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We are on new Thread.. And this will be the last Thread for this SS.. Thank you so much for the support and Love all of you.. I don't have words how to describe what i'm feeling now.. đđ
And has always i will dedicated my thread to my first reader and i forgot to do so on last thread..đ
so i'm using this opportunity to dedicate this thread to dj_arshifan aka Deepa.. đ
sorry deepa for late and thank you so much for being my first reader for PREGNANCY..đ
Part 9
Next morning, Khushi went to the kitchen with a swollen eyes.. She was crying for the whole night.. When she wake up in the morning she didn't saw her husband beside her.. She slowly went to take shower.. Her back was causing a lot of pain.. Once she gets ready, She walked towards the stairs with her hand placed on her back.. While walking, she can smell a familiar smell which she used too.. She walked slowly to the dining area and her eye popped out by seeing her favourite sweet..
Khushi: "Jalebi.." She screams.. Anjali run to her from kitchen hurriedly..
Anjali: "Khushiji.. What happen?? Why are you screaming..?" She asked panicky.. Khushi closed her mouth with her palm.. "Khushi.." She shook her when there is no respond from her..
Khushi: "Di.. Who bought this jalebi's..?" she seat on the chair at the dining table and start to munch the jalebi's..
Anjali: "I made it.." with a mock smile..
Khushi: "Really Di.. You make for me.." She was so happy at last her baby get the chance to eat jalebi even it's not from his father but still her craving been fulfilled.. Anjali look at her smiling and happy face.. She have to lie to her..
Flashback
Arnav could hear her sobs and her words to their baby.. "Sorry baby".. He closed his ear with a pillow.. He doesn't want to hear her sobs.. It's beak his heart.. She was continue crying for two hours.. He wanted to consoled her, care her and wiped her tear but he was scared.. The more he get closer to her the more difficult for him to let her go forever.. Once her sobs stopped and she fall in sleep.. He slowly wake up and walk to her side.. He seat on the edge of the bed beside her.. He slowly wiped her tear and placed a kiss on her forehead.. He could never forget his routine.. The day she asked him to kiss her forehead.. He denied her and walk out leaving her alone with her tear.. He took her hand in his and lean near his lips.. "I'm sorry Khushi.. I should be taking care of you but.." He stops.. His eyes moist.. He know he was being cruel to her and his coldness was unbearable for her.. "Khushi what should I do to make you live with me forever..?".. He cares her cheeks.. "Khushi.. You wants me to love the baby but I can't.." A lone tear rolled on his cheeks.. "How can I love to the reason of your death.." He placed a soft an passionate kiss on her forehead.. He cover her properly with the blanket.. while doing all this, his hand felt on her belly and he could feels the baby moving in hers.. This is the first time he is experiencing this.. He start to caress her belly and a glint of happiness flush in his eyes.. He lean to kiss her belly.. "Papa.. will buy jalebi's for my baby.." Before he move out from the room he gives a last glance to her and walked to his SUV and drove to buy jalebi's for her.. Once he already bought the Jalebi's he passed it to Anjali and strictly worn her not to tell anything to Khushi and that's the reason she lied to her.. She did this per her brother's wish..
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Present
Khushi went to her room to get some rest.. She feel tired.. While resting, Her throat feel bitter and she run to the bathroom and start to throw out.. Her knees was getting weaker after throwing continuously.. She placed her hand on her throat to soothe the pain.. Sweat was forming on her pale face.. Her one hand was on her belly its terribly itching her.. she was about to fall when a pair of hand hold her from falling.. She lifted her gaze and saw Anjali beside her with anxious face.. Anjali's eye widen when she saw blood spots in vomit.. She slowly take her out from the bathroom and make her lied on the bed.. She gives a glass of water to soothe the bitterness in her throat..
Anjali: "Khushiji.. Let me call Chotte.." She was about to dial his number but been stopped by her..
Khushi: "NO.. Di.. Arnavji.. won't come and He hates me.." Her eyes filled after utilizing those words..
Anjali: "Khushiji.. He can't hate you.. His behavior might be cold towards you but deep in his heart there will be no hatred for you or the baby.." After seeing the current behavior of her brother.. She make her own speculation and his loves towards his wife can't be hide.. It's clearly visible in his eyes..
Khushi: "Di.. He has meeting to attend and I didn't want to disturb him.." She wanted him to be with her but she was scared what if he knows about her illness and still he didn't show any caresses for her.. And what if he didn't care to see her.. She would be more broken.. Anjali nodded and went to call for Dr.Frenandez.. She has his number from her brother.. He gives her in case if there is any emergency then she could call for the doctor..
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Dr.Fernandez come and diagnosed her and give the description of medicine to Anjali.. He instruct her to provide healthy and hygienic food to her.. Anjali company him towards the main door.. Before they could step on the exit the door open and the person was shocked to see the doctor here..
