im really vry upset 2nyt...
evrything has nw reached 2 a point where i cnt take it nemor ...
i cnt beleiv dat sum ppl actually hate me 2 dis extent!!
its vry sad but i hav recieved so many hate mails dat im actually scared 2 evn open my inbox nw...
1stly...let me clear 1 thing...
in my pervious post...watevr i rote actually happened!
it wasnt dat i cem up 2 d forum...saw d edited sr pix n made up a story...
it was a mere coincidence dat dat day itself di called me up n told me all dis...
n in my eagerness i posted evrything within a few hrs!
all my posts till date hav nthn, absolutely nthn, wich has hypothetically been created by me...
i hav sed dis 100 tyms...n i repeat...i hav always written wat i hav heard n nt 1 word mor...
y wud i make up stories???
i kno u guys appreciate it wen i share sumthing...but i wud nvr evr create rumors 2 gain dat appreciation!! i mean...im supposed 2 hide my identity 4rm social netwrking sites bcoz of my skul rules, den y wud i start doing stuff 4 publicity!...n u guys dnt evn kno me!!! wat wud i get if i share nyc stuff in dis forum n inform u all...
infact wat am i getting???
i dnt hav a twitter account...i dnt own a fb account...u all cnt evn reach me 2 convey ur msgs...outside dis forum im nt gaining frnds as well...
y wud i sink 2 such a level dat i start creating rumors!??!
most of d ppl hav sed dat i do all dis 4 appreciation n being famous!!
wat fame???! most of u dnt evn kno my real nem!!!!!
incase sum of u hav 4gotten...
my 1st offscreen info was regarding smilie visiting d sets way bak last yr!!! so i shared it wid u guys...after dat i nvr got such info again...but got 2 kno oder stuff n shared it neways...
i remember dat after dat 1st post i was bashed badly...n yes it dint hav nething really nyc or pleasing...yet i did share it in d forum...at dat tym i wasnt hungry 4 praises but a rumor mill...n nw wen i hav unintentionally got info in favour of d forum i hav bcum an attention seeking prat...
i hav evn revealed my source...wich ne1 els wudnt hav...
it makes me feel vry sad dat after all d efforts taken, n all d tym given, being in class 12th
...im being targeted in dis manner...
usually im vry much a person hu cn take up criticism in a positv manner...but dis is jus 2 much!
i hav always tried 2 b polite...as far as i remember i hav nvr been rude 2 ne1...
evn if sumtyms i dint agree wid a person's point of view...i presented myself in a constructiv manner trying d most nt 2 harm oders or hurt ne1...
yet im shocked 2 c such kind of hatred 4 me in ppl! d words dey hav written in d msgs r filled wid poison n make me feel dat im sum1 hu is despised!!!
my frnds hu hav twitter accounts evn tell me dat ppl on twitter hav doubts regarding me n my posts! dey say stuff abt me! i nvr asked ppl 2 beleiv me...yet it bothers me wen dey dnt trust me...
i was always given d tag of being a 'devi maiyya' by my frnds...coz evn wen ppl had bad things 2 say abt me...i always tuk it optimistically! my frnds kept asking me 2 leav d forum ages bak after reading d pms...but i dint...
n nw also i wnt...bcoz despite having ppl hu hate me so much...i hav made frnds here...n i wnt hurt dem by disappearing!!
but yes...u cn consider my previous post 2 b d last of its kind...
i hav always ignored such ppl...but ryt nw wats happening is really making me sick!!!
im sry 4 hurting ne1...specially dose hu hav always supported me n appreciated my efforts...
plz dnt take me rong!! dis isnt my arrogance!!
n no...dis isnt cowardliness eider...but sumwher things hav gone 2 far...
i feel insulted!
dnt worry...i'll keep in touch wid frnds...
n im nt leaving...i will always b around...
tc!
Naina