MG FF- PARINEETA THREAD 10 - Page 15

We have to wait for tomorrow

waiting
kitni der lagegee

I hope geet goes with maan😕😕😕
precap is not clear😆😆

"we are so glad that you are safe beta… we were so scared…"

Maan turned around, looking at the four people in front of him, still on phone. To his utter shock..she even turned away from dadima. She didn't even respond to jasmeet when she tried to speak to her. The only people she seemed to speak with were the kids..and that's it. She played cards with the kids..even had her lunch with them..and occasionally spoke to them..that too only about them. She hardly interacted with anyone else which made maan wonder if something else was wrong with her other than the miscarriage.

He finished with his call and walked back. She was still sitting with the kids who seemed to enjoy so much with her. Dadima sat beside, watching them over. He saw that emptiness in her eyes... he knew depression was somewhere inevitable but this was not normal. He walked out to speak to the doctor and asked her if it was normal for her to be like this.

"this is the toughest phase of any woman's life Mr Khurana, to have lost her first baby and it does push the victims into depression. If she is not interacting with anyone then please do not force her. Give her some time to come in terms with the reality. Its just hours after she lost the baby...give her some time."

He sighed in relief after speaking to the doctor. He knew how much pain he is in after realizing about the baby...and she is the mother! Definitely it is difficult for her. Jasmeet joined him in asking about her medicines and discharge processes to which the doctor strictly advised to let her stay with her mother for a while. It had an emotional side as well. Only she could make her understand the reality...after all a mother is a mother, no matter where you go or how you live.

Dusk arrived slowly as everyone prepared to take geet home. The kids had been with her the whole day and she did look tired. But she never spoke. He tried to ask her if she needed anything...but it was impossible to get response from her. Jasmeet saw him sitting beside her, packing her medicines. She saw that honesty in him... its not that she never trusted maan... it was more of her love for geet. She probably trusts maan more than geet and thats why she let him do everything. May be he realized! She sighed and called him to get moving. Dadima had taken away the kids saying geet needed rest. Roops completed the discharge formalities. He looked at her, sitting on the bed, leaning back on the back rest.

He sighed and caressed her check, "shall we go home?"

She turned to look at him...and she looked lost somewhere. He was speaking of going home... she felt it so empty. Suddenly everyone's words seemed empty like they had been lying to her so casually. She didn't even move. Does that even matter anymore?

He sighed, scooped her up in his arms and walked out. It was reflex for her and she wrapped her arms around his neck, supporting herself. She felt tired and drowsy. She rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes. She had no feelings... nothing. She was as empty as vacuum. She was completely blank...no thoughts crossed her mind nor did her heart thumped as it used to being in his proximity. She smiled a bit... which maan didn't even notice' a very cold one. Nothing seemed to hold her heart anymore. It was broken too very badly perhaps.

He felt her rest her head on his shoulder. It was much of a relief. She was atleast doing something. The pain of losing his baby even before knowing it was the end of all endurance but he held on... seeing her in that condition...and the sole reason being him. He had to help her out of that..he cannot break down, not at least now. He carried her as gently as he could and made her sit in his car. Jasmeet saw that but never stopped him. She got into her own and drove off.

He pulled the seat belt around her and tucked her comfortably.

"geet... tell me if you feel uncomfortable..."

She looked straight not even hearing him. He took to the steering and drove towards handa haveli. The drive was completely silent and she kept on looking at something god knew. He drove smoothly and stopped right in front of the main door. Jasmeet and rest were already waiting for hi m. He gave a smile and she returned only coldness. He again carried her into the haveli and took her to her room. She just remained still like a doll. There was no expression on her face...not even a slight tinge of pain when her stomach hurt a bit. He placed her comfortably on her bed and sat beside her. She turned away and tried to sleep. He just sat there and kept watching her...and recalled the doctor's words. She said she needed complete bed rest at least for a few more days and no one should disturb her. He wanted to take her back to KM today itself but restrained himself... the ids won't let her rest and she herself won't take rest if the kids were around. There would be too much distractions there as well. The doctor also spoke about depression... but he wondered there was something more to it. Something that is not very good. He could say just by looking at her that she lost something more than the baby...something more important but what? That was the question now.

