Originally posted by: Heema22
I am not sure ,that any one can convince me about separating INSHI. But I have two sides. One is reality based which has logic and morals and principals . which comes from patental guidance ,some experience , some with my education and short life experience!! Which I use during day for work and social interaction!!! and to get along with society ( in reality I do not give a damn about what society has to say about me, but I pretend I do for their sanity)this side works 5Am to 8Pm
And now the other side of me! Gone with the wind side, I do not give a damn side!! This is 8 Pm to 5 Am. Very romantic, full of fantasies , love, unrealistic expectations , magic, has no logic ,Immoral , every thing!! When I am watching HD I turn this side on and I do not give a damn !!!Firstly, I want to thank you. I always felt I was abnormal. 😆 I have no sense of society. I don't even know how to behave and when what is expected of me. well, your post at least tells me that everyone has that side. May be mine is a bit more dominating than other's. I want my INSHI Back at any cost!! If you call me Hypocrite so be it !!! I just want them back so before I go to sleep I am relax and do not get any nightmares about extra marital affairs!! immoral Rishi !! Ethics , Rishi who looks like brother to Indira Ect . (in reality I am thinking other way around ,) so I'm still supporting my fantasies for Indira's choice!!! Her first love! I too want the same , all I am saying is I would not hit back on Indira if she chooses otherwise.
Saumya. I gathered that you are in love!! How on earth did you gather that. i am not denying but I seriously want to know, what gave you that idea. I had this lovely experience too!!. I know, its wonderful 🤗There is no measurement for love!!! No one loves you more that other!! No one can tell!! But if that love has any motive, then I will question it !!! But the love is selfless then I vote for it!!! We need to see who is selfless!!!!!and who Indira chooses!! It only her choice!!!!so far Rishi is selfless , we need to see Kabir's side. !!( In love every one is selfish .)