Maan would leave next day in afternoon and thus whole family was having dinner with pin drop silence. Whole week Maan had been busy with paper work and with whole family eyeing him he did not get much time with Geet.
Tonight was completely for Geet. He has seen how Geet has kept strong face in front of others for him. If she shows her weakness to them, they will all pounce up on Maan.
He reached the door of their bedroom and with so much fear and pain opened it, knowing he will have to face her.As he opened the door, Geet who was in front of mirror, stopped doing whatever she was doing and froze in her place. He will leave tomorrow and she will have to breathe the air where he will be no where near her.
Maan slowly approached towards her
mai patter dil to nahi
jaisa kah rahe hai sabhi
aur na karuga tujh se kabhi bewafaai
jaanta hu ,hai na tujhe is baat par yaki
na ho tu
apni maasumiyat se parrayi
is liye seh luga mai haas kar ye zudaai
His whole body felt heavy. Geet just stood there; waiting for him to make his move, what will he do to soothe her pain.
nahi chaahiye
haan nahi chaahiye mujhe ye zudaai
mai tayaar hu ,ek tere liye
hone ko baki sab se paraayi
mai is duniya mai
bas teri hone ke liye hu aayi
sang le chal mujhe
kyoki nahi sah paayugi mai ye zudaai
Maan stood in front of her looking into her eyes. They kept looking into each other's eyes for long, Maan seeing the pain in her eyes while Geet was trying to find any kind of assurance he can give her.
Maan smoothly took off the hair brush in Geet's hand, which Geet didn't even realize
sun meri zindagi
tu aise baat na kar
kyoki nahi ho paauga , mai apne faisle se mukar
aur sun...
tu mujh se kabhi baat na karna
mere waqt se pahle aane ki aas na rakhna
mai waqt se pahle nahi aauga , isliye meri raha na takna
He started smoothingly run his hands thru her hair from on hand and his other hand on her one arm, rubbing it softly. Geet looked down, closed her eyes and kept her head on his chest and leaned her whole body on him, as if completely melting in him.
kya kafi nahi thi ,milo ki zudaai
jo tumne mujhe baat na karne ki sazaa bhi hai sunaai
ek tu apna saath dede mujhe
saath tere chal saku,apna haath dede mujhe
mai de rahi hu tujhe apne pyaar ki duhaai
kyoki darr hai mujhe
waqt karega hum se bewafai
Maan held her tight in his embrace, trying to assure her he was with her.Words and arguments have no place now. They could completely hear and read what one was trying to say or do just by look and by their touch.
He held her tight and kissed her head. Geet tightened her hold on him; they could feel each others fast heart beat. Maan bent down and very softly held her chin from his finger and made her face up to met his eyes, they were ful of tears which she was trying hard to stop from flowing.
Maan kissed her eyes; she closed them and the tears fell down on her cheeks.He kissed her both eyes and then down her cheeks to drink away her tears.his eyes then went on her lips that were shaking, dying to be taken by his. Maan softly placea soft peck on her lips and smoothly picked her up in his arms.
tu mere dur jaane se na darr
bas apne pyaar par yaki kar
ek tere liye hi to mai ,
har riti tiwaaz se raha hu mukar
mujhe darr duniya ka nahi
bas tere pass rah kar bhi rahu tujhse dur
is baat ka yaki , ab mujhe khud par nahi
bas tu ye meri aakhiri baat maan le
phir jeeuga har pal tere liye
yeh bhi tu jaan le
He lay her on the bed whicle Geet's eyes just kept looking into his eyes, she knew if she opens her lips for word all she will end up doing is crying un stoppable. He will be in pain seeing her in crying like that and he have to leave next day, she did not want to feel guilty for anything.
He himself laid down beside her and brought her on to of him.
"I have my hands down, do whatever you feel with your Maan. Take out your pain, love, anger whatever it is and in whatever way you want. You will want me to touch you, I will and if you will not want me to touch you, I won't."
"make sure in all ways that this Maan is and always will be yours and only yours. Make sure I am your and will always be your slave and this is the only very last decision I am taking for us. "
He was about to say more, when Geet unable to take more, pressed her lips on his. She placed soft peck all over her lips and then taking deep breathe bit his lower lip, Maan opned it for her and she rolled her tongue all around and inside his lips. She wanted every inch, every part of his for her today. She wanted to take him all inside her whole existence where each part has him and only him inside her.
ye sab jaanti hu mai
teri har baat manti hu mai
par phir bhi dil baar baar de rah hai duhaai
na jaa dur yu mujhse , yeh kah raha hai
waqt karega is baar hum se bewafaai
is liye phir se de rahi hu
mai tujhe mere pyaar ki duhaai
saath le chal mujhe
ek teri hu mai
baaki sab se hui hu paraayi
She went deep and deep inside his mouth. Maan's held bed sheet tight as his hands were itching to hold her tight. He will only touch her today if she wants him to, he wanted to promise her today, make her believe he was submitted to her.
Geet came out from his mouth and then slowly kissed every inch of his face, tikling whole existence of Maan and in the process her ful curves mercilessly made contact with his hard chesh over clothes, making Maan completely insane.
In his mind he was begging her to order him to touch her but Geet was all lost in absorbing him completely within her. Geet came down his neck, while kiising him everybit of his face.
"Open you buttons for me Maan" she said between her kisses, while her lips did not leave contact with his skin even for a second. Maan did as she said. she then removed his shirt and then started her innocent unknown torture on him. She was kissing him madly on everyinch of his bare body, she licked it. Maan was somehow controlling, he could burst out anyminute.
"Geet"
He said at last panting. Only this much he have to say, Geet who was in trance loving him like mad came to real world and knew how badly he must need her.
She lay down beside him "Maan love me; take me to that world today from where I cannot come back till you are back with me in real."
Maan was again completely taken aback by the love she ahs for him, he forgot about his condition and the started his slow, sweet and sensuous love making to her, touching every inch of her by his sensous fingers, tongue and his heart.
Whole night they were lost in their slow, passionate love making, registering everything deep within their heart. This was on which they will survive the days of separation.
Next morning, Maan was busy with his final packing and his documents and all and Geet was stuck to him, she was not moving away from him even for a second.
Whole family which were angry on him, wanted Geet to leave his side and let him face everything alone but Geet did not budge.
Her closeness was a soothing balm on him when whole world was against him and balm to his pain of facing a world without his world around him.
She was tagging along with him wherever he went, irritating the families to no end. For them this person needs no ones closeness but Geet ko kaun samjhaye. For her, each second with him were most precious thing in whole world.
If he went to washroom for few minutes, her hands and legs would start shaking with the feel of separation creeping within. Maan would then immediately come out, hug her tight to calm down her and his own nerve.
Seeing Geet's love for him, family memebers got more irritated at Maan. How could he even think of leaving a girl alone for his own carreer. Even his mother and Dadima felt angery on Maan. Geet was such a sweet heart and they could clearly see her madness for Maan
Now it was time for Maan to leave. None came to send him off but Geet was admant, she will go till airport.Maan tried to explain her, she must be with family but no.
In airport, when It was time for Maan to go for immigration , Geet hugged him tight and Maan hugged her tighter'
"It's matter for just 1.5 yrs jaan, Dekhna aise nikal jayenge." He said separating and wiping her tears
He lifted her chin up "I wanna take image of your smiling face and go, so give me a nice smile"
Geet smiled little and then little more for him "Be with family, have full fun with everyone and see how fast days will pass by and I will be by your side, always yours before you even realize that time has passed."
Geet just hugged him tight and he had to go. She was in airport till she could see last bit of him and they were waving till the end.
Next: 2yrs of seperation
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