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Sirf mere liye

part 46

more than anyone, more than anything I love u bindiya……

there was a complete silence for sometime…. Bindiya was looking at dev in awe,, and so was geet,, her eyes was widen followed by a grin on her face…maan was little angry and to see his facial expression anyone can say dev is in trouble,, he is his friend and a good human being no doubt on that but the brother heart can't think anything right now… riddhima was gaping at dev without blinking,, she was thinking how could a man propose someone like that, and that too infront of her brother….. raj saw the rage maan was holding,, but he couldn't understand why….finally he broke the silence and the eyes contact between bindiya and dev…..

raj: wow,, kya proposal tha,,, maan gaye dev,, tumne to sach me sabke chehre ka rang uda diya…. Girls dekh liya na boys kuch bhi kar sakte hain….

piya: kitna cute proposal tha… dreamy,, main hoti to jhat se ha kar deti,, abhay narrow his eyes…..

riddhima: ha kitna accha proposal style tha,, dev apko to koi ladki na nahi karegi, jab aap real me kisiko propose karoge wo ladki kabhi mana nahi kar payegi,, dev smiled at her plight.. bindiya gain her conscious and understand it was only a dare,, she smiled sadly…

geet: I hope ye sirf dare tha,,, she smiled at him naughtily and maan look at her dangerously…. But she ignore him totally….. bindiya stood up to go to her room but dev holds her hand,,, she looked at him shocked,, and so was everyone….

Dev: tumne jabab nahi diya bindiya…… she was confuse what he want to know….

Bindiya: dev, tum kis bare me baat kar rahe ho….

Dev: bindiya koi agar tumhe propose kare wo bhi sabke samne to tumhe bhi ans dena chahiye na…

Bindiya: dare to tumhara tha mera nahi….

Dev: lekin agar main kahu wo mere liye dare nahi tha to? Now everyone is hell confuse as well as shocked… maine kab kaha ye mere liye dare tha,,,, itna hi janti ho? Main kabhi aisa dare le sakta hu? Pyar proposal koi khel nahi hain…. aur aaj bhi maine jo kaha wo sab mere dil ki baate thi jo kabhi main tumse nahi keh paya,,, aaj geet ki wajah se wo tumhe keh saka,, he looked at geet who passes a smile to him,, and he too smile at her….. bindiya look at both of them…..

Bindiya maine hamesha tumhe pyar kiya bas keh nahi paya, rejection k dar se nahi, is liye k tumhari jaisi ek dost nahi khona chahta tha…. Main ek anath tha kabhi kisika pyar nahi mila aur jab tumhari dosti mili to pyar na naam deke usse khona nahi chahta tha…. Please bindiya say something….

Bindiya open her mouth but a chocked voice comes out from that,,, her tears were flowing, and she couldn't say anything… now that is enough for maan,, he directly clutches dev's collar,, that shocked everyone,,, raj tried to stop him but his rage can't stoppable for anyone…. He was angry on dev as because of him bindiya was crying once again,, he doesn't want to suffer her like before….

Maan: teri himmat kaise huyi bindiya ko rulane ki…. Tu janta hain ye matter kitna sensitive hain,,, ek baar wo tut chuki hain abb dobara main usse wohi dukh me nahi dekh sakta…..

Dev: maan meri baat sun…..

Maan: kya kehna chahta hain tu? Huh,, yehi k tu usse dukh nahi de sakta blah blah,, geet tried to stop him but he is in no mood of listen….

Geet: maan dev ki ek baar baat to sunlo…

Maan: u just keep out of it,,, she taken a back at his snap….. she didn't expect this much fury in him…. Ye sab tumhari wajah se huya,,, na tum ye stupid dare usse deti na ye sab hota,,, mazak banake rakkha hain tum logone isse,,, jab chaha jaisa chaha keh diya kar liya…..

