Help me cope up - Page 2

Originally posted by: gargigx

Thanks everyone. I am not a good writer and i am an introvert so dont know if i have explained myself. In past four years 4 events happened to me which included a death, a betrayal. I was highly depressed then also. this one was last in this chain and the response from me was exaggerated. i couldnt even believe myself that i can feel this way about a fictional thing. I have a beautiful family and real friends. they all helped me. whenever they helped me and they were sad about me i felt more sorry and sad for putting them through this for such thing. I cant put in words how much i have tried but it doesn't go away. I have been trying for last 3 months and sometimes it still feels the same. i could not justify this in my brain so i couldn't even live this pain. I am just feared that what if it never goes away, what if i waste really too much time in between.

I just dont want to live this way and trying to get rid of this sadness.that's why i thought i should express myself. i don't know if i made any sense but it felt good that you botherd to reply me. Thanks again thank you very much.