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EPISODE 80
Sometimes, we don't get what we want. . . But this is a
benevolent universe. And once in a while, we do because of FAITH.This is what
describes the best Arnav's state of mind as he does not know what does he want as La"ASR ko khud bhi pata nahi keh
unhain kya chahiye".He wants Khushi but no marriage and Khushi can't be with him without
marriage as her belief system along with her Faith is very persuasive and
compelling .This is a fight of his beliefs VS hers.
Pause here:She will be convinced
with all of his beliefs during remarriage.When he will prove his point by
reminding her about all the rituals they did together unintentionally and above
all that these rasams have no meaning s if two ppl love each other in a pure
way.Khushi gets it as "Hum tou aap hi keh hain...
Arnav furiously
threw the water as today he got another sweet defeat by nutkhut Khushi.The
trail lead is right here in this pic to boil his blood.Mamiji is just following
Arnav bitwas's trail of anger today which will trail her to her makeupia and
touchupia.Arnav never complains about Khushi to anyone so does she.
La to ASR "Tum
Theek tou ho na" and she asked this twice [# 2 is a matter of conflict] ASR
,"enough Khushi" but this is La Mr Ahkroo.hmmm so that's what you are expecting
from your Temptalicious.right ...to ask you that you are ok.
He gets befuddled
but rectified it quickly,"I mean Lavanya" ...La ignores it for a while...
Pause
here:
Khushi is taking over his heart and mind in such a way that one day he will
surrender to it and completely devoure her in front of La unintentionally."
Mein aisa hi hoon Khushi....." [I am just like that Khushi] and La will
completely come out of her self imposed fantasy land "Its Lavanya ASR".That day
will be memorable in IPK where one girl will sacrifice her LOVE for the other.
Arnav always wants
Khushi to have and show concerns for him.During bleeding his hand after knowing
her engagement he did not let her touch first but her touch vanished all of his
pain and calmed him down.The same is in golgappa scene her touch always melts
him.
Series of
unsuccessful attempts made him furious and he wants to get even with Khushi
Kumari Gupta who had guts disconnecting his phone, manipulated him in the
kitchen with flour and then misled him with her fake fainting act.You are so
done KKG.
He got her the moment
she entered having a ball of over joy thoughts of his departure"Jan bachi tou
lakhon paye LG bye bye] which turned into the anticlimactic after his sight.Love
the glaring end and the receiving end with this exchange of gazes.He slams the
door "eik minute"...long pause with ASR BG score increasing the intensity of the
scene...and then by stepping forward "Khushi Kumari Gupta"
Khushi totally
knows what is coming next, "Lavanyaji I am here".She rushes away hastily and so
deos he after her.
ASR," La went to office"...His
killing daggers and her scared bafflement was way too intense.
Khushi,"I have some
work with Mamiji upstairs"
Her ignorance
towards him deliberately was the
final nail which she could ever put in his shell.
ASR trapped her in
their room and poolside"their Eternal heavan" .Intensity of this scene is
crucial as he trapped her in between two doors and then in between his two
arms.
Pause
here:significantly as he called her name one time on two occasions and number 1 is
the new beginning to cross all the obstacles to reach to their reward and #2 is conflict.so here
is the beginning of their relationship which is going to be trapped for him in
between Khushi and Di as he is going to trap her in between her sister's love
and his love which he was trapped in for not telling Khushi on the terrace.
Khushi will be trapped in between first her and Shyamji
because of Anjali and Shyamji, and
then her sister Payal and Arnav during forced marriage until they will cross
all the obstacles to reach to their oneness.
After running back
and forth in between these two doors ...Arnav,"tum apni hud se bohot agey bhad
chuki ho KKG..."[you have crossed all of your limits]
Khushi by collecting
her courage, "humain upar jana hai"[I have to go upstairs]
Arnav,"meri baat
abhi khutam nahin huai hai..tum nain mera phone katne ki himmat kaise ki"...[I
did not finish yet]
Khushi,"humain
janain dijiye"[Let me go]
Akhroo you are
asking her or telling her that she has crossed all the limits and had severe
damaged on your hard shell where she has entered unintentionally but you cannot
throw her out even intentionally besides the fact you did throw her pearls out,
throw her out of your house, and throw your daggers on her by throwing money
but still PEACE is no where to be found.
Khushi in her
frantic and flabbergasted and at the top in uneasiness state because of his close
proximity, looks here and there to find someone.
Arnav,"bol lo jitna
bolna hai, ...chilla lo jitna chillana hai...jub tak meri baat khutam nahin ho jati
tum yahan se hill nahin saktin....[say whatever you want and scream as much as
you can but you can't go anywhere
without listening me]
Hmmm ...Akhroo you
want her to listen to your heart forcefully but that's how things don't work.Time
had been frozenfor these two as I mentioned so many times.She did not let him
finish explaining his side over and over and marked him for "Hamesha keh liye"
so he wants things at his terms now.Now he will say what he had to say as this
is revenge time.
