SS: Stay beside me forever- Note and Part 4A on page 11

~~~ Stay beside me forever~~~

Prologue is here : https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/punar-vivah/3342185/os-stay-beside-me-forever-prologue

Grabbing my hands and...

Mamma...

When the word mamma heard by me, I turn around to look at my beautiful princesses...Payal and Palak running towards me and asking

Paypal: why mamma, why you like to stand by the window every morning...It's not that something going on out there? Phir bhi kyun...

I'm just giving my smile as the answer for their question and get them ready to school. Even I wonder why I like to stand there...Am I waiting for someone... My mind says no but my heart refused to believe it...Although my mind keeps telling me that he won't come back to me...I still have hope that men of my life will come back to me one day ...

After drop Payal and Palak at school, I planned to go to shopping mall to buy some dresses for my lil princesses. The moment I enter to shopping mall, my heart beat start to rising.Ek ajeeb se bechain hai...

I am afraid something bad going to happen to me. What I feared had happened. I am accidentally met the man who I loved most and who I hurt most, also the face of the man I want to see the most, My Yash Ji. He was there too.

The moment I saw him, my eyes full of tears waiting to rolling down. I had been waiting for many days to meet him, to see his face, to see his smile, to adore him, to tease him and for the most I have to say sorry to him. He looks so pale and thin. Look like he had neglects his health once again. I feel sorry and guilty for being the reason for it.

I really need to talk to him and asking about ansh too. I looking for words to say to him but he is not in the state just like me. I can see the disgusting look still appears in his eye. There is no love for me anymore in his eyes. In fact I think there is no love for anyone except my Ansh for him. I couldn't face him anymore. Before I could turn away he just left without say anything.

I keep turning around so that can see his face once again but he never turn around to look at me. I feel my heart is crying out loud from inside. I just wipe my tears and move away from there to look for dresses for my princesses.. To be continued...

Love,

anba rk😉

p/s: Hope you guys like it...

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Part 4A