MG FF- PARINEETA THREAD #6 - Page 50

Originally posted by: muskanp

waiting

Originally posted by: muskanp

oh no

Originally posted by: muskanp

oh no

Originally posted by: shrutheAjay

i know... 😭

but i guess its just for few minutes... she told she willcome and update

And that's when jasmeet noticed Maan standing by the door..with a smile teasing her lips, his hands crossed over his chest. She was just tooo happy to see that from him… jasmeet's happiness knew no bounds. She welcomed them..with a small arti..afterall her 'damaad' had come to her home for the first time, though she didn't make it obvious knowing their situation. She faked it saying they came home after a long time that's why! Geet was way too touched to say anything to him..as least now. She chated with her mom while he made his presence felt in his office after a gap of 5 whole days. Jasmeet insisted on having dinner..but Geet's phone rang which namra's cry..they wanted their angel home. Jasmeet finally packed them dinner and sent them off… happy to finally see a ray of hope in their relationship!

He felt glad that she was feeling better…back to her bubbly self. Before leaving, jasmeet lovingly fed him sweets…she had taken care of Maan more than like a mother..sending her own daughter away from herself… just because Maan could flourish independently…the love for him was more than he or Geet could have ever understood. Geet was feeling much much better..and more than anything..she was happy that he cared. As they stopped in front of KM, she excitedly came out of the car and hugged him tight!!!

"thank you thank you thank you sooo much……"

He felt her soft body crush into his…she was so…..warm!!!! a small smile played on his lips, seeing her back to her own self… before he could even respond, she had already run inside, carrying all the packets jasmeet had sent. He walked in slowly behind her… lost in his world… he really liked her laughter… he didn't know why but it had a soothing effect on him. He saw her playing with the kids…and asking them to sit for dinner. She looked at him from afar..smiled and gestured him to join her. he shook his head and went upstairs to his room.

He freshened up and came out of the washroom…his eyes fell on anisha's portrait beside his bed. He walked closer to her and caressed her face, "I feel so much at peace anisha…. I don't know why…. I miss you..but still I feel the peace…" his mind went back to a certain night…

"Geet…Geet..geet..maan wo aapko chod kar jaa chuki hain….. please try to understand.. she will never come back…"

[Geet…Geet…Geet…Maan she has already left you… please try to understand..she will never come back..]

It was 3 years to their marriage and he hadn't stopped looking for her. Geet was in Singapore that time and he didn't have any inklink to reach her. he had been trying and trying and trying…but he was quite surprised to see anisha having so much aversion towards Geet!

"no anisha…. She promised me she'd never ever leave me..there must be some reason she left….i need to find that out."

He had seen tears in anisha's eyes…uncontrollable sobs..as she had cupped his face, "please Maan… aap hume chod kar nahi jaa sakte…. Geet waapis nahi aayengi…. And hum..hum aapko kabhi chod ke nahi jayenge…. Aap please aise humse door mat jaiye.."

[please Maan… you can't leave us and go like this… Geet won't come back… and we..we..we won't leave you alone ever… please don't go away from us like this..]

He could never understand why she was so scared…of what??? She had been all fine after the marriage..but as days passed..her fears increased…and probably this is why he even slowly lost contacts with his friends. Her repeated breakdowns worried him more and more..what was she scared of? Where will he go away leaving her? he could never ever think of leaving her alone…

A knock disturbed him.he snapped out of his thoughts and looked at her portrait once again……shook his head and went ahead to open the door. It was nakul carrying his dinner on a tray. He looked at him quizzically.

"wo Maan sir..geet baby ne aapke liye khana bejha hain.."

[wo Maan. Sir..geet aby has sent food for you..]

"umm..table pe rakh do…"

[umm..keep it on the table..]

As nakul walked out, Geet sighed in relief. She had been hiding behind a pillar, watching him speak to nakul. Somewhere she was scared to go into his room…. And then his weird behavior.. as if he didn't like anyone going to his room… and she probably thought it wiser to stay away too.

