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But he dint care to move. He was still sitting there thinking about his life. He was in a mess; his life was in a mess. He had finally thought of proposing Sharon after many requests for rey but he was not sure. He remembered today's events, how shocked he was when Sharon herself walked upto to him to talk about something and they came here to this beautiful place( d place decorated for viha).The place amazed him but not more than Sharon herself. She wanted to talk and god knows why she was nervous. He smiled at her innocent face, she looked cute when she was nervous; he thought.
He started thinking of reasons of why had she called him here. Maybe...Maybe to say d same thng that u wanted to; said his heart. A wide grin appeared on his face as d very thought crossed his mind. But he straightened himself and put up a confused look when he saw her looking intently at him.
What she said next was never expected. It wasn't that he not used to her harsh behavior infact he was habituated and he had face much more rude behavior from her. But this time he was a bit shaken up. Yes, afterol he was a human being. How much can a person endure??he loved her for God sake!!!..and he knew she too felt the same thing but her ego would never let her confess. He din't usually let his feeling be seen on his face but he couldn't control it. He was hurt and involuntarily his expressions said the same. But when he noticed her looking at him,he quickly plastered a fake smile on his face. He din't want her to see it. He din't want her to blame herself for his condition afterol his liitle heart still thought about her first even though he himself was broken into pieces .
He sat down on the bench quietly. He din't react or say anything at first,he was numb. He looked aimlessly at the sky, the clear blue sky had a tinge of darkness in it today giving a feeling of darkness and loneliness around him. He tried to analyze the whole situation but cud not understand a thing. His life had turned out to be a mere joke; he felt.
"Akhir kyu..kyu Sharon kyu??..itne sab cheezo ke baad bhi tumhe ab bhi yhi lagta dat hamare beech kch nhi..koi feeling ,koi connection nhi hai..kuch nhi hai!!! . I thought ki tum change ho rhe ho, shayed tum bhi mere liye feel krne lagi ho,mujhe accept krne lagi ho but I was wrong,tumne phir mujhe galat proof kr diya,Sharon..tum apna ego kabhi nhi chod sakti ho. Maine socha tha ki sab thik ho jayega hm..*sniff* hm sath ho jayenge but mujhe kya pata tha ki tumhe koi farak hi nhi padta dat the book is shut!!*he stands up now*. Kyu Sharon..koi farak nhi padta tumhe??..*his eyes were now filled with unshed tears*kya tumhe dikhaye nhi deta h mera pyaar??..kya tumhe dikhta nhi dat I am hurt??..ya phir tumhe isse bhi farak nhi padta ???!!!! and he completely broke down.
I don't blame you Sharon..shayd hamari kismet ko ye manzoor nhi tha. Kisne kaha tha ki hum apni kismet khud likhte hai huhhh..kismat hamare hisab se kabhi nhi chalti. Hum kya chahte h does not evn matter hota vhe h jo kismet chahti h. We never have any choices. Destiny chahti thi ki hm mile aur and destiny chahti h ki hm sath na rhe *sigh*.* he tries to control himself *I guess u were right Sharon hm kabhi sath nhi ho skte. We were not meant to be together. U were always too good for me Sharon.
He pulls swayam near the stage and the dance begind. Throughout the performance he just kept looking at sharon..observing her beauty and falling more and more for her. The dance ends and his chains of thoughts forms again.. Sharon, main tumse bhut pyaar krta hun..aor isliye, main tumhare life se ja raha hoon. mujhe nhi pata i mai tumhare bina kaisa jee paunga par mujhe khushi hogi tumhe khush dekhkr. tum nahi na chahti ki hum sath rahe, toh theek hai, hum dur honge, main dur jaunga..kyoki YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND...!!!..he turns around and leaves..
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