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Mein aa gaiđ
And I think apart from the WUs..this is the first independent post on this forum I am making...
hehe!! People who don't know me...Well me is the unfortunate updater for Weird Wednesdays when, most of the time me is blessed with wonders of Blackwa's breathtaking murder plans... and nose blowing antics and ...well you get the picture...
But today toh I had to make another post na...
Somehow the nawabzada told me to do so the moment he said 'hi!' âşď¸
Heehee!!!
Ok so no nonsense...Me ishtarting...
It came a full circle na...With the nawaabzaada again in conflict with his feelings...The sure footing with which he begins today, he so lost it...
Right from the beginning after the *ahem**ahem*!!!
The way he challenges her to fulfill the challenge...
Somehow I so felt that he had needed to do so because Khushi refused ask anything in lieu of her win...he had been instigating her right from then na??? Even when she did not even mention about making him do whatever she wants...Because he never did expect thanks from her...he thought she would be rising to another challenge before him, like she always does, but her inadvertent apology on the phone..almost undid him na?...so he followed her to the kitchen..where she again did something he expected...denied and rose up to him...(by the way I loved the way she said Guptaaa...and ofcourse the way he imitated it...AAa'!)
And somehow the whole time he played the cat and mouse game with her...he was doing that...trying to make her rise to the bait...but it got dangerous na?? the moment the factor called jealousy entered?
The way he is almost around her all the time...his compulsion to follow her...the need to stand guard..protect her from the world...he doesnot even realize that...
But he does realize that his true self is revealed only with her...that side perhaps which is buried long ago...she has seeped through the layers of mistrust, ego and hurt...and finally shown him the brightness called life...
and in that process she actually became that...his life...
Ah...I wander from the pointđ(aadat se majboor)
So he does try to make her rise to the bait..and actually welcomes that side of Khushi which does...who gets dominated and then dominates him right back...the one on who he can put right on and who has a right on him from God knows when..he did not realize...but she imprinted him...
The same way he takes the dupatta and wipes off his face...it was as proprietorial as anything...for me the scene was even more sweeter than the kiss...the right with which he just took her dupatta and cleaned his face so thoroughly and squeaky clean!!!
And his reaction when she gives a glance back and decides to go in with that Firangi...he so understood that...and the way he smiled..as if accepting that challenge she gave...and happy that she is back in her usual form...and in a way he is safe when she is like that ...because when she is in tears...she almost undoes him...
And the casual way he comes and sits where Khushi is sitting with the Firangi to sort out the bangles...me so glad that he did not butt in to choose the bangles...it was so not ASR...I mean he is in the throes of love...not in the throes of character assassinationđ
And his reaction to that Firangi's stare on her bare back...I so love that even while drowning into the burning sensation of jealousy he retains his brains...and even when he is retaliating to her childish allegations he does tell her what is good for her...like the way he tells her to atleast know what is going on around her and with her...almost hinting that he will not be there always to protect her..she will have to amend her ways...but I love how he does not hold it against her...the way he almost accept her as she is ...and knows that whatever she does, she does it in her innocence...a kind of trust built up..something which is so vital for their relation...
And in the end...after she 'accidently' kisses him...he is back to that square one...that is the beauty of both of them na?? they both manage to accept each other...as they are..yet manage to surprise each other..and then show them their own mind...so lucidly...
just like when he corners her and questions her whether she did that only for the bet..and tried to make her realize that it was not the bet that made her do it...and again asks her whether she is alright...and that she would not have been blushing had it been so...she tells him right back...
that he is changing...he is not alright...
And he so knows it now...that he is changing...changing for her..changing with her...changing because of her!!!
That does make him take a step back na? but not before he actually realizes that she said
'Aap bhi theek nahi hai!'
Almost acknowledging that she has noticed that change in him ..at the same time telling him that she, too, is not alright. ...
