TeRi KaRa IbAdAt - ZaShI

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Rishi - Ve jaan waleya enj chadh k na javeen

( Hey, departing lover, don't leave me like this )

Don't leave ...don't leave me here being a target of so many situations ...it is nothing like that...that i don't wanna except you...don't care for you...you are my life ...i just can't survive without you... I dint knew who you were when i loved you endlessly but if i am wrong today because i love you than i don't want to be right for the rest of my life . You were the person who made me live again , after those merciless 8 years without my wife...you bring out the dead heart to beat for you .
I'm here. I love you. I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long due to the critical situations we are facing , but I will stay with you...always...There's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. Just don't leave me...please don't ...i need you...when you are here...a feeling just passes through me that i am not alone . Someone is there . We together can fight the situations ...can deal with them but separation will result in an ultimate end which will neither let you live nor me .

Zara - Keetay vaadey saray o tod nibhaveen

( Fulfill all the promises that you made )

Your immense love made some promises to me ...that if i will hide...you will seek me...if i will be lost...you will search me ...if someone tries to take me away from you...you will fight for me . But where is that love gone ? Where are those promises vanished ? Why you aren't with me...why when fingers are raised on me...you are not there to knock them down . Why are you listening standing silently ? Does my pain doesn't effect you anymore.?...you say you understand me ...and want me to understand you...but how much you understand me...and how much should i understand ?...and what should i understand ...how i can i see someone else with you ? That too as your wife , which place actually belongs to me . I know you loved her dearly ...and even recognized me as her only . I know with her presence your life can go without me , that you can be happy without me , that you can survive without me . But what about me...?...i am left with nothing ...not even an identity ...just have expectations from you that you will fulfill the promises you made . You promised you loved me as zara . And it's time to fulfill those promises ...please raise your voice...accept me as your beloved ...because i am breaking inside every minute with those accusations put on me every day /

Rishi - Gallan ishq di keetiyaan sang raatan kattiyaan
(Those nights full of love, that we spent together)

Please remember those nights which we spent talking about our future...think of the moments we spent together . The promises we made . The dreams we saw . How can those moments full of love be forgotten ...how can you just leave like this ?...You yourself said i wasn't at mistake...memorize it my zara . I am out of thoughts ...have been trapped in a situation where my each and every step is affecting lives ...i want to save all...but i am unable to...now at this point of time...who will understand me if you will not ? There is a love that only you can give...a smile that only your lips can show...a twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes...and my life that only you can complete . Just think about the bond we shared...leaving everything else...ask your heart if it wants to leave me...can it live without me ?...and i know the answer will be no . We complete each other .



Zara - O bhull na jaaveen , Mainu chhadd na javeen
( Do not forget them , Do not leave (abandon) me)

You were one of the people i never asked from god to give me but he gifted me because he knew that only you can fill the loneliness in my life . I promise to be there when you need me , i promise to hug you tight when you are lonely , i promise to wipe your tears when they fall and i promise to keep you , not just for the rest of my life but for rest of yours . I just want you not to forget the bond we shared . The oaths we take , promises we made , dreams we saw . Just don't want you to leave me , and that is what is happening . I feel as if i am the one in between...you no more want me...you want to be with your daughter and her mother . I don't matter ...that breaks me...your silence ...kills me . Please don't do this to me...I don't regret the rain or the nights ...I want to hold on the thought that you're mine ...but what makes it difficult is that is it just my wish or its actually reality . Don't increase the distances please .


Haye... Haye...Haye...


Rishi - Every time you cry a tear, my heart cries along. But you'll never know cause I wouldn't tell. Every time you're hurt, I'm hurt too. Cause that's what love is for and I love you.
Zara -I never intended to be the most important person in your life, that's just too much to ask. But I do hope that I'd cross your mind and you'd smile thinking that I touched your life in a special way. I want to be someone in your life .


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Posted: 13 years ago
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Mera yaar sajan tu, dildaar sajan tu, Mainu kol luka le gal seenay la le
(
You are my love, you are my soul mate , Hide(Keep) me near you, Embrace me )


You think I'm strong? Well, though I seem to be tough, I'm afraid of one thing. It's realizing that I've lost the person whom I gather strength from. So don't ever go. I'm not that strong that i can lose you and
live . You are my love , my life...even today when you make me cry ...hurt me ......i still feel for you ...those tears in my eyes every time i saw you with your ex wife symbolize my love for you . I want you to never let me go , i want to be near you . I've honestly tried to let you go to your ex wife , I've honestly tried to forget you for your happiness, I've honestly tried not to think of you but I honestly can't cause I honestly don't want to. I don't want to live without you . I want you to hug me tight and i wish that hug never have a break . I want to stole you from the rest of my world . I want to be in your arms forever . If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means,trust me I would lean my head on your shoulder, hold you close to me and answer with a smile - this it is . But today i don't even know that will i even have you to lean my head on your shoulders . And i am truly scared , begging your love every minute , every second .


Ghar aaja mahi fer na ja mahi , Tere tarley pawaan tenu kinj samjhawan
(
Come back home, my love, and then don't you leave again
I beg you, how can I make you understand?)

What you feel that i don't want to be with you ?...sweetheart when i say you are my life...i mean it...I too want you back...and trust me never want to let you go for anything in this world ...i too wish , beg to god to change the situations ...once again like the old times...when we used to talk so many little little and silly things which today are much more important to me that me that the whole world's serious things . I love you endlessly and that is what i know right now . But how should i explain you that even my daughter , my ex wife happiness does matters to me...i can't just stab at their hearts . My wife always thought about me even before dying with such a strong heart she got me married thinking about my happiness . How can i leave her in such a condition ? i need to be there with her but that doesn't in any way mean that my love is no more for you . I don't know how should i make you understand about the situations i am facing ? How can i accept in front of a daughter that we are married when she has just regained her consciousness minute before . How can i ?...Her health matters ...but that doesn't meant you don't...i am just trapped...circumstances trapped me...



break time...i will reserved more later...but this song does suits zashi ???...that's what i feel they are facing...

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i wanted to write on the song...it suits zashi a lot...


Edited by Surbhi123 - 13 years ago
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You guys can comment if you feel like...i will take some time in editing more...i heard the song last night...and i really felt it suits our zashi and then wished to describe their feelings on it...this is what i feel both are going through somewhere ...
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Posted: 13 years ago
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awww... that's such an awesome thread ❤️ ... I will get back when you are done...

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