"You weren't there for me like you promised...you said that you will always protect me...save me from all the evils
how could you let two evil people live in the house?
How could you leave me alone with them knowing what they are capable of?
How could you put baby's life in danger? Put ME in danger?
How can I talk to you..how can I explain to you what I went through?
What I am going through?
What can you say to put my mind at ease?
What can you say to erase the memories of that event?
How can you make my pain go away?
She stands near him and holds his collar...
"how could you let another man touch me?" These bites, marks will remain on my body and soul forever..why? Because you were being selfish!
Maan looks at her shocked...he puts his head down in shame and tears...
"Do you have answers to these questions? No you don't!" She holds his collar.."Why not! You want me to talk to you? I will once I have my answers..."
She goes to the bedroom..Maan goes on his knees with tears..her words, her questions, her pain consistently playing in his head...how could he answer the questions when he doesn't know the answer? She is right..he can't say or do anything that will erase the bitter memories..he won't be able to make her alright...he felt so vulnerable...alone, defeated without her...he was selfish enough to keep her with him...
he was selfish because he needed someone, he wanted revenge, it has all about him even after they got married but she didn't complain...she understood his pain but did he really understand her? Did he think about her once what she must be going through? What she is thinking? What she wants? NO...he gave her everything she possibly wanted or needed but he never really understood her completely..understand the meaning behind her words...
Geet laid on the bed crying...it pained her to see him in pain but she wanted to know...she needed the answers to her questions...she felt disgusted at herself...she couldn't look in the mirror without thinking about Dev...she couldn't look at the wounds that he inflicted on her...his hands that touched her body on the areas that was only reserved for Maan...
she was more mad at herself then at Maan for letting Dev touch her..why didn't she fight? Why couldn't she push him away? It was true that she needed Maan..he is her savior...she always felt protected around him but now she can't even go near him...let him touch her..how will it be okay now?
The next day Geet woke up with a heavy head..she looked to her left but didn't see Maan..she sits up on the bed and saw a letter on the bedside table...she picks up the letter slowly..she knew it was from Maan...
Dear Geet,
I wish I had answers to your questions but I don't. You were right that I was being selfish, I always put myself and my needs first even after marriage. I never had considered your feelings and always placed my demands on you without thinking about you. I married you without your permission, selfishlessly kept you in the house whether you had liked it or not, I made you a prisoner in my house, made you suffered, made you live in fear when it shouldn't had been like that.
I wish I could change the time, rewind the clock to when I first saw you practicing your dance in the gym, I wish I could and make you mine all over again in a different way. I have been myself for so long, I was so used to get what I want, being a shetan in front of the world made me loose all senses of ability to think. I can't even say sorry to you anymore after what I did..but believe me Geet, I never loved anyone as much in my life before.
You always had been first in my mind for everything but just didn't know how to show it. You can punish me Geet do whatever you want but please don't go away from me. I need you more then you need me. I want to change not only for you or the baby but for myself as well. I want to feel like what it is like to be loved, what is like to show care and emotion. It won't be about me anymore Geet.
I won't ask you to give me another chance as I realized that there won't be any...I know that I don't have any rights on you anymore as a husband..not after what I have done but can I ask you to be my friend? If your answer is no then I would understand and will not come near you but if your answer is yes then I would try very hard and not fail you. I guess we should've started out our friendship first but...
Please write your answer with either yes or no and slip it under the door..either way I will still love you no matter what.
P.S. Your pills and juice is on the table. Make sure you drink it on time. Your breakfast will be waiting for you outside.
Yours,
Maan
Geet puts the letter down with teary eyes. She picks up the juice and the pills. As she was placing the juice back she notices the book shelf. Slowly she gets up to look at the more closely...
The shelf was filled with baby books from top to bottom in order..what to do during first few weeks of pregnancy, what to eat, what changes are to be expected, everything was there...she picks up the book about the baby when he/she arrives in the world..she looks at the various photos of a father and mother holding their baby together..tears drop down on the book. She sits back on the bed starting at the letter...after thinking...she then gets up to go the table to write her answer
Okay guys I decided to take a step back in their relationship as they both still need to understand each other mentally and emotionally..so I hope you guys like this twist..
I know this is short for that am sorry...
P.S. at this rate this thread will close by tomorrowš
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