Let me start by saying I dont support Radha's idea of suicide here ..But this is where I want to analyse the physchology of this character and why she takes a drastic step like suicide 😊
I feel this is one major problem with Radha as a human being mayb 🤔 ...its part of her nature too after she suffered a major jolt in her early teens .. she is scared to confront people when she is put under the scanner .. Mayb its because of her past experiences 🤔... We al ltried understanding Akash , Ishita , Yash , Aarti etc etc but noone really tried to analyse her character and why she has these flaws .. so here I m just trying to understand her ..
When she came to know SP was already married , did she confront SP about it especially when she was pregnent with his child ? 🤔..She preferred to run away from the whole situation knowing that SP will never accept her or her baby and later on she swapped the babies but dint confront SP at all ... Then in current scenario after truth was out , many complained why Radha never guided Akash when she was there with him for 30 long yrs .. So again same problem .. she dint confront Akash because she assumed in her mind that Akash will never forgive her for what she did and so again she preferred to remain silent and sort of keep a distance from Akash instead of confronting him ... Today again she was put under scanner and her character was questioned but Instead of confronting people or trying to find out the truth , she once again prefers to run away from the whole problem and instead commit suicide ...
So problem with Radha here is lack of self-esteem and confidence .. She is scared of facing/confronting people because she assumes the worst that is rejection and humiliation coming her way and so she prefers the easy way out that is either running away from the problem or keeping silence or keeping a safe distance ..And this is got to do with what happened to her 30 yrs ago when she was quite young and got engaged into a whole one night stand only to b dumped the next morning ..Since then the fear of humiliation , accusation and rejection has got to her and so she is scared of confrontations 😊...
To b honest Radha has much more psychological issues here than Akash and I m saying this from a woman's POV .. Any woman who looses her virginity to a married man in her teens only to b dumped later on faces lots of psychological issues and so even if Radha from outside shows her strengths or goes around lecturing others on moral values but from inside she always lives in that fear of when this society will treat her like a dirt once again and so today after this whole night fiasco , I see the real Radha coming out who is totally broken from inside and needs someone who can actually give her the confidence and dignity back to her as a woman 😊
Will she ever get that confidence or that respect from this society which is still filled with double standards as rightly pointed out by Paridi in today's episode .. Want to ask everyone out here ? 😊