Arnav,"Ghar mein koi dikh
nahin raha iss liyeh keh ghar mein koi hai nahin... Samjhi tum[you can't see any
one because no one is home]
He barked at her ok
its me or it seems he is internally relieved for no one to be home.[my pov]
Akhroo wants to
take the advantage to throw his frustration at her as his views about marriage
is clashing with her and her beliefs and FAITH is shaking his atheistic WALLS
as his belief system is only ACTION not WORDS and especially given and provided
by the society norms as Rasams and Riwage.
Arnav with his BG
score intensifying her fears,"tum ho kaun jiss se baat karne keh liyeh itna
kuch karna parta hai...[why it is so hard to talk to you]Here we go store room moment---again
Bingo! so you are
admitting she is so special and prominent to your heart to approach her
unintentionally as you don't wanna hurt her but you still do Akhroo
ASR,"sirf Di ki
wajah se mein tumhain bardashat kar raha hoon warna....[I am just tolerating you
because of Di or else]She looks at him right in his eyes with perplexity but did not say a word.
ASR,"apna kaam
karo...apne paise lo aur chup chap ghar jao...aur apni shadi keh ideas apne paas
rakho..."
[do your work ,take
your money and go home and keep your marriage ideas to yourself]
There you go he hit
the target with this.No more fear, bafflement just strong Faith which puts her
at the edge to stand in front of ASR without thinking about consequences....Khushi,"Shadi
ka idea humara banayea huwa nahin hai Mr Arnav Singh Raizada...[marriage is not
my idea Me ASR] They both always call each other with with FULL name in anger.Both
hands come down and a strong bewitched aberrant grasp on his face.She moves
forward with confidence.
"I did not make
this ritual,this is God's blessings, the most pure relation of this world
ever.When someone wants to spend his whole life with the other..does not want
to be separated even after death... Prays to have every distress of his
partner..if necessary then he can sacrifice his life for her or vice versa...and
your life ends with this promise...but you can't understand this because you
make relationships according to your needs.May be this is a new thinking for
you but according to me "apka character hi dheela hai"[you don't have a strong
character].They both gave each others a serious and intensive look with
passiveness and anger.
Pause
here:He
is the one who will feel and do exactly what is she describing here.During
kidnapping...He sacrificed himself by hiding Khushi...He couldn't let her go
easily when she sacrificed herself for him'Khushi mein tumhara bina...
This time she hit
the target which he is not ready to accept easily as she is ready to leave...
ASR with clenching
teeth and anger hold her wrist as he is no mood to let go off her .He swirled
her around ,"kis ne kaha meri baat khatam ho gyei hai... mein tumhain bata hoon
character Dheela kise kehtain hain"....[I tell you what is the meaning of low
character]...
Khushi frantically
by stammering, "Humara matlab woh ...woh nahin tha" [I did'nt mean that]..
ASR yanking her
against his hard core by gripping her wrist firmly," tou kya matlab tha
tumhara'[then what do you mean by that]...
Pause
here:Again
Khushi's face is covering his half eye,[eye of Horus] he is her protector all
along.
She looked into his
deep brown eyes where she can read his swelling burning desires for her which scares her a bit
and her tears delivers her message to him as he is hawking and trailing each
and every curve of her expression which melts him internally but he is no mood
to let her go today as he never wants to lose this moment of proximity of
her.Their breaths were brushing each other without any distance among them
physically regardless of their mentally distance .His expressions changes with
each and every drop of her tear which is trailing down his inner turmoil for her.He is burning
with it each day ,each moment, with each and every breath of his by thinking, talking
and trailing this one name "Khushi" who is becoming his "Khushi"
unintentionally but he wants to keep his armored shell intact because of his past fears no matter what.
Her lowering gazes
down as message has been delivered and his changing expressions is evident of that
Pause
here:
Khushi is becoming his healer slowly by slowly as "Tumhare saath bitaye huway
lamhe yaad rehnai lag gaiye"[ I just remember the moments which I spent with
you" ...and Khushi,"Hum nain apke saath
aisa koi lamha bitaya hi nahin jiska humain afsos ho"[I did not spend any moment with you which I
regret]
-Today he swirled
her around with anger but it will change into "bharosa nahin hai mujh par"after
Haldi[you don't believe in me]after a sequence of long list of anger ones...
They both give each
other serious answers of their questions which change both of them and as
always she lowers down her gazes down as she is saying "sorry" of what she did and
he accepts it to let go of her right before La comes in.His gazes does not leave
her until he was ready to do so.La gets scared for her but she excuses herself
and comes to aside where she finds his mark on her again right on her wrist.
Pause
here:He
gave her mark when he broke her bangle in guest house and today with his
grip.That day he got marked by the same bangle and today by her tears which put
his peace on halt for ever."Hamesha"
If she is unrest by
having his mark on her ,he is restless by giving her and again her tears are
leaving him wounded anyway .