Geet: maan main to bas

Maan: match maker ban rahi thi hain na,,, but no thanks main hu abhi apni bahen ko dekhne k liye aur uske khusiyo ke liye,,, geet's eyes welled up with his words,, she knew he is afraid with everything related to bindiya as before that he couldn't protect hi both sister,, but can't he trust her also? She looked at him with lots of question in his eyes…..

Armaan: maan tum usse aise kyun baat kar rahe ho,, isme geet ki kya galti hain….

Maan: ohh main kaise bhool gaya uska FRND yaha hain jo uske khilaf ek word bardast nahi kar sakta…

Geet: maan,,, there was so much pain in her voice…..

Dev: maan ye sirf mere aur bindiya k bich ki baat hain,,,

Maan shouted: aur wo meri bahen hain, ek baar pehle bhi uski zindegi barbaad ho chuki hain abb dusri baar main aisa nahi hone dunga..

Geet: aur abb barbaad aap khud kar rahe ho,,,,, maan looked at her fire in his eyes,, but geet didn't scared of his rage….. ha maan abb zindegi aap barbaad kar rahe ho jabke koi saccha chahne wala usse apnana chahta hain….

Maan: kheyraat(charity) nahi chahiye geet…. Main abhi zinda hu apni bahen k liye…

Geet: pyar koi kheyraat nahi hain maan,, for god sake don't u see the love in his eyes? His true love…

Maan mocked: true love,,, agar itna pyar karta tha to tab kyun nahi aaya jab bindiya muskil me thi jab usse uski jarurat thi,,,

Dev: maan tum jante ho main aaya tha,,

Man: yeah jab wo yaha nahi thi,, usse wo narak me le gaye the tab….. dev closed his eyes,,, bindiya who was standing was sit there and cried…. Geet goes to her….

Maan: ye ansu bhi tumne diye hain geet,, geet looked at him shocked….. na tum ye sab karti na bindiya wo sab yaad karna padhta,,, geet just stood up,,

Geet: agar aapko aisa lagta hain to I m extremely sorry maan, galti hogayi mujhse ke maine bindiya ko apna samjh ke uski valai chahi,,, galti hogayi hain mujhse k maine usse uske sacche sathi se milana chaha,, jo usse pyar karta hain, wo jaisi hain jo hain usse wo waise hi pasand hain…. aur bindiya agar ye ansu ki wajah main hu to mujhe maaf kar dena ,, lekin usse pehle ye soch lena ye ansu ki wajah kya hain,, her voice was chocking and it finally broke,, when she turn to go but stop at the end… and turn,, maan agar dev ka pyar bindiya k liye ek kheyraat hain to aapka pyar bhi to mere liye kheyraat hi huya na….. maan's expression changes drastically,, he was so blind in his rage he forgot that his words may be hurting her….. maan aaj tak apne jo pyar diya mujhe wo bhi to ek kheyraat hi hui na,, kyun ke apne bhi to mujhe tab apnaya jab sabne mera sath chod diya tha,,, samajh(society) ne mere character pe ungli uthai thi,,, to wo kya tha,,, he can saw the pain on her face…. Badhi asani se tab kaha tha ye parivaar mera hain lekin jab parivaar k ek hissa ka khusio ki dhyan rakhne ki izazat nahi hain mujhe tab kya adhikar hain mera is ghar pe ya iss parivaar pe ya aap pe,, she said the last word and the tears which she was fighting for long finaly makes its way,, and slipped from that hazel eyes…… she just went up, lifelessly,, and lock the door of her room once she step in…. she sank on the ground…..

Maan closed his eyes,, in pain… he knew he has hurted her badly.. but didn't do it intentionally…..

