days.. bigger than it was earlier. It was just a small hole in my heart Zoya... but now, now its big... a big one indeed. Ammi knew it... she's broken Zoya. I know I had hurt 'em... hurt who loved me... hurt whom I love... I'm sorry Zoya... Sorry for everything.
Bhula dena mujheHai alvida tujheTujhe jeena hai mere binaTujhe jeena hai, haan mere bina
Ho sake toh maaf kar dena Zoya... forgive me if you ever could...
Kay I know it's a crap! No arguments. Was just listening to this song when this dukh bhara concept strike my mind. Sorry agar kisi ko rulaaya toh. Reviews please?
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