I've fallen for you Zoya (poem)

I don't think you realize what you do to me. You're the one I've wanted. I just wish you could see how truly special you are to me.

You've always cheered me up when I was down. You always took my frown and turned it upside down.

When I need a laugh that's what you make me do. I just can't seem to picture my life without you.

You've been there for me through and through. If you ever were to leave this town, I don't know what I'd do.

Sometimes I'm afraid that we'll never be able to talk again. You'll never be able to make me smile one more time, and we'll no longer be friends.

To me you're so beutiful, and you just don't understand. I need you in my life just please understand.

Well I know I've made mistakes and hurt you so many times..

just wish you knew how sorry I am. It was only to get closer to you.

I just wish you knew that I'd never put you through any pain.

I don't think you understand how much you make me smile. How much I really like you and that my time with you is worth my while.

So when I say that I don't want you. When I say that I don't like you. Just believe me for what I'm saying is true. Because I don't want you...I need you...and I don't like you...I love you.

You really don't understand how you get me the way you do. I just can't help myself I've fallen for you...

I love you Zoya...I'm so sorry if I've ever done anything to hurt you before because trust me it hurt me in the end...I really love you and I just can't seem to let you go. I mean we've never been together but I still care A LOT about you...You mean more to me than anyone.