"10 things to know about me 1. I hate people, even myself. 2. I only tolerate my friends and I can count those on one hand. 3. So what if I drink? I like my comfortably numb state and it keeps me from killing you. 4. Money can't buy happiness, but it's better than being poor and miserable. 5. We're all victims. 6. I like to choose my own poison. 7. I'm through reinventing myself. I'm on the third incarnation now and it sucks as much as the other two. 8. I have all the friends money can buy. 9. I only trust one man who doesn't return the gesture. 10. I can steal anything, anywhere, any time. Sober or drunk, I'm the best at what I do. "
? Sherrilyn Kenyon, Born of Fire
So our own beautiful dark hero has his own demons, nightmares and torments too as guessed earlier check this out. i told you remeber? https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/madhubala-ek-ishq-ek-junoon/3156920/rk-isnt-hate-merely-the-result-of-wounded-love
I guess deep down we all knew it, that RK is suffering from his own painful past. which has still effect on him like poison, it is like cancer for him, from which he never gets rid of. The first consequence of love is pain whether it is the fascinating jovial pain of love or the excruciating pain of a torn and tormented heart.this pain is going to be the thing which will lead him to Madhu's heart..
For the world is Hell, and men are on the one hand the tormented souls and on the other the devils in it.
He is devil because of that pain, that suffering, he is still that twelve year old boy, whose father died at the age of boy's life when he needed him the most..
People use drugs, legal and illegal, because their lives are intolerably painful or dull. They hate their work and find no rest in their leisure. They are estranged from their families and their neighbors. It should tell us something among us it is lonely, shameful, and addictive. We need drugs, apparently, because we have lost each other...-WEndell berry..He drowns him self in oblivion or in alcohol to run away from his own demons.. RK was one time Viju, and still he is caged in that age. He is still seeking for one angel to set him free.I think that hate is a feeling that can only exist where there is no understanding..If Madhu has ability to understand him she will get her way to his heart..
"O God, I could be bound in a nutshell, and count myself a king of infinite space ' were it not that I have bad dreams." William Shakespere Hamlet
Remember Hamlet?? yes and this quote some what applies to RK, He was not villain from the start but he was lonely and hurt by his own relatives, blood and flush..And Ophelia was his lover, she loved him ttoo much but Hamlet's revenge and hatred destroyed him made ophelia mad and crazy. Madhu will have to be prepared to get destroyed in this hurricane called RK..
"More grief to hide than hate to utter love. Polonius, --Hamlet."
Some scars never fades, deep down they become more painful by time..Not the kind of unconsciousness that torments the dead, but the kind that kills the living.and RK is dead inside in matter of love isnt he? but some how that lonesome lost boy is seen, just like today when he touched the chair with so much pain in eyes and love in his soul,, just for few seconds, but he was there.This love was a torment, and he resented bitterly the subjugation in which it held him; he is a prisoner and he is longing for freedom.
Sometimes he awoke in the morning and felt nothing; his soul leaped, for he thought he was free; he loved no longer; but in a little while, as he grew wide awake, the pain settled in his heart, and he knew that he was not cured yet." W. somerset Maugham
when you torment a person...the soul dies. When the soul dies,mercy dies, too..he is tormented beyond limit and he is suffering from that wounds..
It is an error to divide people into the living and the dead: there are people who are dead-alive, and people who are alive-alive. The dead-alive also write, walk, speak, act. But they make no mistakes; only machines make no mistakes, and they produce only dead things. The alive-alive are constantly in error, in search, in questions, in torment..so still he is alive for being saved, for being loved by Madhu..
"there is beauty in darkness in everything. Sorrow in joy, life and death, thorns on the rose. I knew then that I could not escape pain and torment any more than I could give up joy and beauty"..every beautiful things in life are easily broken, but point is are ready enough to accept it? accept it and protect it? The best relationships in our lives are the best not because they have been the happiest ones, they are that way because they have stayed strong through the most tormentful of storms..and this relations is storm itself guess you can see and will see in the future..and guess what leads both of them togather.all love has the desire for eternity and that therein lies its eternal torment.
sooner or later in the life of everyone comes a moment of trial. We all of us have our particular devil who rides us and torments us, and we must give battle in the end
After all, what is happiness? Love, they tell me. But love doesn't bring and never has brought happiness. On the contrary, it's a constant state of anxiety, a battlefield; it's sleepless nights, asking ourselves all the time if we're doing the right thing. Real love is composed of ecstasy and agony. - Paulo Coelho...
How many lives do you need to live before you fine someone worth dying for.
In what language does rain fall over tormented cities..?
Why in this life we have scars on heart?
Why every beautiful and unforgattable story has tragedy?
Why the best form of art is created when pain reaches its maximum level?
All the question has same answer..
"The world is not respectable; it is mortal, tormented, confused, deluded forever; but it is shot through with beauty, with love, with glints of courage and laughter; and in these, the spirit blooms timidly, and struggles to the light amid the thorns."
? George Santal