EVIDENCES:
a. LOVE- when he met MAMTA. it was not love on first sight; but it was LOVE learned reflected, feeled and identified as he was spending time with her.
b. MADNESS- when all he can think about was MAMTA and no one else. when he was day dreaming of her as his wife.
c. HOPE- when he bought earings and flower for her. when he was thinking of a way to confess his TRUE FEELINGS to her.
d. INFINITE JOY- when he let go MAMTA and gave her up for AKSHAY. at that time, he was only thinking for her happiness. he thought KE JAHA MAMTA KUSH HAI, WAHA WO KUDH BHI KUSH HAI.
and now his life is connected with RHEA and ANAMIKA. RHEA is his current infinite joy. he cant lie to her. he cant betray and break that precious little thing pounding on her left chest.
in these four things of human nature, i think INFINITE JOY for sid sounded the saddest. like a sad fish with fins all over. like a cold moth that lift a cold leg. like a cigarette smoke curling into the night.
after watching todays episode, i really pitied SID. he's suffering so much. patani nahi KABH KUSHI ayegi uski life mein.
well sorry for this quite emotional and boring post. i just wathced PHANTON OF THE OPERA so im in a mood fro rHONA-DHONA type of post. again sorry!
cheer's everyone.