Maan--volcano building & Geet --with hope

Maan---VOLCANO BUILDING

he stepped forward and attacked her with his words filled with tone of anager..

i warned u to not interfere in my personal and professional life----before she could hv said something ..

he started again and insulted her more and more for something she didnt do and not even knew abt it...

he reached to a point where he said something which she couldnt hv imagined in her nightmares too...

he used the word "ZALIL" DISGRACEFUL OR TRASHY(i m keeping it in the same language)

his statement : i hvnt seen zalil girl like u till now...

his statment just broke her into MILLIONS OF PIECES OF A MIRROR again-----yes she is a mirror who is crystal clear from inside and outer side too...there has been no partiality and betrayl for anyone at all...she just hv love for everyone and especially for him...

she heard it all and was SILENT----didnt say a single word to him back...

his misunderstanding was cleared and he got to know she actually helped him so tht he didnt loss the deal...

he was looking at her with empty eyes and she had her back towards him...there was no movement in her body at all except THE TEARS which were dropping taking with them all the pain she had in her body...and nothing else...

he was busy in meeting but he couldnt concentrate on his work at alll-----he remembered all those moments when he insulted her,shouted and yelled at her, and she heard it all without COMPLAINING him back for anything he has done with her...

his brother shared some realities of LIfe with him...saying tht

People Spend Their Whole Lives Struggling To Find The Right Life Partener or Companion Made For Them

U R ONE OF THOSE FORTUNATE ONES WHO MET THEIR RIGHT LIFE PARTENER BY GOD'S BLESSINGS...

HOLD UR LOVE----OTHERWISE UNTIL THE TIME U WILL REALIZE u MIGHT WILL LOOSE IT ALL...

she was standing alone in her room with tears in eyes---his words were striking her mind,herat & soul...this time hard---it was a real TEST OF HER PATIENCE...and then he entered...she felt his presence around her...he came closer to her and saw her in tears...her eyes were filled with pain and tears but he didnt see any complain in them at all...he couldnt resist to see her eyes at all...she didnt want to show him her pain n looked down...and he looked down too...

he gave his hankerchief to her so tht she can wipe off her eyes...but he didnt see into her eyes...he was looking at the floor bcoz he was ashamed of his words---abt wht he had done with her few moments back---

her heart silently PLEADED him to say something---if not much then atleast TWO WORDS...but plz say something-----u wont speak---will not say anything at all...she was disheartened----she knows tht APPLOGIZING to someone is the most difficult thing for him to do...

she took the hankerchief and was abt to turn but he held her hand FIRMLY---gripped tightly---with so much strength tht her bangles broke and she got a cut and was bleeding...

his grip was so tight as he was trying to gather strength--STRENGTH---to say something---to applogize--to tell her tht i was wrong----

then he broke his silence and said: whatever i said there... i shouldnt hv said it all---I----I misunderstood...she knew it was difficult for him to directly apologize with 3 words of I M SORRY---he used the alternate way...she had a minute smile on her face to see him like tht...

and then he saw blood on her wrist--he became more restless --

he not only HARMED her VERBLY but PHYSICALLY too-

he made her sit on the bed,brought the first aid kit banded her wrist with bandage----and she was just watching him doing this all with a smile on her face---no complain at all neither in eyes nor on lips---but eyes filled with joy and she silently told him tht U R CHANGING MAAN..

he told her to rest and left..he still had the concern abt her...she was filled with mixed feelings of pain and joy...and HOPE tht she will get him back v soon...she forgot everything wht happened wht he said to her..nothing mattered to her now...she was happy he showed concern for her---the same way he used to care for her in earlier times too..

she was in her thoughts when grandmother came in and asked her the reason of her smile...and she shared her feelings with her ...he was passing through her room and herad their conversation..

she was telling their grandmother tht He admitted his mistake tht he misunderstood her and banded my hand too,..

i feel his heart is getting feelings for me now..and he is changing...GOD heard my prayers...

she is hopeful to get him back v soon...

he is all alone in hi room questioning himself-----he just cant understand it all-----remembering tht everybody has told me tht she beolngs to me---she is my wife

wht is happeneing with me--why not this all goes out of my mind-----he remembered her face her presence near him---

may be its TRUE--tht she was such an imp part of my past tht i m rememebring everything related to her--whenever she comes in front of me why dont i feel anything----why her words come in my mind--i feel like i know her from years----in her prenece why my MANN dont admits it---whts happening with me...

NO---whatever is happening inside me thts all mine----if she is getting hope due to any jesture of mine---then its wrong----when i m not ready for thi srelationship---if i cant accept her as my wife ---then i cant give her any false hope---thts wrong--wrong for her...then the results can be worse...

MAAN developing as VOLCANO:

today,i was bit disappointed n asked myself..tht normaaly we get to hear tht whatever we say in ANGER--we mean tht too...so the words he used for her--did he really meant them---but then i felt IN ANGER u cant really think so anger cant express ur true feelings for someone and we cant judge anyone by tht...his words were HARSH--i wont be wrong if i say those words were PATHETIC---something which i could hv never relate to his character at all...

then i gt the answer too, his appology and a careful jesture washed it all from her mind,heart and soul and she was filled with his love...i guess this happens to u..when u love someone so much ..such things r secondary...n dont matter much...

he was the one who brought tears to her eyes..

he is the one who brought smile on her face..

its HIM----only HIM---no body else at all...

he means everything to her--her world revoleves around him--

separation from him can break her...lossing him can effect her..

when he came in her life she was empty handed..had nothing neither any relation nor anyone else---she got a family thorugh him---everything has been given to her by him---

oh i forgot abt the song:

one of my favs...i love the lyrics...ahhh they make u think...

felt like it will go well with maaneet feelings--to express their pain of love...

CHOTA SA MANN HAI...MANN MEIN SANAM HAI..

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xz3mkzq3E08[/YOUTUBE]

hope u all will like this effort of mine..

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love n hugz

RABI