Pause
here:
Arnav,"kyuon karta hoon ...hamesha uski ankh mein ansoon..." [why do I always
become a reason of her tears]her tears just drop on his skin like a splashing hot oil.
In GH. Slithery
moves are so on "Raizada house se tou apko nikal nahin sake par apni zindagi
mein lane ka pura intizam kar chuke hain"[I couldn't throw you out of RM but
did full prep to make you mine]
"Delhi
mein rishtedar and paying guest here" [ relatives in Delhi and paying guest
here] good job Babuji this Slither needs someone like you to put on halt.Just
wait DM is so on for you...
Babuji started
connecting dots from Lukhnow till now because it can't be a coincident.He
labeled him "Slither" and I labeled Babuji"Salvager"...he is a true father of
Khushi no matter what'because he is finding "gadbad" in "Shyam Maohar Jha"...Too bad I am
taking his full name in anger too...😡😡😡
In RM, Khushi in
her distress and tribulation of past moments when La notices her "mark" and
asks her"are you ok".Again Khushi is not going to say a word for her prominent
majesty after all she is his queen no matter what.During the exchanging of bulb
,fuse becomes a problem for everyone especially for Mamiji because Khushi is a
new "Bhoot" in her life and later Payal will be serving the responsibility.
"Iss ghar mein har
woh cheese jo ghalat hoti hai uskeh peeche KKG kyon hoti hai"[what ever goes
wrong in this house why KKG is behind it]He is still on..."iss ghar mein kuch
aur kharab karna baki hai ..ya..lavanya keh Dimagh mein khuch aur bharna baki
hai...[Is there anything else needs to be out of place in this house or La's mind
to fill with your stupidity]Even La's explanation couldn't stop him gazing at
Khushi...
Khushi lights the candle which stops Arnav
as he sees his bewitching beauty
which gives light to his dark life as she symbolizes "charta Suraj"'[rising sun]
by Khushi and only Khushi,
Symbolism:Anjali,"hum Jai Parakash ko keh ke karwa dain gey"[Jai Prakash will do it] Jai means victory and Parakash means Light meaning "Victory of Light"
Connection:Arnav is getting victory over Darkness with this light known as Khushi whose nutkhut ways brought Arnav in the light before and will be conquer his darkness too.[Nutkhut BalGopal is playing his role]She is lightening his life all along.
His dagger gazes
were not unnoticed by Khushi and she couldn't resist giving him baffled and
sweet look either as "Her heart skips beats for him even unintentionally".Her
heavily breathing were not unnoticed by Arna too. They both are in their stances
but as he always "mehsoos" her distress her "Pareshani" and here is the same as
she is wondering about his "ajeeb" behavior without noticing candle and hot wax
which is inclining to burn her.He rushes at her safety but not La.La couldn't
resist unnoticing this either "jub tum nain mujhe girte huwai dekha tou meri
help kyuon nahin kari"[ why didn't you save me while I was falling]This gives
Khushi a new dimension about Arnav.
Pause here:Later "jaise yeh Saroo dikhte hain waise
bilkul bi nahin hain"[He is not as mean as he looks like]during Shyam
revelation'
CONNECTION:#1 represents the
beginning as La is starting noticing his behavior near Khushi and his concerns
before she saw his attention to her but in anger but now his concerns for
Khushi will make her think as "mein janti thi ...shayed accept nahin karna
chahti thi.. Khud se jhoot bolti rahi ...keh mujhe who jhoot bhi chach lagne
laga..[I knew it as I alwaya lying to myself which seems truth to me]
Khushi noticed his
attitude towards her and put her in strange stance."Her RajKumar aur Shaitan
eik hi insaan hain"
Pause
here: He is going to save her from the burnt of Shyam even in his rage
by burning her Faith on him in Forced marriage but she will be saved by
wondering his "ajeeb" behavior and without knowing the reason behind it
He
helped La for bringing her down
where the preparation of their parents's anniversary changes the colors of his
face.He comes back to his room on his Laptop with The Past which is
excruciating and is making present more unbearable for him .His focus is
drained out with that dark wedding which finished with one scream only..."Maa"....and beaming tears just flow by breaking the strong armored shell of
ASR as Arnav is always there behind bars hiding in this darkness.His "Maa jaisi
behan"[his sis like his mom]puts hand on him the way he does on her in the time
of need and distress and loses his control by hugging her.[sorry guys hard to
write this for me I feel pain in my core]Anjali is right "Don't say anything"
just let it flow...to release the dark memories associated with pain.A bro who
is strong for his Di..."mein Theek hoon Di"
Pause
here:Today he only opens his wounds infront of Anjali but can't
releases himself from these bars but one day he will do it infront of Khushi
and that day on his wounds of PAST will get "Marham" his medicine
MOMENT OF THE DAY
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