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PART 9
Khushi's monologue starting with the thought of the pain which Arnav's words expressed, her heart & mind screaming in pain that he was already a part of her, all the happenings resurfacing her mind & pushing her into deeper thoughts and finally concluding that she will not be able to punish him was framed beautifully capturing the emotions & thoughts flowing through her mind and her heart deceiting her by hurting her more at the thought of seeing him hurt
Khushi very well knew that Arnav was rotting in guilt while recalling their first encounter where he begged her to remove her soul tearing gaze from him as he feared that he would fall into the grief that he saw in her reflecting in his own eyes
Khushi first questioning whether he really meant his words and then the truth in his words proving it & clearing her doubt, her mind pointing out that he was not able to bear her closeness & even accept a word of gratitude from her that night were well framed
Quoted Khushi's lines which were striking :
There was no one there except me. Not even my shadow. Not even his shadow.
Repulsion? That was something I could never feel by his touch
Arnav Singh Raizada and help are the two opposite things that can't exist together
then but now I realize it was because the pain in my eyes added to his strife.
The throbbing pain had conquered his existence. His quilt was eating him day and night and he could blame no one but himself
………………I tried to reason but I knew that I couldn't punish him, without putting myself in pain because his punishment and his anguish will be my suffering as well
PART 10
It was nice of Akash to help Khushi understand that her life lies with Arnav & Buaji telling Khushi openly that she saw immense love in Arnav's eyes even more & deeper than what she saw in her son for Khushi
Beeji telling Khushi to bring back Arnav before she loses him & drown in the remorse of missing her love all through her life was touching
Khushi questioning as to why her heart refused to believe that he would come to her rescue whenever she is in trouble & wondering about her strange faith on him was well written
'Pain, strife & grief being the bonding element of love' – such words of pain used as a connecting tool of love so expressively was beautiful 👏
It's him. Her heart told her.
Or am I dead? Her mind screamed.
These lines reflected her strong faith in him that either it has to be him or else death pulling her…………… her knight in shining Armour actually existed
Khushi's urge to soothe & calm down Arnav on one hand & Arnav pouring out his weakness of not being able to leave her alone until he was sure of her safety & telling her that he couldn't gather himself to show up in front of her even if she wanted to see him b'coz he didn't deserve her on the other hand was well portrayed
The emotions of two souls burning in love & the urge to join was captured beautifully in words
The essence of the True Betrayal was admirably narrated through Khushi's confession to Arnav
The quote at the end stating that love has the power to heal everything coz love is all that remains was lovely 🤗
Quoted the most striking lines :
……………..but she was wrong, because unsought love is unbearable and the most painful thing in this entire world.
the secret of success is learning how to use pain and pleasure instead of having pain and pleasure use you. If you do that, you're in control of your life. If you don't, life controls you.
"…………. I was not blind to miss the sorrow of you two. I was not blind to see the love you had for each other. I was not that deaf to miss the guilt in his voice when he was talking to you. Nor was I able to miss the helplessness in that silence of yours."
"Go and bring him back, before you are also left with remorse of leaving a person, whom you love."
"This family dramatic scene can continue after you get him back."
I can't believe that you left me alone. I know you hated that word. You can't leave me alone. I know you simply can't. But where are you?
Why my heart fails to believe that you would not be there, when I would need you. Why I fail to believe so? Why? I still have this strange faith on you.
But I couldn't make you aware of my presence because I knew that you don't want me, that maybe even if you want me, I don't deserve you anymore."
"Please, don't punish me like this. Please,"
The emptiness in her soul was replaced with his love as he kissed her lips breathing a new life into her dying heart and soul.
"Our love is as intense as this Pain."
"…………….but now I realize that it was nothing but a TRUE BETRAYAL, since there was no deceit in that betrayal."
She couldn't wait any longer and initiated the kiss that has the capability to replace every inch of that pain with their love
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