He looked at his food..and then at anisha… yes he missed her..missed her so bad..but it didn't hurt as much as it hurt then..and he failed to understand why was it though!!! He slowly finished his dinner… it was just perfect..his mumma had cooked for him with her own hands….he had missed it sooo much!!!

Geet made dia and namra sleep..and got back to her room. It was tiring..all that fun, travelling… she seriously needed a very good sleep. She went to close the window of her room…and suddenly she was reminded of anisha's diary. It was random..but she just shut the window and ran to her cupboard. She had forgotten all about it amidst the wedding thing…. she hurried up through the pages…. She had laughed with some memories..cried too..but what she read now just tore her apart!!!

"Its hurts us when you talk to else and not to us…

And…

It hurts more when someone else talks about you more than we know!"

All the hurt..the pain..that she had somewhere suppressed came back to her all at once. For the first time she felt that pain hidden in those words…what anisha might have felt… she checked the date..it was around their engagement time… she had just completed her 4^th year…she clutched the diary close to her heart..probably understanding what those words meant!!! She fell on her knees and placed the diary close to her heart… even she had felt the same thing…then how could she not understand anisha!!! It would be an understatement if I say she felt it.. she had actually lived it..and reading it from anisha… was it because of her????

Tears rolled out of her eyes… and she curled herself in the bed.. it did hurt… was it her??? she didn't want to believe it… but then..why anisha wrote like that?? Why was she so hurt??? Her tears wet the pillow….and she didn't even realize when she had lost herself to her tiredness.

The next morning she woke up a bit early and opened her window..and the first thing she saw was him sitting on the swing..as usual! She kept looking at him for quite some time…lost in her own world. She saw him looking at her, smiling… she wanted to smile back and shout a good morning to him..but anisha's words flashed in her mind. The corners of her eyes burned…and she just shut the window and went back to sleep.

She woke up real late and realized Maan had already left for office and kids were also gone. So Maan helped them get ready. She sighed and went to have breakfast, though she didn't feel like eating much. Dadima saw her all time low… and probably realized it was because of the marriage thing. Yes, marriage was one thing..but those words had really drained her out. Dadima tried speaking to her , asking if she was okay..or if Maan told anything.. she never replied. She quietly went back and locked herself in the room the whole day.

Later in the evening, she heard someone knocking the door. She didn't respond. The kids had called her too. She helped them change and do their homework..but she looked disturbed and hurt;. That worried dadima. she went back to her room when she got free.

Dia went to dadima and sat beside her, "dadima..angel ko kya hua hain?'

[dadima what happened to angel?]

Namra: she is not speaking to us dadima..humse gussha hain?'

[she is not speaking to us dadima..is she mad at us?]

Even dadima didn't know what actually happened. It was a surprise to see Maan a bit early. He was done with most of his work for the day. So he decided to get back home early and spend some time with 'family'. he hugged the kids..but his eyes searched for her. may be she was in the kitchen..may be she was in her room… he freshened up and get back to the hall, but his eyes could never find her. he sat with the gloomy kids and dadima, wondering what happened and where gete was. After a long silence he finally asked, "dadima..geet kahan hain? Aaj itna sannata kyun hain?"

[dadima.. where is Geet? Why so much silence today?]

Namra sobbed and hugged him, "papa..angel humse gussa hain…"

[papa..angel is angry on us..]

"why..did you two do something?"

"no papa… wo..wo..angel didn't even speak to us when we got back from school..she didn't play with us too…"

"aisa kyun? She was all fine yesterday! Dadima..kya baat hain?"

[why so? She was all fine yesterday! Dadima.. whats the matter?]

"even we don't know beta..she has locked herself in her room…we tried to speak to her..but she said she was tired…"

Hearing this coming from dadima, little dia started crying, "papa..sob..angel gusha… me..me..not bad papa…"

He kissed her cheeks, "shh..stop crying.. I will speak to her and get her back okay!! Now be a good girl and wait here.."