He sat beside her for a long time...lost in his thoughts until jasmeet came to call him for dinner.

"nahi mumma... bhook nahi nahin..."

[no mumma...am not hungry...]

Jasmeet caressed his head, "kal se tune kuch nahi khaya...chal have something..."

[you haven't had anything since yesterday... come have something..]

"no mumma... i will have it with her only. Abhi so rahi hain.. she will wake up in sometime. I will have it then..."

[no mumma...i will have it with her only. Now she is sleeping.. she will wake up in sometime. I will have it then...]

No matter how much upset she was, jasmeet was still his mother. She caressed his head and kissed his forehead. She had come to know from events that till date he hadn't even known about the baby and he lost it the moment he came to know about it...that was probably the most painful thing for him.

"let her sleep... you can have something by the time she wakes up..."

She managed to pull him out of the room and make him eat some proper 'food'. The hall went silent with occasional sound of sipping coffee or munching a biscuit. He had kept everything buried within him... and sitting with mumma after a long time..he couldn't hold back. He placed his head on her lap like he used to earlier and sobbed, "am sorry mumma... everything happened because of me.."

Jasmeet was seeing cracks in his perseverance. If geet was in pain...maan was no exception either. The battle that had caged his heart for so long seemed to be a victorious one but seemed to snatch away everything from him. Yes she was angry at him for signing those papers... not realizing his own feelings but he was a human after all. You can't expect him to do everything with 100% accuracy. Somewhere she was at fault as well. She kept mum and heard him speak out his heart.

"wish i could take everything back...I could save my baby..our baby... i could save geet... it took me a very long time to win that battle with my own self... but winning at the cost of her... this is worse than losing!"

Jasmeet didn't interrupt him...rather gave him time to recollect and confess.

"...i pushed her away the day she confessed her love to me...i was scared mumma..what could have i done? I lost everyone whom i loved... i had lost geet once..and i couldn't have borne to lose her again... i was scared...of myself..."

His warm tears wet her dress ad he held her hand and kept it close to his heart, "its unbearable mumma...to see her like this... not able to hold her...not able to see her going so far away...so far that i am scared if i would be able to reach her..."

His every word was so sincere...so true to his heart..that jasmeet had no choice but to get convinced that he really did love her. She was glad that she came to know but if this was the case..then how come he signed those papers? She felt the urge to ask him...but probably it was not the right time to do so, seeing him so low. She could really feel the conflict that he probably had been undergoing all these days! She was reminded of a very famous line,

"Love is the whole history of a woman's life...

But it's an episode in a man's!"

She smiled...how true it held in all their lives...hers, maan and geet's! At least geet was lucky to find her maan back... but luck hadn't been that much kind on her. She was glad that geet and maan didn't had to suffer what she had gone through. They were distracted by maan's phone. The kids were adamant on speaking to their mumma. Maan somehow managed to calm them down, convincing them that she was asleep and that she needed rest.

Jasmeet placed her hand on his shoulder, "may be you should go to them maan..."

"but mumma..how can I..."

"shh.. the kids also need their parents. And don't worry we all are here for geet... they need you more maan... go.."

He nodded and ran to see geet. She was still asleep or probably pretending to. The glow on her face was dangerous...yet it again contradicted that coldness within her. He wiped his tears and kissed her forehead, "i will be back tomorrow...", he whispered and rushed home.

He saw dia and namra waiting for him in the hall and giggling about something. They ran to him the moment they saw him.

"when will mumma come back?", was the first question dia asked.

"umm...let her get well..then we will bring her back..."

"unhe kya hua tha papa?", namra asked innocently.