Dev: ye sab meri wajah se huya,, sayad mujhe apni dil ki baat batani nahi chahiye thi….. ye pyar apne dil me daba kar hi rakhna chahiye tha…

Bindiya: nahi dev, ye tumhari galti nahi hain,,, galti meri kismat ki hain jo kabhi khusiya bardast hi nahi kar pata,,, aur mere aas pass jo bhi hota hain usse bhi barbaad kar deta hain…. she said all this while her voice was choking,,, dekho na aaj firse apne bhai ki khusiyo ki bich agayi jab ke ow to sirf meri khusiya chahta tha…. Agar main sahi waqt pe tumhe apni dil baat keh deti to ye sab kabhi hota hi nahi….. and that was a turning point of expression of everyone…. Maan looked at her shocked…. Ha dev maine bhi tumse pyar kiya tha bohot pehle se lekin kabhi nahi keh paayi mujhe laga tum mujhe kabhi pyar nahi kar payoge,,, fir tumhara transfer hogaya,, aur mujhe wo

Dev: bindiya….

Bindiya: ranjeet mil gaya ,,, aur main naye se zindegi ki shuruyaat karne lagi,,, her tears were flowing and she didn't want to stop that…. Maine time pe kuch nahi kiya na tab bol paayi aur na abb jab geet ne mujhe apne pyar ko kubul karne ko kaha…. Maan looked at her….

Bindiya: ha maan geet ne pehle hi mujhse pucha tha aur maine usse sab keh diya,, lekin ye bhi kaha abhi dev mujhe nahi apnayega jab ke main khud ko nahi apna sakti,, usne mujhe bohot samjhane ki kosish ki lekin main nahi maani aur isse liye usne ye sab kiya,,, dev k muh se uski dil ki baat mujhe sunayi,,, dev was amazed to see the love geet has for them…. He didn't knew anything of this….. tumne geet ko ye sab keh ke thik nahi kiya maan, tum bohot lucky ho ke tumhe geet mili, jiske dil me sab k liye itna pyar hain….wo sirf meri khusiya chahti thi….

Raj: dev bindiya ko sach me bohot pyar karta hain maan…..

Dev: maan agar tumhe lagta hain k main bindiya k liye sahi nahi hu to tum jo kahoge main wo karne ko taiyar hu sirf ye sabit karne k liye k main sach me bindya se bohot pyar karta hu….. apni jaan se jayada… maan looked at his eyes… geet was right he was indeed in love with bindiya, he truly loves her…. He closed his eyes and all he can remember geet's painfull eyes…. His eyes instantly shot open….

Maan: I m sorry dev,,, tum usse itna pyar karte ho aur main ye sab…

Dev: nahi maan, u have the right to choose the good and only best for ur sister…..

Raj: maan I think tujhe geet ke pass jana chahiye….. maan looked at him and raj assured him with his eyes….. maan ran to his room…..

Geet sank before the door,, sitting folding her leg to her chest and cried her heart out but that was not enough for her she went to the terries.. maan enter her room through his room… but couldn't find her…. He knew she is really upset and he have ruined her dream day,, their engagement….. her painful eyes was flashing infront of his eyes… the words "maan agar dev ka pyar bindiya k liye ek kheyraat hain to aapka pyar bhi to mere liye kheyraat hi huya na….." was echoing in his mind…. He thought for some min and then ran towards the terries…. And she was there sitting on with folding legs to her chest and drenched in the rain…like the sky was crying with her…. Maan didn't know what to say…… he just goes towards her and scooped her in his arms without uttering any word…. At first geet was shocked then she saw maan was carrying her,, she didn't fight to free her self,,, just hold him from the neck to support but she was shivering badly… maan took her to the bathroom and fill the tub with hot water,,, and placed her in the tub…. She sits like a statue…

Maan took her jewelry one by one,,, but geet didn't move an inch,,, she was stiff….. maan saw the indifference,, she had react on his slight breath but now she is not blinking her lashes on his touch…. Maan took off her hair pins and open it,,,, he one by one all her cloths but still geet didn't react on his touch,,, he took off his cloths and sits on the tub behind her,, now geet is resting on his back……. She closed her eyes,, relaxing,, maan could feel her body was relaxing…. He didn't do anything just lied ther,, taking her in his arms……. After like 40 mins maan open his eyes,, geet was sleeping on his chest….. he took out some towel and wrap both of them then took her to his room,,, and lied her on the bed, covering with blanket….. geet has drifted to sleep….. maan slipped in his track and goes from there…..

