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I can't make myself to think of Anandi right now.The Anandi I have known for more than four years and have come to love so much.
Just because I accepted the decision of the PH/CVs that doesn't mean I am all hyper enthusiastic to see the new face.
Yesterday I was watching that AnSh scene in school.It hurt when I remembered that I will not see her face as Anandi again.But I do not want to sit and cry about something I have no control over.
I had so much trouble accepting Pratyusha''s face as Anandi's face because I loved the Anandi who had the face of Avika Gor and when the had to replace her with someone new because of the story requirements but had difficulty accepting Pratyusha's face as that of Anandi's because based on Anandi's character I had a different look and face in my mind. But the PH/CV/Channel has decided to give Pratyusha's face as Anandi. Finally when I accepted her face she is not there any more.
I have to do it all over again and I am preparing myself to do it because of my love for the character Anandi.I am trying my best to get used to seeing a new face bracing myself for the change considering how difficult I found to accept Pratyusha as Anandi and I know how difficult it would be for me to accept this new actor.
Why do people have to make it difficult for me?If they cannot see Anandi and AnSh in the absence of Partyusha how right is it on their part to say that AnSh is dead?
If they think I am being insensitive to their feelings what about my feelings by trying to accept change that was foisted on me then what about my feelings?
Is trying to accept a change is being insensitive?
Indian Mythology
