MAANEET OS-Pehle Pyaar ka pehla gum!!! Sequel's link-pg 142. - Page 41

She was still struggling with all those wierd feelings, trying to understand them..when her heart introduced a brand new emotion to her, which she had never experienced before.

It was lunch break. She was coming back in the class, she had went with meera to drink water.
As she entered the class..the sight greeted her, made her restless. She did not liked that at all.
Maan was at his seat. But he was not alone. A girl from their class was standing close to his seat, talking to him. And he was smiling at her!
She didnt know what they were talking but she didnt liked that... His talking to that girl. And his smile..she wanted to shout at him badly, to stop that smile! How can he smile like that at any random girl!

She tried very hard to ignore that thought. There was nothing wrong in talking to ur classmate and its his choice to talk with whomever he wants. He used to talk to them earlier also. And It never bothered her before. Then why it was troubling her now?
All that time, when he was talking to that girl, her eyes were fixed on them only. She tried but couldnt look away for some reason. After few minutes, that girl went away, but those few minutes were so hard for her to handle.
After that, she thought about her strange reaction to that incident, but instead of getting any answers, she was getting more confused.

As time passed, this used to happen more often. She did not like to see him talking with other girls. His smiling to them, started irritating her. It used to make her restless, still she tried her best to ignore. But it was becoming imposible for her to bear.
Then one day, they had their usual fight & she was really angery, so told him," baat mat karna mujhse..tu!" and went away from there.

It was nothing new for them to fight like that & then patch up again. As they cant stay without talking to eachother.
So, this time also, she was expecting him to come to her and finish off this fight..as it was his fault this time.
But she was surprised, when she found him chatting with his friends. And that was not it. Next, that same girl came to him & he got busy with her..smiling & laughing!

She didnt liked that! She felt so hurt seeing him enjoying..forgeting her. It was unbearable for her...his ignorance. She felt choked. If it wasnt that classroom, she would have cried surely. She some how controlled her tears.
Rest of the day went like that. He didnt tried talking to her. And she was so much hurt that didnt had in her to say anything to him.

As the last bell rang, she just picked her bag and rushed outof the class without looking at him. She didnt even waited for meera & pinky..just went home directly.
As soon as she reached home, she rushed to her room & locked the door.

Tears..which she was controlling from last 3 hours, were flowing freely now. And she didnt bother to stop them.
It was all getting really too much for her to bear. Firstly, these strange feelings for him were making her confuse. Then her increasing expectations from him and then this unknow pain which she felt, whenever she saw him with someone else & then today.. his ignorance!
It was all so difficult for her to handle.
She felt so helpless, what was happening to her. She had so many questions but there was noone who could answer her.
She cant say all this to anyone. What will they think about her? And she cant let him know anything about all this..what if he didnt liked it & stoped talking to her?
She didnt wanted to loose his friendship. She wont be able to bear if he broke their friendship!
So, what she was supposed to do?