Pregnancy is an extremely emotional state.. the hormones play havoc with your mind.. Well most of us have suffered from PMS.. So we know how irritable we are in that period..The pregnancy hormones are prone to cause depression.. And when a pregnant woman is dealt with a very strong emotional blow they tend to act out..
Feelings of low self esteem.. inadequacy.. being unattractive are very common.. now coming to a person like Anjali, who already is physically disabled.. who has deep rooted insecurities... these feelings get exponential...
Coming to suicidal decisions.. ppl who commit suicide are not necessarily suicidal.. It is ALWAYS a spur of a moment's decision.. Like Khushi, when she thought of committing suicide she kept on finding reasons.. But today Anji jus barged into the clinic with her decision to abort.. With no thoughts and plans of what next.. A suicidal person may or may not send a cry for help.. But sometimes they do..
Anjali wants to be saved.. Because in her subconscious she knows what Khushi and the doc are saying is the truth.. She has to live for the baby.. she has to prioritize...
Understand here.. Anjali is a dominating.. obsessive, possessive and an extremely stubborn lady..
Shyam was/is her obsession..when she gets an idea, she is stubborn about it..
When she brought Khushi to RM to teach La.. What shyam said was for selfish reason but true..
Why do u want to bring a girl who Arnav hates and cannot stand the sight of to your home.. And she thinks mentally.. I am sorry I know that this is the first tim eI am not listening to you but.. I know what I am doing is right..
Obsession can be pretty extreme.. Obsession can be till the point of destruction in reality..
I can relate to her.. Cos when I think something is right for me.. NOBODy can sway me from that..
Khuhsi is trying to make anjali face the harsh realities.. But she is running away from them.. She is not ready to do that.. Khushi feels responsible... And u know what .. Khushi can bring Anji out of it cos she is the only person who will stay put and put her point fwd.. everybody else will cave in.. and try to resurrect Anjali's illusion..
hope this makes sense..
kopal kiya iss condition tak sirf obssesion n possesiveness ka hona zarori hai ya aur bhi factors kaam kartey hain means if a pragnent woman hear any shocked nes or bad news...
pregnancy can aggravate.. but preg per se is not responsible.. Its just that it is an extremely emotional sate.. heightens every emotion.. especially the need to belong..
Thank you Koppal my love ... this was an alternate POV that i had ... most people who try to commit suicde .. who dont necessary want to DIE ..will actually leave behind many paths leading to them .. Pregnancy just highlights everything u FEEL .. hence she reacted ... she Went to a HER OWN DOC ... ( knowing the DOC will refuse .. or the DOC will call her FAMILY ) ... the auto guy ...
These were all pointers of a woman at the edge of the precipice ... Just waiting for someone to Pull her to safety ...
I totally agree with you.. In fact after re watching the episode had written it down a few pgs back..
Anji knows her brother will always be there for her.. and so will her family..