but i cant belive, i myself changed! i love lot of actors serials! but nevr went crazy to any1 tat to crossing limit risking my lyf! YES I WENT GAGA OVER ARSHA/KRIYAANSH!!
to dat extent tat i evn remember wen i had internals (i dont hav stdy holidays fr dem nd 2 xamz per day) i used to reach home at 6.45 n thn sit infrnt of TV instead of revising! n thn chattng fr hours togethr abt d show! i failed.. nd my sem tym also i din stp watching it ! in stdy holidays i sit nd write FF's! watch all repeats! tat wasnt enough i evn watch prev epis! make stories!
and now wat did i get????
shakti QUITED D SHOW????? i still cant belive it!!!!!!
but im sorry to say tat I CANT CONTINUE ANY FF's SS's OS's or POEMS wid broken heart coz i use my heart to ryt not my mind! and my mind too is filled wid pain! nd my heart is scattered into pieces! I KNW BY DOING DIS IM JUS COPYING SHAKTI! BUT I CNT SERIOUSLY CANT!
BUT i wil come to dis forum once in a while so do PM me guyz! and secondly if my condition gets satisfied den i may return or if some miracle happens
1. SHAKTI SHOULD NOT QUIT
ITZ D NLY CONDITION I HAV! if dis happens i may return back!!!
and i hav somethn to say to othr casts
sneha kapoor (not sharon) i like her as she too is a down to earth person! nd she indeed does hardwork..
shantanu may god bless him fr his skills!! he indeed a gud dancer...
alisha aaah UR BOLLYWOOD STYLE!! haye bagwaan fida hoon mei aapki bollywood style pe! ur expression dedication r simply mindblowing GUD JOB keep it up gal
archie i can tell one word CUTE! ur such a person who cn bring smile in any1's face! I REALLY LOVE U FR DAT BRO! keep it up! (i dont knw y i can c bhai wala rishtha wen i glance at him)
macci haye haye aapke baare mei kya kahoon! the MASTER PIECE! u nd vicky hav brout lot of smile n laughter in my face at tym wen i really at bad state! watching u act is somethn VERY NYC for me
samentha ur belly dancing is MINDBLOWLING!
priyanka UR VERY NICE DANCE AND A SWEET GAL
amar UR REALY SWEETEST N CUTEST!!!! cutiepie
Bharat chota hai but BADA DHAMAKA HAI!!!!
vishaka u hav alwzz been nice to me and replied so many tyms! and haan UR DANCING IS AMAZING!!!!!!!
Palki the master mind behind this awsum cast! love u for dat! im sorry if evr i hav bashed u or somethn! itz jus frustration nothing intented! and im sorry fr D3..
D3: DIS IS ONE D SHOW WICH MADE ME CHANGE MY WORLD!! I LOVE IT FOR DAT!
but im sorry widout SHAKTI itz IMPOSSIBLE FR ME TO WATCH!!
and rest of casts hav given deir best so hope god will give dem deir reward! but frm my side BYE TO D3 is SHAKTI QUITS D SHOW!
i will b active in d forum till monday! i mean comnting rating etc! aftr tat NO! but will be visiting as a silent member!
i request all who r active to pm like how u all did till date!!!! plzz dont forget me guyzz I LOVE U ALL A LOT!!!
WILL MISS AT! coz ab toh mujmei itna HIMAAT nhi ki mei AT mei aao!! im sorry!
and GUYZ I WILL MISS U ALL TOO!
i dont hav strength to ryt any FF's IM SORRY TO ALL MY LOVABLE readers!!!!
i will not take any names as im not officially quiting IF! itz dat il remain as a silent member! aftr all ADDICTIONS CANT BE REMOVED EASILY!!!!
AND ALL D BEST D3!👍🏼 HOPE U ROCK!👍🏼 coz il b not der to watch it widout shakti!
EK BADA SA JHAPPI SABKE LIYE🤗
~*edited*~
OK now i gues reading my own post aftr a day or so i feel i need to change my decision! wel guyz i knw widout shakti watching d3 is HELL OF PAIN but i do dis to amar HIS EFFORTS SHUD NOT GO IN VAIN! il nt let dat happen atleas nt frm my side..
wen i wrote I WAS HURTED LIKE ALL OF U! but i had hopes tat tis wud turn out to a rumour but seeing few comnts and status updts in amar's profile i DONT THINK TIS WUD EVR TURN OUT TO B JUS A RUMOUR! so itzz 100% sure she is quiting! or sorry she has already QUITED..
i dont knw if i hav blamed shakti fr all dis but now i can only say itz her life her dicision if v love nd respect her than v shud respct her dicision too! though it has given me pain it has broke my heart into pieces i still cant hate or dislike her! ARSHA R D VERY FIRST CELEB's WHOM IM SO ATTACHED TOO! nd to stop loving dem fr jus few reasons is not LOVE!
SO now my decision is I WILL WATCH D3!! i wil not let amar down! he is also MY FAV CELEB ACTOR ND MY IDOL! nd until shakti is in d show IT WIL REMAIN A HIT! nd aftr tat lets strt making a hit fr amar's sake! i dont hav any assumption or expectation regarding NEW KRIA OR NEW CHARAC i wil leave it to CV's !
So itz hard tym fr CV's but i cant take anothr KICHDI out of KRIYAANSH track PLZ! so watevr CV's do they will keep in mind dat THER R FANS WHO R WATCHING D SHOW FR AMAR's sake aftr shakti's exit nd i trust they will not get sum silly twist coz it wud b a great loss fr dem! therfore ALL D BEST CV's
coming back to my FF's
ok I WILL CONTINUE IT 😃
but but thr r few problems..
1. DIL SE: ok dis will not b stopped as it is written by me and priyanka we wil manage to keep it in track..
2. LOVE IS MY DRUG: ofcourz this will not end coz ITZ NOT EXACTLY D3 story so IT WILL BE CONTINUED
3. PASSION OF LUV (ss) : aaah now i hav a PROBLEM in dis!!!! im sorry to say i dont hav courage to continue dis! but in future if i gather some courage i will continue UNTIL THEN IT WIL BE KEPT PENDING and decision is UNKNOWN
4. OS's: i hav written a number of dem but all r not worth reading! but at dis point im sorry i cant edit nd post dem IT WUD KILL ME FR SURE!
5. poems: at dis point i WUD PREFER DEVDASS POEMS SEEING MY CONDITIONS wich wil not b treat to any1 instead wud b a TORTURE so bettr not post it! HENCE ITZ PENDING nd decision UNKNOWN
6. VM: i had jus strtd it few days back WHO KNEW THIS KIND OF THINGS WUD HAPPEN.. im not sure wethr i wil continue OR NO so decision UNKNOWN..
NOTE: guyzz my mind is completely out of control i keep breaking out into tears now nd then inspite of d fact dat i dont want to cry but tears jus rolled down my cheeks widout any barrier! but lyf moves on.. nd hence i came up ! im back to forum i dont knw how active can i stay coz SEEING D TOPICS RELATED TO SHAKTI's EXIT ITZ HURTING ME A LOT ! i was to ryt this yday nly but evry tym i open IF nd see some comnts nd topics i jus cont take strength write up but managed sum how!
another IMP NOTE: my ff's now u may all knw wich phase im going thru nd so do u all so plzz plzz bare wid me if THE TRACKS ND TWISTS R SILLY OR NOT GUD IN MY FF coz thinking abt kriyaansh is making me weak but im trying to! hope u understnd wt im saying! nd DO GIVE HONEST COMENTS wenvr u feel itz not gud or it shud be improved il try my best in dat case..
THANK YOU FR UR SUPPORT