Geet heard some noise and due to it she sit up in the bed and saw she has nothing to wear,,, only a blanket is covering her,, then she remember the previous incident…. It was too tough to bear for her…. She was in maan's room, actually it's their room as she always sleep in this room…… she saw the time was 2 am,, and maan was not there,, and the sound was quite audible…. She wrapped a bed sheet around her her follow the sound it was from the gym…. The next room from her room… she enter the room and saw maan was doing his exercise vigorously…. His whole body has covered in sweat… making him extremely irresistible….. he was practicing his kick boxing…. He has a bandage on his palm making a fist and was punching the hot sand bag…. And now his hand was truning red to the hot touch of the sand….

Geet's eyes fell on his back where some brushes are present but it was not there before today,,, it is fresh,, like some one has beated him,, and then her eyes fall on the stick lying on the floor,, cover in red color,,, covered in his blood..

He has punishes himself for hurting her,,, but this is only the physical torture and inner turmoil are yet to see… geet wanted to go from there but her leg refuse to move…. The bandage on his knuckle now turns as red color,, as his blood covered the bandage…. Her tears which seems to stop before now once again started flowing,, un knowingly she walked upto maan….. and stood behind him,, he stops at his track…. And slowly turn to look, he have smell her long back when she just enter the gym….. he looked at her eyes, which are blank now but yet there was pain, but only for him,, the words seems to fade away with his each wound,,,, she saw his eyes,,, only pain and regret was there….. his wanted to touch her,, so extend his hand but geet took one step back…

Maan: I m sorry jaan….. but her tears didn't stop,, she was gaping at his hand… he once again tried to step further and geet goes back ward,,, but this time maan didn't stop…. He walked to her and she back until she hit the wall… maan comes resting his hand either side of her….. I m sorry geet,,, please mujhe maaf kardo,, I didn't mean to hurt u,, but geet didn't show any interest,, she kept her lashes to the ground…. Please jaan ekbaar mere ankho me dekho,,, he face her holding her chin his the tip of his finger…. But geet closed her eyes,, blocking everything….. maan eyes welled up to see the pain her face is holding….. he dropped on his knees and hugged her from the waist… I m sorry…. I m sorry…. Geet wanted to touch him… she tried to touch his shoulder for support but she couldn't,,, maan could sense her refusal.. she is blocking everything… kuch to bolo geet,,, I can't bear this silence of u…. tumhe jo saza deni hain dedo but aise chup mat raho….. I really love u..

Geet: kya is pyar pe mera haq hain maan? That is the 1st thing she wanted to ask? Doesn't she know how much he loves her and his whole existence is for her…. Maan stood up and face geet…

Maan: sirf tumhara haq hain geet,,

Geet: lekin aap firse kabhi na kabhi ye haq bhi leloge,,,

Maan hold her from the waist : kabhi nahi jaan….

Geet: phirse sawal karoge, maine ye faisla kyun liya wo faisla kyun liya…. Isme mera wajood kaha hain maan…. Main kya hu? Main kon hu? Aap jab chahoge mujhe sare adhikar doge jab chahoge unpe shaq karoge… jab chahoge usse leloge…

Maan was seeing the broken geet,, he had never imagine, his some simple words can break her so much,, he never thought about these while he was saying that,, it was only concern for his sister… he loves geet more than anything but now he has break her self confidence……

Maan: mujhe maaf kardo geet,,, maine kabhi ye sab nahi chaha,, aur naahi ye sab socha,, please geet try to understand…. Wo sirf meri bahen k liye,,,,,,

Geet: apki bahen meri kuch nahi lagti? bindiya meri kuch nahi hain? kya main uski khusiya nahi chahti?

She was now pouring her heart… maan just dipped his head,,, he didn't think once before accusing her,,, he was lost in his anger….

