Chp 28 : First wound
" They say first love is the sweetest but the first cut is the deepest "
Aarti had her first cut from her first love , but what make love complex is that make us forgive no matter how deep the wound since love is far deeper
Flashbacks
when the door was about the close, Yash's hand stop ihe went inside too look at her and say "Going far from me is not that easy Aarti"
He pinned Aarti to the elevator and say with anger " When you think you are going ? " ,Aarti just look at him in a silence that torture him more than eny word he heared on his life he notice the wound on her lips and say " Does it hurt ? " ans he was about to touched with his fingers Aarti look away so he couldn't touch her that make Yash even more angry and he say " Look at me Aarti, i say look at me " But Aarti keep looking away then he say " All that because one kiss, or because it was your first kiss ? i know you are the type that dream about the first kiss from your true love, just get over it, you will survive and stop your drama and lets go back to the party "
Aarti then look at Yash and he was shocked there was tears on her eyes , her tears were falling like a pure pearls and she was looking at him with pain on her eyes, he then feel weak, he just feel helpless, he then say almost pleading " Aarti stop crying, i say Aarti stop crying " and then he scream with a pain on his voice " Stop crying Aarti " Aarti then scream back " I can't , im a woman when we feel hurt we cry its a hormones thing , and you hurt me "
Aarti then say " Let me your hold hurt me let me take of your hand of me"
Yash let her and she start wiping her eyes saying "O god i hate crying infront of people "
Yash was about to speak when the door open and she rush out side Yash fallow her grab her hand and say with a firm tone " What do you want me to do Aarti an apology ? "
Aarti look at him , free her hand from his hand and say " Just do what ever you want " then she start running away from him to the hotel exit , when Aarti say that he recal what she had said to Prateek days before "" I find a good one when a woman told you, do what ever you want , do not under eny circumstances, do what ever you want " when he back from his FB he realize that Aarti wasn't there he just keep look around sreaming "Aarti "
Meanwhile Aarti was running on the street then she trip and fall , when she try to get up she fint out that a heel is broken , she take of her shoes saying " That why i hate high heel , you can never run wearing one " she just keep walking barefoot on the street, holding her bag and her brocken shoes, wiping her falling tears like a kid and thinking " O god why im still crying ? he is an ashole just an ass,but why i cannot get angry at him , i dont feel anger im not even sad that he kiss me , im sad because he kiss me for the wrong reason why in earth i fall in love with him ,why god why ? why i still love him why ? " she look at the sky and say " Why ? Why ? " then she say to herself " Put your self together girl stop your drama ", she wipe her tears for good take a deep breath and say " Its ok , calm down " she keep standing on the road close her eyes and take deep breaths till her tears stop falling and she say
" I feel much better " she open her eyes look around and realize that she is on a empty road and far from the hotel she then say " Were the hell am i now ? " she take her bag and start seaching of her cell , she pick and say " Realy ? the charge is off, stupid cell , this night is just geting better and better , Yash took my first kiss on a crual way ,im lost and no human is around me how the hell i got here ? why bad things happen to me everytime i wear a dress ? i think i should stop wearing them its a jinx to me, " she then hear laugher behind her and Yash's voice saying " But dresses look amezing on you " Aarti turn to find Yash standing behind her he then say " You realy run fast i was searching for you since an hour " then he look at the shoes on her hand and say " Why you always walk barefoot on the street ? " Aarti was about to talk when Yash head to her and pick her up on his arm saying "Lets go home "
Aarti start to scream "Yash put me down , i say put me down "
Yash look at her and say " Stop shouthing or i will ... "
Aarti look at him on the eyes and say "You will what Yash ? " their face were just an inches away, they could feel the breath of on another on their skin , Yash then say with an evil smile " Or i will kiss you again " Aarti immediately put her hand on her mouth Yash laugh and keep looking at her and say " Finaly i find a way to make you stop talking "
Aarti then say " You pervert "
Yash " Hay , dont call me pervert , we are married the kiss was legal "
Aarti say " Do you have a memory problem ? our marriage is not a normal one "
Yash laugh and say" We agree no sex, we say nothing about kisses "
Aarti " You call that a kiss ? you almost smash my lips , im not an expert but im pretty sure that people don't kiss like that , you are a realy horrible kisser , look my lips is bleeding "
Yash " What im realy a good kisser, it just i was on harry , also you were closer your mouth and frozen like a statue "
Aarti " Now you blame me ? i never kissed a man before how im suppose to know how to kiss ? and you shock me all the sudden , also what you did can be called a sexual harassment "
Yash " We are married , its legal we cannot called a ..."