*sigh*what do I sayđł...I guess I will just shut up and let you guys bash me for this nonsenseđ
And I think apart from the WUs..this is the first independent post on this forum I am making...
hehe!! People who don't know me...Well me is the unfortunate updater for Weird Wednesdays when, most of the time me is blessed with wonders of Blackwa's breathtaking murder plans... and nose blowing antics and ...well you get the picture...
But today toh I had to make another post na...
Somehow the nawabzada told me to do so the moment he said 'hi!' âşď¸
Heehee!!!
Ok so no nonsense...Me ishtarting...
It came a full circle na...With the nawaabzaada again in conflict with his feelings...The sure footing with which he begins today, he so lost it...
Right from the beginning after the *ahem**ahem*!!!
The way he challenges her to fulfill the challenge...
Somehow I so felt that he had needed to do so because Khushi refused ask anything in lieu of her win...he had been instigating her right from then na??? Even when she did not even mention about making him do whatever she wants...Because he never did expect thanks from her...he thought she would be rising to another challenge before him, like she always does, but her inadvertent apology on the phone..almost undid him na?...so he followed her to the kitchen..where she again did something he expected...denied and rose up to him...(by the way I loved the way she said Guptaaa...and ofcourse the way he imitated it...AAa'!)
And somehow the whole time he played the cat and mouse game with her...he was doing that...trying to make her rise to the bait...but it got dangerous na?? the moment the factor called jealousy entered?
The way he is almost around her all the time...his compulsion to follow her...the need to stand guard..protect her from the world...he doesnot even realize that...
But he does realize that his true self is revealed only with her...that side perhaps which is buried long ago...she has seeped through the layers of mistrust, ego and hurt...and finally shown him the brightness called life...
and in that process she actually became that...his life...
Ah...I wander from the pointđ(aadat se majboor)
So he does try to make her rise to the bait..and actually welcomes that side of Khushi which does...who gets dominated and then dominates him right back...the one on who he can put right on and who has a right on him from God knows when..he did not realize...but she imprinted him...
The same way he takes the dupatta and wipes off his face...it was as proprietorial as anything...for me the scene was even more sweeter than the kiss...the right with which he just took her dupatta and cleaned his face so thoroughly and squeaky clean!!!
And his reaction when she gives a glance back and decides to go in with that Firangi...he so understood that...and the way he smiled..as if accepting that challenge she gave...and happy that she is back in her usual form...and in a way he is safe when she is like that ...because when she is in tears...she almost undoes him...
And the casual way he comes and sits where Khushi is sitting with the Firangi to sort out the bangles...me so glad that he did not butt in to choose the bangles...it was so not ASR...I mean he is in the throes of love...not in the throes of character assassinationđ
And his reaction to that Firangi's stare on her bare back...I so love that even while drowning into the burning sensation of jealousy he retains his brains...and even when he is retaliating to her childish allegations he does tell her what is good for her...like the way he tells her to atleast know what is going on around her and with her...almost hinting that he will not be there always to protect her..she will have to amend her ways...but I love how he does not hold it against her...the way he almost accept her as she is ...and knows that whatever she does, she does it in her innocence...a kind of trust built up..something which is so vital for their relation...
And in the end...after she 'accidently' kisses him...he is back to that square one...that is the beauty of both of them na?? they both manage to accept each other...as they are..yet manage to surprise each other..and then show them their own mind...so lucidly...
just like when he corners her and questions her whether she did that only for the bet..and tried to make her realize that it was not the bet that made her do it...and again asks her whether she is alright...and that she would not have been blushing had it been so...she tells him right back...
that he is changing...he is not alright...
And he so knows it now...that he is changing...changing for her..changing with her...changing because of her!!!
That does make him take a step back na? but not before he actually realizes that she said
'Aap bhi theek nahi hai!'
Almost acknowledging that she has noticed that change in him ..at the same time telling him that she, too, is not alright. ...
*sigh*what do I sayđł...I guess I will just shut up and let you guys bash me for this nonsenseđ
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