'I really don't know how they are going to go about it''Realisation and self acceptance will come very soon.. she may even talk to Amar's photo about it' and maybe Amar's spirit will come as in Tum Bin or Amar might come in dream to tell her /convince her to start a new life with Mohan.. don't know'. But even if she is convinced and assured by Amar that she will not be cheating him if she starts a new life with mohan,she will be very reluctant to confess , considering the following reasons.
1.How the family will take it'One of the most imp reaons for her to hold back would be that papaji might be very upset about it'remember she had promised him that she will never love anyone else except Amar and that she will never think of a new life'.his consent and blessings matter to her a lot.. 'but there have been instances where she has stood her stand like'. making papji understand her reasons for continuing in PL' She would not really bother much about MIL and Renu' MIL was always against Megha taking up a job, but that did not deter megha from doing so'. As for Renu.. I don't think she will give much importance to her raving and ranting' she will consider her just a fly on the wall.. And the kids don't mind' she knows that..nanhi herself had advertised for her remarriage.. And their bonding with Mohan is really great'jiji has always supported MM'.So, yes, it will be papaji's reaction she will be bothered about mainly'
2.Indu'.
She knows that Indu does not consider her worthy of her son' a widow with 2 kids in tow.. She herself must be feeling that it will be a lot of extra burden for Mohan'.And though she has not given any promise to Indu, she has told her that she does not love any one else except Amar' and that there is no place for Mohan in her life'. She will feel very delicate. for some time at least..
3.How the society will take it' that will be the least imp reason, but that will also hold her back'.
She is not to know that papaji has already started to think about her remarriage' There has not been time for the family to discuss about that and about Amar's letter , with Megha.
But if she is going to behave in the way she was behaving at the office today after she knew Mohan was going on this dangerous work,, then after the shooting incident when she will definitely become very much hyper and over concerned and when that is reflected in her behavior , it will be evident to the entire world that Megha cares for Mohan.. Then what will happen?? Let us wait and see..
Anupamaa
