Aarya SS:Supressed Emotions Part 5 Page 17 - Page 11

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Aarti was surprised further when entire Schindhiya family asked about her health but nobody mentioned anything about the baby.

Aarti had to go throught so much lately that she could not think straight

"Yashji knows about the baby but has not told anyone about it? kya vo nahi chahte ki is bacche ke bare mein kisi ko pata chale??" She got more worried.."kahin vo is bachche ko is duniya mein hi na lana chahte ho to??..aakhir vo isse paap samajhte hain..nahin..NAHIN..main aisa nahi hone dungi..mere bachche ko mein kuch nahi hone dungi!!"

("Yashji knows about the baby but has not told anyone about it? does he want no one to find about our baby?" She got more worried.."what if he does not want this child to come in this world?..afterall he considers it a sin..no..NO..I will not let this happen..I will not let anything happen to my child!!")

Tears started flowing unknowingly from her eyes worrying everyone..

Papa Schindhiya "kya hua Aarti bahu..tum theek to ho?..tum ro kyun rahi ho??"

("what happened Aarti bahu..are you fine?..why are you crying?")

Aarti was too lost in her thoughts to reply. Yash got extremely worried seeing her tears and immediately went towards her and sat next to her .

He caressed her face bringing her back to reality and asked anxiously

"Aartiji apko pain ho raha hai kya? Ap theek to hai?"

("Aartiji are you having pain? Are you allright?" )

Seeing so much concern in Yash's eyes confused Aarti . Aarti nodded saying that she was fine which calmed Yash a little bit. But he was still anxious and took her hand in his own to check her pulse and checked her head for any signs of fever. Seeing his worried face Aarti put her hand on his and caressed it slightly and looked into Yash's eyes reassuringly , calming him. They both got lost in each-other's eyes.

Everyone around was surpris ed with Yash's changed attitude towards Aarti. Papa Schindhiya like everyone else was happy seeing Yash's concern and care and signalled everyone silently .Everyone left Yash-Aarti alone.

Yash-Aarti were so lost in each-other's eyes that they did not even realize when everyone left. When reality stuck Aarti, she broke the eye-lock and fidgeted a little. Yash got back to his senses too and got up at once and awkwardly looked here and there. Aarti could not really understand what was happening or what Yash wanted. She looked at Yash and thought of asking him clearly about the baby:

"Yashji vo..vo humara baccha..mera matlab hai apko pata hai na ki..ki mein pregnant hoon.."

("Yashji..ermm..our child..I mean..u know that I am..I am pregnant?")

Yash could understand her hesitancy so he said

"han Aartiji..mujhe doctor ne bataya..aur mujhe lagta hai ki hume iss bare mein baat karna zaroori hai..mein nahi chahta ki aap ye pregnancy continue kare kyunk..."

("yes Aartiji..the doctor told me..and I think it is very important for us to talk about it..I don't want you to continue with this pregnancy bec'")

Before Yash could complete,Aarti said

"BAS!!"

Yash stopped looking at Aarti's shattered face..World slipped under Aarti's feet listening to Yash's declaration of not wanting her to continue the pregnancy..She had hoped against hope that Yash would accept their child and after his recent behaviour after knowing about the baby..how he was calm and not angry..she thought maybe ..maybe he was fine with the news..But NO,he was not..he did not want their child..she was broken but gathered courage for her baby,got up, went towards Yash and joined her hands and said

"Yashji mein jaanti hoon ap mujhse nafrat karte hain aur mein ye bhi jaanti hoon ki humare beech jo bhi hua use ap ek galti,..ek paap mante hain..isiliye shayad ap is bachche ko bhi paap maante hain aur nahi chahte ki ye is duniya mein aaye..but please Yashji please..aap iss bachche ko kuch bhi karne ko mat kahiye..mein aapse haath jodkar prarthna karti hoon..please..Yeh bachcha aapke liye paap hoga par mere liye mera pyaar hai..Bohat pyaar karti hoon main isse..bohat pyaar.."

("Yashji I know that you hate me and that whatever happened between us is a mistake,.a sin for you..maybe that is why you consider this child a sin also and do not want it to come to this world.. but please Yashji please..do not ask me to do anything to my baby..I beg you..please..this child maybe a sin to you but for me this is my love..I love this child a lot..a lot..")

She could not control anymore and tears started coming uncontrollably. She somehow continued in a teary broken voice..

"mein vada karti hoon aapse ki mein apko koi takleef nahi dungi..apke saamne bhi nahi aungi..mera bachcha bhi apko koi takleef nahi dega I promise.. aap kahenge to vo bhi nahi ayega aapke saamne par please usse aane dijiye iss duniya mein.. Mein sach kahoon to mein aapki zindagi se door chali jaati iss masoom ke saath par kya karoon mein majboor hoon yahan rehne ke liye..Iss bachche ke liye mein Ansh,Payal aur Palak ke saath nainsaafi to nahi kar saktina..aakhir vo bhi mere bachche hain 'Unhe bhi apni ma ki zaroorat hai aur vo bhi mujhe itne hi pyaare hain jitna ki ye*putting her hand on her stomach*..please Yashji please..aap jo bolenge mein karne ko tayyar hoon..jaise aap kahenge mein vaise rehlungi but please mere bachche ko mujhse door karne ki baat mat kijiye"

("I promise you that I will not bother you at all,..I wont even show you my face..my baby will also not bother you..infact if you want even my child will not show you its face..but please let me bring him into this world..I am telling you truthfully, I would have gone out of your life and house also but I have my own compulsion ..I cannot do injustice to Ansh,Palak and Payal for this child..afterall they are my children too and they need me..I love them as much as I love this unborn baby.. please Yashji please..I will do whatever you say,..I will live as you please but do not ask me to get rid of my baby!!!")

Aarti broke into sobs and fell onto Yash's feet holding his legs requesting him,..pleading him'begging him!!!

Yash could not utter anything while Aarti said all this'He had never felt this low in his life..He was ashamed of himself like never before..Even realizing his mistakes over past few days had not made him feel so low-yes he was disgusted at himself..yes he was extremely sorry for his mistakes,yes he was ashamed of his acts..BUT listening to Aarti now-knowing that she thought he considered their baby a sin,knowing she thought he wanted to get rid of their baby because he considered that night a mistake SHATTERED him' His actions resulted in such repercussions that he did not know how to gather courage again to try and apologize, to try and make things right ..to try and make Aartiji trust him,..to try and set his world right!!

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A BIG thank you to all of you for your encouraging comments. You have made me feel really great!!!.. I really appreciate every comment and like a LOT!!..I am sorry that I am not responding to every comment separately but I will when I get more time😊 Please keep liking and commenting as it means a lot to me. Thank you Thank you Thank you🤗

Here is part 5 and I hope you like it as well! Thanks for reading😃

Believe me or not but I have always imagined a scene like this😲 and I just couldn't put it so greatly like you did👏...I still expect a scene like this in the serial!😉

it is really nice. do update fast.thanks for the pm and english translation

Lovely part dear. Yash atlast realised his mistake of accusing her .👏

thank you pm dear

awww feel so bad for the both of them continue soon

Beautiful update Bulbul. I just love your dialogues -they are always so powerful and soul stirring.

Do continue and thanks for the pm.