The driver " Sir , Sir "
Aarti and Yash look to the driver and say on the same time " What ? "
The driver " Sir , please continue your discussioninside to car , people on the street are looking "
Yash and Aarti realize that they keep fighting till they reach to limo
Yash put Aarti down infont of their car and say " Get in "
Aarti just get in , on the limo Aarti didn't say enything she just set far from Yash, who was still looking at her after a while the car stop , they reach the palace Aarti get out and start walking inside when Yash pick her again
Aarti then say " Seriously we are home now , the floor is so clean that i could eat on it put me down and let me walk "
Yash just didn't anwser her , when they reach their room he put her on the sofa and went the bring something after a while he back with a medicine and say " Its for your lips ", he was about to put on her , when she take it from his hand and say "I can do it myself " he just set next to her while she was puting in it, she look at him and say " Please go away , we are on our room now, i dont want to look at your face "
Her words were full of pain, and Yash feel hurt, he never feel hurt from a girl's words never on his life he then say " Im sorry Aarti , please forgive me , you are a nice girl and you deserve a much better kiss from someone who love you , please forgive me "
he look at her but she didn't even look at him or answer she just stand up and start walking awant he fallwo her hold her hand and pull her to him till there eyes meet " I never say those words, to enyone on my life how dare you, go like that without an answer "
Aarti look at him and say with sarcasm" Realy you never say that ? lets trew a party on this occation , its a great day "
he look at her with rage and say "Stop your jokes and answer me "
Aarti " I dont have an answer i have a question , why did you do that ? "
Yash just keep looking at her with rage then she say " Ok let me gess, to make your Ex fiance who cheat on you feel jealous ? "
Yash " How did you know about .. "
Aarti " She told me on the bathroom, wasn't enough that she saw you " Happily married " why did you have to kiss me ? to make her feel jealous "
Yash say with a cold tone " No, i just wanted to see her reaction on the kiss"
Aarti " What ? why ? "
Yash then let Aarti hand and say " When i found her on the bed with another man , on my way out she fallow me pleading me not to leave her and that she will do enythind and say "I will let you have an affair , just don't leave me "
and say " Could you handle it ? " she say " Yes " but i laugh and went , ic ould cheat on her on to eny girl , since i don't want to be like my father, but when i saw her today i just want to see her reation to a kiss, and she could handle a small kiss how could she handle more ? "
Aarti look at him and say " Why do you still care about that, do you still love her ? "
Yash laugh ans say " I never loved her before even during our dating and when i propose to her "
Aarti " So were you going to marry her for the same reason that you marry me for ? "
Yash " No at that time i didn' want to get to palace back, since my father was stil " single " i just need a perfect wife, because i feel im ready to get married and G3 ma Insistence, and she was perfect for me, everything that i want on a wife so i decide to marry her, but i never loved her , i use to care about her but i never loved her "
Aarti "How can you be so sure that you never loved her ? "
yash " I just know, also when i find her with that other man on the bed i feel no anger and rage ,i just went, i didn't even scream at her or feel jealous, even after the breack up i go back to my normal life like she never exist, i feel no pain and i didn't miss her at all "
Aarti look at him and realize he was honest it wasn't a lie or a way to hide a pain, he speak the truth, his mind love her not his heart "You know Yash thinking a lot by your mind make you a cold person, you cannot value people like that, it may save you from pain but it will make you miss a lot of thing on life "
Yash " Like what ? love " then he laugh
Aarti " You know what you need a psychiatrist "
Yash "No thanks , i can see that therapy didn't work with you "
Aarti laugh and say " Im going to take a shower "
Yash again pull her to him " Wait a minute , you didn't say that you forgive me"
Aarti "I didn't say it because i still didn't forgive you yet "
Yash look at her on the eyes " I say sorry is that not enough for you ?"
