Posted:
Watched today's episode and was blown away by each expression Ahem gave today. It was like each feeling that he had towards his past was coming to the fore.
One thing that came to my mind, is that although Ahem and Anita shared a relationship, she was the only thing in his life that he actually chose for himself without asking any permission from anyone for it.
Now that thing is now longer in his control, he is feeling like he is losing his mind all over again, and he doesn't know what is right or wrong?
His mind is like a playground playing a lot tricks with him and due to this he is letting his anger out in the most awkward moments. Ahem has never listened to his heart before, he has always been that practical business man, wanting everything to perfection, but since Gopi has entered his life, the child in him is starting to awaken, and he is becoming a true friend and companion, as of late he is playing the role of her husband subconsciously. He has started to see things from a different angle and learning to realize that what's perfect on the outside is not always perfect in the inside. He has seen Gopi in a new form and realized that her imperfections are what make her the most amazing person.
Now with the return of his ex-girlfriend, things have taken a spin for him, and he is unable to decipher why he is reacting to it the way it is, and hence his frustration and aggressiveness has come alive that the one thing that was his only, is now being taken away from him, what Ahem is yet to realize, that she was just something in his life that he never had to ask anyone for and that he never really saw her for what she really is.
At the end of the day our Ahemji will choose Gopi...just waiting for that day!
Sorry for this rant...needed to get it off my mind! đł
Bigg Boss 19
Parineeti