Maan: main apne gusse me andha hogaya tha,,, mujhe maaf kar do geet… that one set of words he was repeating again n again,,, I m sorry geet…… geet doesn't want to hear it,,, she turn to go from there and then she notice the blood strain on the floor which was coming from his hand… she looked horrified,,, immediately she took the hand on her,,, maan looked at her amused….

Geet: kis kis baat ke liye sorry kahoge aap,,, now the pitch of her voice a moment astonishment of maan…. Tabse ek baat sun rahi hu sorry sorry,,, aap thakte nahi galtiya karte aur naahi sorry bolte bolte….ye kya kiya,, kitna khoon…

Maan: apne aap ko saza di tumhe takleef dene k liye… tum to kuch nahi bol rahi thi,, iska dard uss chuppi sa kam tha….. geet closed her eyes and tears just followed by her cheeks…. Maan comes closer and kissed it away,, she pushed him but he grip her waist… she wriggle continuously to get free and no effoct of maan,, he was too strong for her… sometime later she stop her struggle…

Geet: aap bohot bure ho,, mujhe apse baat nahi karni….. he didn't say anything just stars at her….. suna apne aap bohot bure ho, bohot bure, and then she hugged him tight as she could…and he too..

Maan: aur tum bohot acchi,,, u r too good for me geet,,, I m sorry,, I love u… geet just cried her heart out…..

Geet: ye kya kiya ye sab,,, she was muffling on seeing the wound on his back,, he has beat himself for hurting her…… but his heart was bleeding more than this wound when he saw her pain full eyes and then her silence….. they broke the hug, but she was looked at his wound only,,,, maan cupped her face…..

Maan: in ankho me ansu dene ki saza li hain maine….

Geet: lekin ye zakahm mujhe kitni takleef degi ye nahi soche…

Maan: daba(medicine) bhi to tum hi dogi geet…… suddenly he took her lips in his,, she didn't understand what happen to him….but then she doesn't need to understand anything,, his passion just took the moment…… she kissed him with equal fervor,,, but it was a commanding and a demanding kiss,,,, geet was at command,,, she was aggressive, wanted to show something,,,, her sorrow her pain she just pour in that kiss….he sucked her lower lips,,, and she bite his lips to bleed and then lick it off,,, he hold her from the waist, pulling her towards him,,,, her sheet was covering her from above the chest….. she enter his mouth and explode the hidden corner that he never knew exist or not…. Geet hand was safely wrapped on his neck when accidentally she touch his wounded back,, he flinch and that was enough to break their eternal bliss…… geet's eyes instantly shot open… she hold his hand and makes their way to the room…. After entering the room she locked it and makes maan sits on the bed….. and then took the 1st aid kit,,, and done the bandage of his hand,,, it was having some cut,,,, and then the punching got its worse….. and the goes to the bathroom,,, maan was curious to se what see is doing but she didn't gave a chance to him,,, he came with a small tub content with warm water… and a cloth…. She was looking ever so beautifull in her bedsheet,, wrapping perfectly on her body… (I m imagining maan's face lol)

She was so much inviting him…… he was gaping at her without blinking and she didn't look at him for once,,, he tried to lying him….. but he hold her hand,, she looked at his eyes with a questioning look…. But maan didn't said anything….

Geet: maan…..

Maan: I don't want to feel anything except u…… her cheeks went red in blush when she understand his meaning,, still she compose herself….

Geet: maan pehle meri baat maniye,, she lied him on the bed and turn his back,,, he did whatever she want….. then the took the cloth and dipped it in the warm water and sqeez it ,,,, then she place it on his back,,, maan flinch at the 1st contact of the warm cloth on his bare back….. he tried to get up but geet hold him and slowly the rubbed the soft cloth on his muscles,,, he was relaxing ….. she turn him and now his back was resting on the bed,,, he looked at her eyes,, which was having pain for him,,,, she done the same for the chest,,, but dare not looking at his eyes…. After doing that she tries to get up but maan hold her hand and jerk to cause her fall on his chest…..