He made the kids sit on the couch and walked towards her room. He wondered what was wrong with her..why she was sooo upset..dadima's words had worried him also. He stood in front of her room and knocked, "Geet…you there?"

He got no reply…so he knocked harder, "Geet..open the door…"

She was sitting by the window..when a loud knock distracted her, followed by his voice. She had no idea what to do now.. she really didn't want to speak to anyone…and facing him.was something…she feared as of now. His knocks became louder, "Geet..please open the door…. "

He was stern..and she just couldn't bear that loud noise. She slowly went ahead with trembling legs and unbolted the door. He pushed open the door only to see her standing in front of his… all messed up..she hadn't even combed her hair…and for some reasons she didn't even look up at him. He stepped in..and she involuntary took a step back. He got worried seeing her like that. He slowly walked inside and she kept on moving backwards when he suddenly held her hand and pulled her closer to him. He held her chin and lifted her face up to meet his gaze, only to see swollen red eyes and a gloomy face.

Here i sit, thinking about you

not able to figure out whats wrong

trying to understand

you have been through for me

its nothing in front of my love for you

because, i am ready to leave all that

in the hope,to get your trust

my heart only aches for you

to see you there for me

don't know why

but these days, you amaze me

your smile,is like shining sun

your mind, don't know what more you have hidden

your voice,like temple bell music

your eyes, see through me

you are here really for me

are you ready to try

to see you happy

and ready to be back

make me so happy

that i have tears of joy

your ability to cheer me up

and make me ready to face again the life

when you know,i already put myself way behind

after seeing all this

my feelings for you go beyond words

at first

being you in my life

didn't seem real

but than,you again taught me a lesson daily

now,i m able to understand

the reason of my stare

THE BLUEST SKY

THE DEEPEST SEA

its not fair

if i do compare

just like them

you are so so very special in every single way

(by 9n9i9s9h9u9 😳 )

"what happned??"

She shook her face and got away from him, 'kuch nahi.."

"then why are you upset?"

"its nothing as such Maan… i..i really don't want to speak about this."

He kept on looking at her for a while..the same forlorn look that he had seen on the face during the wedding night. He didn't know what was bothering him..but unknowingly his every gesture bothered him. He guessed probably she was too upset about something and she doesn't want to share. So he decided to play the same trick on her that she used to play whenever he was upset!

She was surprised to see him walk comfortable to the couch beside her bed and fall back on it..as if he had no care in this world!!!! He just wanted to distract her..and focus her attention on something stupid…he put both his hands behind his head and rested is legs on the table!!!!

She looked at him wondering what was he upto. For a moment she felt khadoos had gone mad!!!

"umm… ", he spoke up, "you rejected my offer Geet…. I was hurt you know..!"

Her eyes widened in shock..what was he speaking about???

"what..aise kya ghoor rhai ho? no one had ever rejected Maan singh khurana okay.. and mind it..you are the first one!!"

She kept on gaping at him like he was some kind of an alien…he made no sense actually!!!

"aur waise bhi..if I think over again..you couldn't have done the job properly..tumhare bas ki bata nahi hain!!!"

[and anyways… if I think over again… you couldn't have done the job properly… its not your cup of tea..]

"excuse me…", finally madam managed to speak up…he had been rubbing the wrong side of her!!!

"mr Maan singh khurana… what do you think of yourself han? And I didn't want to do it…you know the reason already!!! And you better learn to accept rejection…"

His sly smile caught her attention.

Geet (st): kamal hain.here I am sad..inspead of consoling me..khadoos is bhaav khaying..abhi batati hun…

"well…stupid people reject such offers…" he tried to get back on her. her jaws dropped down…look at the audacity of this man!!! She angrily marched towards him and almost jumped on him, "so you mean I am stupid???"

