Maneet FF- Pavithra vivah-pt-22 , pg-144 - Page 77

PART- 22

Arjun really went mad…he tired searching anni….her innocence face again appeared in front of his eyes…very first time he felt something odd in his heart..till today he thought that he is treating her like a doctor…for first time he felt something different in his heart about her…some where he felt his soul is separating from him….it seems without her his life is nothing….again and again he searched…under the tables ,porticos….washrooms…. every where …but she is missing. His heart sink for a movement….he walked out from the hotel ….it seems he don't have enough strength to reach parking place….almost he dragged his legs….finally …finally I lost her….what I should say for geet…..now where is she…don't know in what stage she remained…."anni where are you…pls come front of me….oh god pls help me……"he reached his car…he is about to open door….suddenly he felt heavy weight on his back…he turned back at one jerk….

"anni…"his eyes went widened….he hugged her tightly…anni shivering in fear …..she is almost collapsed on him…"he caressed her back again and again….now he realized how much he is attached with anni….anni is in still half sense…after few minutes he made her to sit in car…he on the light…immediately she off the light..and hugged him…"anni what happened to you….where you are…why you are not there …."but she is not in the sense to answer to him…..just she make sure her self that she is safe in his hug…she clenched his shirt collar remembering those horrible night…again she shivered in fear…arjun couldn't hold him self any where ..he brought her more close..he hold her securely…."anni…pls ..dekho may yaha hu….pls don't fear…"but his words are not reaching her ears…she just tightening her grip on him….arjun….try to wake her no still she is in dilemma…she is in trance…something is bothering her….she don't want to be in light…this time she loved darkness…no…its not like that…. she feared somewhere…is those devils recognize her…she tried her best to be secure in his hug…."arjun…don't leave me alone…I saw those…devils…"

Arjun didn't understand her words….but he understood someone's she saw who is related to her past. Looking her pain he didn't dare to ask her any more questions.

Its almost one hour passed…anni and arjun remained in same position…even arjun didn't disturb much….when he felt that she is little bit better he drive his car towards to sanjeevini…..anni still laid on his chest as if she is not ready to leave him…..when he stop the car in front of sanjeejvii…arjun tried her to wake but she is still in fear..arjun got off from his car and helped her to walk with him….

At KC,

Maan thinking deeply….Finally ….finally I stopped her …by quitting her job…I knew her financial condition…she can't live without this job…some how I should join my steps with her….i am the responsible for all her pain…now my responsibility to sooth her pain …geet I never deserve your forgiveness that's the reason I won't ask you sorry …. But from today I will never cause for your pains. Any way I am the victim in front of this world….there is no difference if I am more harsh with you…but this time everything will be favor to you.

Maan leaned back….he can not stop him self loving her….all these days very strongly he fought against to his heart but finally he too accepted that he is in love with her…still not sure she is the victim or not..but still he loved…now his heart is not ready to leave her at any cost…it is strongly protesting that she is not a victim…now even his mind agreed his heart commands.

Any how he is the victim in front of his own mind. he is the culprit who cheated the girl…how can I do this to her…how …the great maan singh khurana be a cause for her pain …her pain..her last words just torchered him …is it she is really innocent…is it she is orphan… then why I got the information that she is brij sister…what ever I have done mistake….i should get some punishment..again her innocence eyes were hunting him….he tightened his fist…what ever …how can I plan to spoil her ….yes it is true I have not grown under my parents but dadima given very good parvarish to us …still I have behaved like a animal. I didn't trust till her end…..what will be the punishment I deserve for what I have done to her…

Any how from today I never leave her….i try to fulfill the promises what I have taken in marriage…yes I am the culprit who done mistakes all these days…but at the same time I should correct it…mistakes done by me …I should correct it…

Geet still sitting like a doll….its almost five to six hours passed…she didn't mind to work or leave the place and go to home…at 7.00pm office boy reminded her that office hour is closed.

She didn't speak a word…just once she saw her surroundings…all are left…only she remained in whole office. There is a small smile slipped on her lips…she packed her stuff….and went out side…don't know how to go..her mind totally blank don't know what to think…what to do….she is in trance….she is in shock…her heart is become to weak….all her strength drained …from morning she didn't had a drop of water…she protested against maan but still her pain in not poured completely on him…..she didn't do what she want to do…she want to quit the job but she went weak when maan commanded her…she went weak where she can not protest him any more….what ever…the marriage which taken place with maan she couldn't forgive herself….just she is walking on center of the road…she didn't observe any vehicle which are crossing her..she didn't knew how long she walked and where she is going…with out any goal just she walking like a dead body on the road.

"sir…geet mam chaligayi…"maan open his eyes…they are turned to dark pink color. Office boy scared looking at his eyes. maan twisted his eyebrows..from morning he observed her…she sat on her seat like a doll…she didn't change her position…her subordinates scared to speak with her looking her in this condition. he him self send office boy to wake her from her dilemma.

"theeke…just tell me whether she catch her vehicle and reached home safely…."

"yes sir…"he went out side but returned back very soon…"sir don't know where she went…security told me madam went by walk….i have searched surroundings but I couldn't find her…"office boy went out.