Geet: maan apko chot lagi hain….

Maan: aur maine pehle bhi kaha hain iski daba sirf tum ho….. there was a eye contact for long…. Maan traces his finger on her face to her neck down from her chin to her chest….. and stop at her knot of the cloth….. but geet didn't let him open it,, she hold his hand and bring her face to his face,,, and then her finger dance its own way,, she was tracing his chest to the torso and then the waist line,,, maan groan in anticipation but geet smiled naughtily,,, 1st tim till the event she smiled properly,,, he clutches her hair and make her face to him….

Maan whisper: let me love u…. geet shaked her head…..

Geet: its time for ur punishment……. His eyes goes widen in shock…… what does she mean,,, maan aaj apne mujhe jitna rulaya apne aap ko hurt karke mujhe jo takleef di, uske liye apko punishment to milni chahiye na….. she smiled naughtily and maan gulped hard….. he knew she torture him with her own sweet way…….

Maan fell back ward on the bed relaxing,,,, geet comes top of him,,, but her body weight was on her hand which she was resting either side of maan,,, her hair fell on his face,,, he tried to touch her face moving the hair but she didn't let him do it,,, she just pinned his hand and takes her hair on one side of her shoulder and comes down on his crook of the neck…. Slowly sucking the skin…. And gave sensual wet kisses from there to his chest,, and moving down,,, maan tried to hold her and it was not so difficult for him but she was making his senses going weak,, when she came down on his waist line,,, licking upward,,,she has left his hand and he hold her shoulder to make her face him,,,, but she kisses hi chest upper his heart,, they can feel, hear the raising heartbeat of each other… maan sat up on the bed and geet goes to his back,,, moving her lips to his shoulder,,, he wanted to stop her and hold her in his arms but she continue her sweet assault,,, her hand was massaging his whole body…. She kissed on the portion where he has the wound,, slowly,, not hurting him….. and that was giving unknown sensation to him,,, she comes to his face giving slow kisses and then he grabbed her waist and took her under him….

Geet: its ur punishm,,,,,, but her voice got in his mouth when he just took her mouth in a full mouth deep kiss….. he enter her mouth and twirled his tongue in her mouth….. she hold him from the neck, massaging there…. And maan hand automatically done its job,, he opens the knot of her cloth,,, making it fall on the either side,, making her nude under him…. She shivers as his warm skin touches her soft part…. He rest his body weight on her,, while doesn't leave the lips from his mouth,,, it was showing the hunger for her,,, the pain both shared some time before,,, and now both of them wanted to feel only love…..

His hand was roaming all over her body,,,, he sucked the lower lips of her,, taking the bleed out and licking it,,, both break apart to catch some fresh air,,,, he comes down and kisses her hollow of the chest,,, she arch her back to give him more access…. he cupped her curves and sqeez it little,, she scream in pleasure and bite his shoulder…. Only moan was coming from her lips,,,,he comes down to her cleavage,,, sucking and biting it,,, she was pulling his hair…. His one hand goes to her thigh, sqeezing massaging it,, to only flowing her wetness more….. she was pleading now but maan is in no mood of giving up so soon….. he taste her flesh from her waist and belly bottom… she clutches the bedsheet….. and scream when he bite the skin there….he lick the thigh going down her valley…… she pulled him on her and makes her self on top of him….. panting heavily……

she started kissing his neck and chest vigorously showing she is at command,, and he squeez her waist holding tightly,,, she sits on his private parts making him groan in anticipation…. Rubbing his body with him….. and then maan makes her to make love to him… she slowly slipped on his manhood… moving slowly, gradually….. they are taking their own sweet time…. And the time passes she moves in fast pace….. he support her holding her slender waist…. The heavy moan covered the whole room,,, she can feel they are hitting the climax with load moan…. After sometime she was on his chest panting,, breathing heavily, listening his rapid heartbeat…….

Precap: none…..