[what had happened to her papa?]

He felt his heart go heavy..he couldn't have missed that question. He saw their expectant face...their twinkling eyes... and those tiny eyes that closed forever even before opening... he felt chocked by his own emotions.

"bolo na...", namra urged.

[tell na...]

"umm..she got wet in the rain na...so thodi tabiyat kharab ho gayi thi.."

[umm..she got wet in the rain na...so got a little sick...]

He was surprised to see that sudden worry in their faces and then their whispering something to each other. He wondered what was wrong.

"are you two hiding something?"

They immediately straightened themselves, pretending as if nothing happened. He narrowed his brows...questioning them. They gulped hard while dia tried to speak, "umm...uhh.. wo...", she eyed namra who nodded in affirmative, "baby ki tabiyat tho theek hai na?"

[is baby fine?]

They knew about the baby too? Suddenly everything seemed so unfair on is part..everyone knew about the baby except the one who was supposed to know. Why? Why didn't anyone at least tell him? He looked at the kids who were looking so expectantly at him...and what could he answer? He blinked a couple of times trying to compose himself and tried to divert the topic, "did you two finish your homework? Don't you have school tomorrow? Come on...get back to bed...now!"

The girls got scared hearing his stern tone and ran away to their rooms. He slowly went back to his room, changed and laid flat on his bed. The window was open and the storm was probably not over yet. The bed lamp flickered and there was no sign of a single star in that dark sky.

A wind howls and then it drops. The tempest within him had no end...one gave way to another...and another..and yet another. Why didn't anyone tell him at all? He closed his eyes recalling the same question that he had asked jasmeet and she had answered as well, 'she didn't want you to regret...'! He had been too late in realizing his own feelings as it dawned upon him. He had seen that hurt in geet's eyes that day she had come to return those papers... a hurt so deep that actually broke off all the strings that held him back. It took him just one moment to realise that he needed her right at the moment and no one else. He didn't bother about his past...or his present... or her past. And now seeing her like that probably intensifies the urge to be with her...see her smile and laugh and be naughty...like she used to be. His lashes grew heavy as he gave into his tiredness after a long day.

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Its been 3 days already since her discharge and maan stayed with her all day long. He'd get the kids to visit her sometimes in the evening and get back home at night. But geet still remained the same...cold to everyone..to roops, prem, Aryan, jasmeet, dadima...everyone but the kids. Maan was not liking it anymore...there was more to this 'depression' as if she was trying to run away from something...something he wasn't able to come in terms with. He wondered if anyone noticed anything weird. Prem and roops stayed away from maan..and he stayed away as well. They never spoke..like some kind of cold war going in between them.

It was slowly getting dark that evening...and geet was sleeping. She was recovering speedily and everyone was happy except maan. There was definitely something wrong. She seemed to heal physically very quickly...but 'that thing' was missing in her. He sat with jasmeet in the hall, catching up with his work and speaking to clients over the phone when a very strange aura surrounded them. Jasmeet looked up only to see someone she had never expected...at this point!!! She stood up... not able to believe her own eyes...Mohinder!! a sudden wave of anger washed her. She had made herself despise him. She had created her own world with geet and maan...and this man was the one to destroy everything. She did see the change in his appearance and smiled...so he did become a rich man! She laughed at herself...all he wanted from her was to inherit whatever was in her name. Her family opposed so she left everything for him and when he couldn't find what he looked for in her, he threw her away with geet being just 4 years old.

Maan stood quietly knowing that he was geet's father. Though he didn't know the whole story, he did know that he left mumma for some other woman and he hated him too much. He didn't even budge from his place and kept on working. Jasmeet stood in front of hi and gestured him to stop, "why have you come here? I don't have anything to give you anymore..."

"i came to see my daughter..."

Maan looked at jasmeet and frowned at the audacity of this maan. He wanted to say something but jasmeet stopped him and looked at mohinder, "whose daughter?, " she laughed, " but didn't you say that she wasn't your daughter?"

