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~Part 6~
She didn't realize that love unlocks doors and opens windows that weren't even there before.
Khushi Monologue:
You don't know anything about me, but still you are affecting me. This is not supposed to happen. This should not be happening. You don't know anything about me. I heard myself utter these words but he flinched in pain, as he heard those words.
It was then I realized that I have told him more than I should have.
But I know there was no use of escaping it anymore, because he was already a part of me. I was not sure when it happened, neither did I know when it started at the first place, may be when we met for the first time or may be when he held me in his embrace for the first time. I was not sure. But I was sure of one thing that I was falling for him and maybe he was also feeling something for me. He was leaving his imprints in my heart.
I parted myself and looked at him. He seemed to be in fight with himself. He brushed his hand through his hair and looked away. I couldn't watch the flow of emotions in his life.
How could I let him be a part of my ruined life? I had so many responsibilities and I couldn't share it with anyone. I sighed
It was true he is like a fire that was melting the coldness in me, oblivious to the fact that ice can catch the fire too. No matter how much relief it brought scratch of wounds are always there.
A wounded heart scratched with visible scars
Eyes filled with thousand cursed tears
Yet his presence, like one in a million of stars
Is sufficient to diminish all fears
I had two options at hand. First was to pretend it was a weak moment and just try to forget what had occurred between us and just become strangers again.
And the second one, well the second one was way difficult and that was to face the situation and accept what happened between us was not a weak moment, but something more than that, something that was binding our souls together. I know it was not an easy option but right things are never easy to do.
I lifted my head with the determination to tell him everything about my life. He deserves to know the truth. Before I could part my ways forever he deserves to know the reality.
He reached where no one had ever reached and now I am rendered helpless. I have to tell him my truth. I have to tell him about my past.
End of Monologue:
"I won't deny I felt something. Something I never thought was possible. Something I am unable to explain in the words." She told him.
"But," She turned around to face her back towards him. She gathered all the courage she had, to tell him the truth and she couldn't face him.
What if he hated me like the others. I don't want to see hatred in those eyes.
The sky got tired after pouring its pain and finally, the rain stopped but now she felt extremely cold, without him near her.
But isn't it what my life is supposed to be. She smiled sarcastically and continued.
"Stay away from me or my bad luck will consume all your happiness." A tear escaped her eyes. My own family discarded me.
"These few months changed everything for me. Everything was finished for me. Her voice trailed off. That day also it was raining like this, the day when, when Prashant died." She sobbed and continued.
"Yes, that was the day I smiled last time. After that there was nothing left. He was my childhood friend, my support, and my best friend. I remember sharing everything with him. There was not a single thing in my life that I have not shared with him.
My father died the day I was born and everyone considered me as a bad omen. But Prashant and his family loved me and never differentiated. It was my mother's last wish that I should marry him. It was never love but it didn't matter because he was my best friend.
My cousin brother Suraj couldn't stand my sight. But all this never mattered since Prashant and his family was there for me. They were the closest thing to what I call family. But one day and everything was ruined. Everything was finished." She paused and tightened her fists to gather courage to continue.
"It was our wedding day. I was waiting for him but he never made it. He couldn't come. I have nothing but pain and betrayal. My destiny betrayed me that day. Prashant's life betrayed him and he died in an accident.
My only support and my best friend died that day never to come back again."
More tears escaped from her eyes. She cried out her heart. This was the first time she cried so much taking her pain out.
"I am still unable to believe it. I feel like it is a nightmare that would vanish as soon as I would open my eyes but it never happened. It is reality and I am left alone with this bitter reality.
I couldn't cry that day. I didn't cry after that but. But the day you held me, you changed something within me and melted those tears."
She closed her eyes as she heard Arnav's ragged breathing. She didn't know what he was thinking about her but she decided to go on.
"Suraj threw me out of the house because according to the will, I could only get everything when I get married. They asked me to marry but I couldn't. Prashant had left his mom, my beeje and his sister, Payal alone. They were my family too. I couldn't leave them alone. I had to stand and face this world for them.
My own blood relations discarded me because it was a sin for them to take care of Prashant's family because they didn't want to be a part of my bad luck. But I did what I thought was right.
How many times I wished that time would go back and everything would be fine. That person's one mistake and his negligence and it cost me my whole happiness, my whole life.
It was I who paid the cost. And that man just sent a blank check for me to fill it. As if that was the payment for one life.
I hate him. I wish that he suffers each moment of his life. I wish he could know how precious a human life is. I wish he could know how much a life matters. I wish he could experience the pain he put us through.
I can't be part of anyone's life. Stay away from me. I would only hurt you. Just my presence in your life will snatch all your happiness and peace. Stay away from me."
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