Anjali: "Chotte.." There were nervousness on his face.. He took the step and stood in front of them..
Arnav: "What happen..? What are the doctor doing here..?".. With frown brow.. When he saw Fernandez here his heart beat raced up.. The only image flashed in his mind was hers.. Did anything happen to her..?
Dr.Fernandez: "I come to diagnosed Khushi.. She was ill and having blood vomiting.." His eyes popped out.. She was ill and they didn't care to tell him..
Arnav: "Why you didn't tell me Di..?" He clenches his fist in anger..
Anjali: "Chotte I was but.." She stopped.. She doesn't want him to tell that Khushi stop her from telling him..
Arnav: "She stops you right??"Her quietness was turning his guess right.. Anjali didn't nod nor deny the fact.. She send Dr.Fernandez towards his car and Arnav run to his room with anger frustrated and worried..
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He slammed the door and saw her resting with her head lean on the head of the bed.. Her eye was closed.. Paleness and dullness clearly visible on her face' Her lips was dry due to lack of water..
Arnav: "why you didn't tell me about your illness..?" She open her eyes and look at him.. "This too you want to hide from me..??" With gritted teeth.. "Answer me Damn It..!!".. he shouts.. Her quietness was making him more mad.. "Khushi I'm tired will all this and you are provoking my patience.."She seat numbly without utilizing any words.. He seat on the recliner with his palm on his face.. His eyes moist.. She look at his state and her tear start to make their way.. She start to cry.. Her sobs was getting louder and louder.. He lifted his gaze on her and hurriedly walked to her.. Their teary eyes met.. Without wasting anytime he took her in his warm embrace.. He hug her tightly..
Khushi: "I wanted to tell you but I was scared what if you didn't came and avoid to know about my health anymore.." He patted her back.. "You don't care about me anymore.. I doesn't want to be a burden to you.." Her fingers clenches on his shirt and she was crying hard on his shoulder..
Arnav: "I care about you Khushi.. I always does but I can't accept you are leaving me forever.." His broken voice clearly state how much pain he has keep in his heart..
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Arnav went for a long drive.. She will be going to deliver the baby at any moments and today is her godh bherayi(Baby Shower..).. He couldn't bear the fact that he only has few days with her and her leaving is killing him.. He speed up the car and all the memories and moments he spent with her flash in his mind.. He brakes the car and went out to inhale some air.. He was suffocating when remembering her dying.. He lean his back on the car and slowly lean down with teary eyes.. He cried his heart out..
"Khushi promise me you won't leave me..?".. The memory of the consummate on bachelor party flash in his eyes.. But now what is the used of those promise if she, herself didn't wish to stay with him.. He was angry on one person who is creator for all this God, Her Devi Maiyya.. She was being very cruel towards Khushi.. She never forget to pray her but in return she only given pain and hurts.. The believes of God have been vanish in him years ago but now it's totally out from his mind and heart..
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Khushi was seating on the recliner with her hand caressing her belly.. Today is her godhbherayi and she still remember his promise.. He will make her ready with his own hand.. Is the important day for their baby which will keep the baby healthy once he/she born..Anjali walked in but was surprised to see her.. She haven't ready yet and the pooja and rituals will start in 30 minutes..
Anjali: "Why haven't you ready yet'?" Khushi smile to her broadly..
Khushi: "Arnavji will come and make me ready.." Anjali took her hand in hers and said..
Anjali: "Chotte's phone is out of reachable.." Khushi nodded in disagree.. Khushiji.. The 'Muharaat' (Good time) is going to end.." Khushi's eye filled up.. His unattended was killing her inside..
Khushi: "Di.. Arnavji will come.. He promised me Di.." One side of her heart was telling her he won't come has his coldness was been witness by her.. But the other one was telling he will come..
Anjali: "Khushiji.. Try to understand.." She wiped her tear.. "Let me make you ready.." She nodded a NO..
Khushi: "He told me.. He would make me ready by his own Di.." Tear fall on her cheeks..
Anjali: "But.." Been interrupt by the most awaited voice..
Arnav: "Khushi.." Their gaze felt on him.. Khushi smile with teary eye.. "Nani is looking for you Di.." Anjali leave them alone has they need some privacy.. Arnav walked to the wardrobe and take out all the stuff which been bought for her.. He placed all the items on the bed and ask her to wear the lengha choli.. She follow his instruct without any denied.. After wearing the lengha choli he make her seat on the edge of the bed and make her wear the bangles.. While making her wear, his eyes moist has this will be the only chance for him to give her bangles and there will be no sound of her bangles in his life anymore.. He took those necklaces and placed on her neck.. While hocking the pin he crossed his hand around her neck.. His action stop when a drop of tear fall on his arm.. He look at her with moist eyes.. His hand move to wipe her tear.. He took her in his embrace tightly and their tear mixed with sobs..
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