Maan once just he rubbed all his face once..now where she went already she is mentally disturbed…now if anything happen to her…he ran out side. He drew the car from KC searching her madly on roads. He roamed two three roads..but he didn't found her…."geet where are you…"he turned his car furiously….to another road…he drive the car madly searching both the sides on roads….no he didn't find her….he leaned back…oh god please help me to search her….i am not ready to face another problem..already anni left me…now again geet oh no….his foot stepped the car accelerator raising the speed ….

Finally his car turned to another highway …searching geet…its already 10.00pm…still he didn't find her …he try to call her but she didn't pick the call…..really he is going mad…..

Finally he stop the car with big jerk…..geet walking slowly on road…..as if she is not in sense…he called her but she didn't turn…he get down from the car tried to reach her….his gaze moved to her opposite … heavy vehicle is rushing from opposite side…maan calling continuously her name but she moving like deaf….opposite vehicle also horning but she is not in sense…don't know in what speed he reached her….in fraction of second he grabbed her to his hug and fell another side….rolled safe side holding her tightly. .everything so silent after vehicle moved from them. Maan some how recalled himself…..geet still in his hug …closing her eyes...he buried her face in his chest…still he is shivering in the fear…he got goose bumps thinking about how they escaped from the accident. After few minutes..he pattered her cheeks..no she is not in sense. he picked her and made her to sit in car….he sprinkle water from his water bottle…now she opened her eyes….it seems she didn't recognize him…he made her to drink some water….she is shivering with heavy cold…maan started to rub her hands….. he bend down and removed her slippers and started rub her feet one by one. He remembered in first aid box he kept vicks…immediately he grabbed and applied to her hands her and feet….now its seems little better. Looking her condition he really worried..he buried her face in his chest. His warmth skin started to warm her…..his body temperature raised her body temperature….given enough heat to recall her self… after few minutes she recalled her self and she surprised how she came here….before she questioning maan kept his finger on her lips…."sorry geet what I did you…I behaved like an animal….if you can pls forgive me..or if you want I am ready to take your punishment but please don't hurt your self….i am extremely sorry for what I have done….pls…can you forgive me…"her eyes filled with tears……how badly he is begging for her forgiveness…but geet is not thinking about his sorry….just her past rushed in front of her eyes….many wrong thing happened with her from her own blood relatives…but no one bother to ask sorry till today with her…even balvanth after her marriage….he didn't bother to show his face to her…..but only maan he asked sorry her what he did to her….some where her heart accepted his sorry and ready to forgive him…but her another mind is totally opposed her decision…..is it so easy to forgive him…

Maan still looking at her face…"geet are you ok…."she just shook her head.

Maan hold her hands…"pls geet forgive me what I have done to you…pls don't punish your self what I did to you….i promise you from today I will never be a reason for your pain….pls don't quit the job…I will be with you……"he repeated his words again and again……his eyes were pleading. His voice cracked in mid….his face become a proof for his remorse. Geet didn't speak a word….

Maan drive his car towards sanjeevini….on the way geet seems little more better….while dropping in front of sanjeevini maan again reminded her to return KC.

When geet enter her room just she shocked looking at anni…she is laying on bed. again like before she curled her self and shivering. Arjun is sitting next to her holding her hand but still she is in fear. Geet caressed her hairs and tugged them to back…"anni what happened…."immediately she hugged her…

"geet I saw those devils….wo…wo…."she couldn't complete her words…her breath stuck in throat…her eyes went up….its seems she is struggling to breath…arjun immediately laid her on bed…he pressed on her chest….geet given artificial breath from her mouth…after some times she seems better….arjun given medicine to sleep. now its almost 1.00am….geet is too tired… arjun explain everything what happened at evening.

"geet I think something very bad happened in her past…we should bring it out…until she pore her pain out it can not be cure…and we should find out whom she saw in hotel…."

"arjun any other way to treat her…"

"yes geet….i think hypnotism is the best way to treat her…but now again she is weak physically….so its better after 3 or four days…"

Geet nodded. arjun went to sleep..

geet slept next to anni…again anni hold her hand tightly in her sleep…"geet muje chodkaer kahi math jana…"

how selfish I am…today if anything happen to me …. if maan sir didn't save me…who will take care of anni….why I am become so irresponsible…here anni is trusted me so much…..but I am doing…no from tomorrow I should start new fresh life….from today anni and baby is my soul…how can I think to commit suicide…oh what will happen if I have not stop my self yesterday …..yes arjun can take care of anni but how long… no ….anni is my responsibility…I should live for only anni and my baby…nothing is important in front of them. Now her mind is free….even she slept peacefully after a long time.

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Hi,

How are you all my loving buddies….really sorry nowadays I am giving slow updates…pls forgive me..here too much of work pressure on me…very sorry buddies you people were wished me in many styles for new year….thank you so much but I couldn't be much honest to you all bcoz of work pressure I couldn't wish each buddy separately …so pls forgive me…thank you for all your support and honest comments. Same thing expected to this part also.

Same time I am upset that looking comments and like for banege mere dulhan….pls I need same support to new FF also….or if you want to stop me to write new FFS ill stop it only concentrate on pavithra vivah . I never start another FF…..just tell me what I should do…

Varsha.