Heya my lovely IPKKNDians,
The moment I heard this song, I felt as if I could connect it really well with ArHi, so coudnt stop my self from jotting down something in this regard with respect to ArHi. After readint he spoilers I have gotten oiver excited so came up with this depressing piece of crap.😳
Listen to this song while you read, its mesmerizing.
OS: Distances
Sitting by the window pane, looking in the room, that she now was very fond off, brought tears to her eyes, to remember every moment, she had spent right here, waiting for him, waiting for him to say something, but every time hope raised in her heart, his harsh words would bring it all down again, back to square one. Maybe, she was foolish to belief that he would ever say something, ever say something that would make her feel contented, she was wrong to thing that he did ever want to say something like that, for all he knew was searching for ways to make her feel how low she was, how invaluable she was to him. Someone of merrily no interest, who had been a puppet by him, in the stage show he was directing.
Pyarr Mein Aik Dil Ki Jeet Hain
Aik Dil Ki Haar Hain
She had long ago lost her heart to him, lost it with full assurance that he would keep safe always, little did she know, that giving him her heart, had caused her to lose every little thing she had in her. For him she had dissolved her pride, for him she had gone against her family, for him she had sacrificed all those virtues, all those dreams that she had woven since she was child, just for him, for him. What else did he want? She had a heart, he had taken it too, to be precise he had won it, she didn't know how, and why he had done that, how she had let him enter into it, when all it felt for him was hatred, but at end of the day she had won her, like he had won everything else.
Har Dil Hain Mohra Pyarr Mein
Did she really mean what she had told him earlier, had he really caused him to give up her heart to him? He wondered if there was even a bit of truth in it, while his brain refused to accept it, in his heart he felt strongly about it, that everything she said was pouring with honesty. She did love him, and now she regretted it. Why didn't he, what was in her? Why, he wanted to know, why couldn't he see through her like he could through others? He saw through the world, but her intentions had always been a haze, never too clear to him, clear but yet foggy, something he couldn't decipher exact meaning out off.
Pyarr Mein Aik Dil Maqroor Hain
Was he glad that she had finally confessed, what he had wanted her to confess, or did he even want her to confess? Was it guilt in his heart that clawed at him, making him wince in pain, or was it confusion that muddled his brain, as to see the truth in her words. He didn't know. There were a thousand emotions going through him right now, but not even a single one of them made much sense, one seem to be appropriate, while the other one contradicted it, it was hard to choose something from it, to conclude what he really wanted to believe and what he wanted to discard.
Ik Ghaam Sein Choor Hain
Every moment of it, played in front of her eyes, like a video clip, that had no play or stop button, just a button called rewind, which kept being pressed automatically all over again, forcing her to remember everything that she wanted to forget. Everything that she wanted to consider as a illusion. Everything that diluted her hatred for him. The dance which had provoked unknown sensations within her, or her day dreaming of him everywhere. Or maybe the time when he had slyly kissed her on the cheek, or the time they had drenched themselves into unknown colors, one on top of the other while she was making a rangoli. She didn't care, every single thing, every moment spent with him, had turned into a beautiful memory, his presence itself made the feeling so unimaginable she didn't know what to do with it, then why, why did he have to break that enthralling ecstasy of hers? Why did he have t prove to her the beast he was, and not the prince that she thought he might one day become?
Drops of tears fell down her eyes, as all those memories were re lived by her, his touch, his smile, his features, his expressions his eyes. His eyes. They spoke volumes to her, didn't he know that? She knew, that didn't she? Didn't he know she could see through them? She could read and interpret the story that his eyes told her, every single time he had met, his mouth and eyes never seemed to coordinate. In her eyes she saw something, from her ears she would hear something, why the contradiction?
Kisi Key Liye Rab Ki Raza
Kisi Key Liye Gehri Saza
From the way things were, he didn't think if they were ever destined to be together, or maybe he was wrong, there had been far too many co incidences in his life, to make him think against it. Maybe they were to be together, it were merrily misunderstanding that divided them, merrily a few differences in opinions that drew that fine line between them, which he knew could be easily removed is he thought clearly of it. He was wrong, he realized, wrong through out, she had always been honest always loved him, and deep in his heart he knew he felt something for her too, something that pressed at him now and then, to let her know how he felt, and probably this was the right sign. He had gotten the green signal from her; it was time he told her why it all mattered.
Dono Chehre Ais K Juda
Hain Maza Pyaar Mein
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P.S: I know its crappy, one of the most stupid peices I have written, still all those who read it I am very thankful to you people.
Love,
Batool😳
Kumkum Bhagya
Tu Dhadkan Main Dil
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