Lately the cracks are widening...and the pain is seeping through...the wounds are oozing..and all her attempts are unsuccessful...her laughter...her loud comic antics...her leg pulling..her OTT pranks and plans for landing him in trouble and more trouble...everything is unsuccessful..coz her hurt..humiliation ...bitterness...anger...fury are all exploding..(Khushi...u need to try harder or give up..coz we can see your anguish..u are totally unsuccessful in hiding ur scars)
He destroyed her ...at many levels...be it her dreams...her hopes...her future..or her innocent heart..and her unrecognised budding love for him...she has absorbed it all...his anger...his hate...his insults...his mistrust...his bitterness...his cynical mocking statements...she has absorbed it all...and now his poison is corroding her...taking its toll on her...the outward shell remains the same...the happy go lucky girl...the inner turmoil unseen and unacknowledged by any living soul..worst she herself doesn't grant herself the luxury to shed a tear..she continues with her campaign to get back at him in whatever way she can think of...but its not the same...she has come a full circle...coming home...she realised the sham of a life she is living...the cruelty of a joke that was thrust on her by him...the futility of her existance...it all comes at her with full force now...shattering...all her methods to deal with it...unsuccessful...
And we blame her?? Even Arnav ..the all knowing target of her manipulations...doesn't blame her...coz he knows why she is doing this...and he also knows he stands guilty as charged...and thats the only reason this man is enduring so much with patience...its the remorse in his conscience ...and not love...coz love will never make this tiger change his stripes...
She did try her best...she tried to talk to him..reach out to him...through tears and smiles...through ultimatums and threats...to her credit..she asked and asked ..requested..demanded answers that never came...and so she gave back as good as she got...
The mighty ASR...the invincible business tycoon...and she made his life a living hell...she has openly waged a war against this fierce opponent...yes her pranks were found loud and crass...and OTT..but using the weapons of harmless fun and childish pranks...this little girl with a big name and a bigger heart...turned the tide...unlike some...she being forced into the worst nightmare of her life...fought back with a venom and how...
The TOI article today talks about leading ladies of tellydom..yes our darling Khushi was mentioned for her childish pranks...but guess what.. even they had to acknowlege her spirit and spunk...she was one among the two that stood out tall...among the tear shedding and domesticated brigade..she is the only one who insists on making her husband pay back for his sins...the only one who makes her deserving hubby's life miserable with glee...she belongs to a unique category!!
But she is losing her own battle...she is breaking the rules of her own game...she is the fighter who knows she has lost the battle but still refuses to put down her weapons...Khushi ..today all ur efforts to laugh and smile couldn't hide ur despair and pain...the deep void in ur heart was visible in ur eyes...all ur acts were just that...unsuccessful!!
Edited by eveline - 13 years ago