Mohinder went closer and tried to hold her but she moved back, "please jasmeet..i know she isn't well... let me see her once..."

"ohh so you have been keeping a tab on her han? Who gave you that right?"

"i just want to see her one...i had seen her in the hospital a few days ago when i had gone for a regular checkup... just once..and i will leave...please..."

Jasmeet didn't want to but seeing him plead like that did play with her emotions. He saw her waver and took a step ahead towards the stairs when he stopped short seeing geet, stand at the top of the stairs...staring at him. Her expressions were unreadable. He wondered what she was doing there when she should rest.she slowly descended down the stairs. Maan rushed towards her and tried to help her. But she pulled her hand away the moment he touched her. He was taken aback with her cold demeanour. She walked down slowly while he followed her, still shocked. He was probably going to witness something he hadn't expected of.

She coldly walked towards that maan standing in front of her...he destroyed everything...every single thing in her life..in her mother's life and thi time the hatred was too much to even waver. Last two times she had chickened out but probably today she had no emotion to even feel anything except anger. Mohinder took a step ahead and tried to hold her, "geet...how are..."

He couldn't even complete when she shouted, "get out of my house..."

Everyone was shocked to hear her say something like that. The coldness was replaced by sheer hatred and anger on her face.

"i have come for you beta..."

"but i refuse to see you... i don't even know you...get out!"

Maan stood there watching her...geet was straightforward but she wasn't rude to anyone. Her hatred for mohinder was correct but then her behaviour was what scaring him. She had never been this angry.

Mohinder tried to say something but she suddenly went ahead and pushed him away, "get out of my house... theres no place for strangers in my house.."

"am your father beta..."

She laughed cruelly, "am sorry but i don't have a father..."

She held his arm and dragged him out towards the door. Jasmeet tried to stop her, "gudiya what are you doing?"

She just gave a stern look to jasmeet who got shocked seeing so much anger in her. Geet dragged him near the door and pushed him out. He was too shocked to see geet like this. He tried to get in but she shut the door right on his face, fuming. He knocked a couple of times but she didn't budge neither did she allowed anyone near the door.

Maan walked towards her but she seemed to move away from him. He still moved closer and she moved backward. He grabbed her hand all of a sudden and she tried to pull it back. He held tighter..looking directly into her eyes. She was angry...there was not even a tinge of sadness for what she did...no love...no compassion...nothing. she shot him a deathly glare wriggling away her hands but he pulled her close and hugged her tight.

She wasn't shocked but she tried to break free from his embrace like nothing affected her anymore. She struggled..and he held her even tighter. She pushed him, hit him... scratched him..but with her every attempt, he held her even tighter. She didn't speak... but her every action showed him how much angry she was. After a long fight she did give up..but her warm breath fell over his chest still indicating she was still mad at something. He held her close to his heart, trying to calm her down. He had never imagined to see this change in her...he might have to speak to her doctor. She was angry on something...someone and that's why she had shut herself from all. He felt her clutch his shirt tightly...and rest her head over his chest. But this was not because of love or anything else. She was angry...she was cold...and she had turned cruel. He caressed her back softly, trying to calm her down and carried her back to her roo m, trying to find out what went wrong.

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Don't know what to say, I'm feeling as numb as Geet here. Can feel her pain.
Thanks for an awesome job Aish!
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aah... i see more pain. poor geet. although maan played a huge part in geet's depression i really feel bad for him...

lovely update
Maan came to know that even the girls know about the baby but not him
Geet getting very cold m afraid of it ...

The hug was wonderful, much needed for him to assure himself that she will back to him.

something is very wrong with geet
its like ist not relted to baby but something else
why do i feel it is related to maan may be gayatri or anisha woudl this time we will get to see the past or still we will ahve to wait

continue soon

awsem update geet anger maan trying to find reason mhinder ki band baja di geet ne

yay geet finally reacted to something