Aarti " No" she then has an idea smile an evil smile and say " what about this i will forgive you if you do 3 requests for me "
Yash " are you serious ? "
Aarti "yes"
Yash shake his head and say "That just childish ok tell me what do you want ? "
Aarti " I want barfi "
Yash " Barfi "
Aarti "My first request is bring barfi for me ,now, i always eat it when i feel down and because of you i feel like that so bring barfi to me,and dont search on the kitchen there is no barfi there "
Yash " You want it now on this hour of night ? "
Aarti free her hand from his and say " Im going to take a shower when i get out its better that you be here with the barfi "
Aarti went inide and Yash hear the loud music that she turn on, he just went out saying " This girl will drive me mad "
After a while Aarti went out of the bathroom , she look around and say he didn't come yet she then go take one of the books that she borrowed from the palace's library, it was anart book, she start reading it , she then found Yash's mother signature on the last page , then she smile and say "I just find my second request "
Yash the enter the room holding a box , he saw Aarti siting on the deask there reader a book, he put the box on the table saying " Eat it i have to pay a lot of it, i wake up a lot of people and most of them think that i want it for my pregnant wife , it was realy hard to find it on this hour of night so you better eat it all "
Aarti smile take the box to the sofe sat there open it start eating , Yash was just standing looking at her she then say " You want some its realy good " he set next to her take some and say "Finaly you offer me some it wasn't easy for me to get it "
Aarti smile agin and say " Yash , my find my second request "
Yash " What do you want this time ? "
Aarti " As you know i like to draw , and i will need an atelier for that, since im gonna stay here for 3 months, so i want to reopen your mother's atelier , and work on it "
Yash look at her with shock and say " No, that place will stay close forever, you can take eny other place on the palace and make it and atelier for you "
Aarti " But i want that place "
Yash with anger " My mother hang herself there, i was the first one who find her there , and before i went out of this palce 10 years ago, i close that place andmake my father promise me that he will never reopened , that place will stay close intill i die Aarti "
Aarti " Why ? "
Yash stand up and say " Are you stupid? i just told you, my mother hang herself there "
Aarti smile and say " Yash you know why i love barfi ? "
Yash " No,why ? because its tasty "
Aarti smile and say " When i was a kid i think 7 years old i go back one day from a school my father was on the kitchen table eating barfi i set next to him and i was looking at the plate then i try to take , he look at me and say " I dont share my barfi " then he laugh and say "You can have some " then he even start to feed me some and for minutes i feel for the first time the live of my father for me for a while we looked like a normal Father and daugther , eating together and laughing , this is one of my best childhood memory one of the rare moment that i felt less hated from my father, infact i felt like my father love me , and everytime i feel sad or unhappy or the bad memories about him cross my mind i eat barfi and i remember this one, so i could erase all the bad moment and pretand that this moment is the only one that i ever had with him "
Yash " Why you are telling me this now ? "
Aarti "because you have done the same as me but on the opposite way you erase all the good moments that you have with your mother there and you kept that bad one , you should remember your mother before that day Yash , you cannot reduce your memories with her to the moment when you say her hanging herself that day,that place must remind you of the good memories with her you should remember her as the mother that she loves you "
Yash " She never loved me if she realy use the loved me , she wouldn't kill herself not caring about me, she left me alone , yes my father cheat on her but she could just leave him , i would have take care of her , she didn't think about me for second or about the paople that care about her, she kill herself and brock my heart G3 ma heart , she leave us to the pain, if she realy loved me she wouldn't do that .."
Aarti then stand up and hug him Yash then realize that tears were falling for his eyes he try to push Aarti away saying " I dont need your pity "
Aarti hug him tite and say " Its not pity your talk remind me of my parents too, and i need to hug someone to feel better so i huged you " Aarti start crying too Yash then hug her tight and say " You fool why are you crying too ? ok calm down stupid you suppose to console me, but you are crying too "
Yash then start to pat on her head and say " Ok you can have my mother's atelier , you can draw there till the end of this 3 months happy now ? "
Aarti say " Yes, thanks "
And they both keep huging each other, for moment they both feel peace ,it like all there sorrow start the fade, on that momnet, its like there hug get them what they were looking for there whole life , the strength to move on from there past's pain
Edited by kholita - 12 years ago
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