He made an innocent face, "well..if you think so..then..yes!!"

"MAAN…..you are sooo dead…." She was about to strangle him when he held her hands and blurted out, "before you do something..let me remind you..you have to join your office tomorrow….are you ready??"

He had an evil smirk on his face..which actually struck her!! she was resuming her job the next day and she wasn't even prepared!!! She shot him a deathly glare…. This mad fellow was not letting her prepare for the next day…!!!

"you…you… Maan… how am I supposed to get my stuffs if you don't let me go?? And if I miss something tomorrow..be prepared!!!"

She warned him as he left her hands. She walked towards her cupboard, taking out her clothes..what to wear..her documents and all!!! He just sat there for a while watching her…he realized how much habituated he was to see her smiling and happy always….that even the tiniest of her gestures worries him so much!!!!

Namra slowly peeped into Geet's room…finally seeing the door open. Dia followed and di the same too…totally leaning on narma..seeing their angel totally busy in doing something and their papa talking on someone on his phone. Geet was busy checking all her documents when she heard someone fall..and the next moment she saw namra on the floor and dia over her.

"angel…" namra almost cried. She ran to them and helped them stand up.

"what are you two doing??"

"angel gusha..hum..humse…", dia's voice broke.

She pulled her in her lap and wiped her tears, "why will I be angry beta??"

"no speak to us..angel no speak…" she started crying.

Geet smiled at that..but she did realize that her being them./…not being with them actually did affect them. She managed to quieten them and asked, "did you two have dinner?"

They cutely shook their head for a no….she sighed and looked at her documents on the bed..and then at Maan. He gave her a 'what' look. She shook her head and took them down for dinner. Maan followed, feeling glad that she was better. But dinner saw a new thing..geet madam was getting sooo anxious about everything…she couldn't even have her dinner properly. She fed the kids, she served dadima and Maan..but she was far from eating. She had been getting calls from her office too. Maan really wondered what was wrong with her. she was sooo upset for the past few days…and now she was getting anxious for no reason. She couldn't even finish her dinner and went to bed. He knew she wouldn't be able to sleep now.

She woke up around 6 am… anyways she hadn't been able to sleep the entire night. She took a quick bath and went to the kids to get them ready. By the time Maan reached the breakfast table, the kids were all set to go to school!

"how come you people got ready so early?"

Dia was in half sleep, "yawwnn..papa..angel..angel ne kiya…"

He rolled his eyes..she has actually gone mad. Dadima joined them a few seconds later!

"good morning beta./…Geet kahan hain?'

[good morning beta..where is Geet?]

"dadima… am here…ouch…"

She was hurrying down the stairs, trying to put on her watch. His eyes followed that voice and actually stopped on her. she was in a knee length skirt… actually she was totally in formals.. with her coat and her bag,…her hair tied in a tight plait, falling over her shoulder. She looked sooo pretty in that… she joined them in the breakfast table but couldn't eat anything more than a toast.

"Geet..geet..geet.. relax…its not your first day at office right.. you have just got transferred..thats it!"

Dadima smiled at their growing comfort with each other..but kept it to herself.

Namra looked at Geet all set to leave for some place!

"angel..where are you going?"

She was checking and re checking all her stuffs again and again.

"umm..office beta..am joining today…"

"then then you you get busy like papa and no play with us…."

Both Maan and Geet stooped and looked at dia..who had popped the question… it was really a sad thing for kids..parents working..not giving enough time…Geet walked ahead and kissed her forehead, "no..we will still play together…"

"how.."

"umm umm..i will come back early…simple!!!"

That was enough to cheer them up..but they knew their life was going to change from now. Maan always made sure he dropped the kids at school everyday..in this way they wont feel lonely. He saw getting wearing her shoes, running to get the car keys. He shook his head and held her hand. She turned to meet his questioning gaze… but before she could say something, he just gave his verdict, "don't bother..i'll drop you today…"

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