Its all in Him -AR ff-pt 2-pg 7- 21/8-pmz later

Ridhima sat there taking support of her bed with knees folded upto her chest. She held tight onto them just when a tear more beautiful than a pearl rolled down her cheek upto her neck. Anjali caressed the dress ridhima was supposed to wear.

Anjali: mom riddhima kitni sundar lagegi na ye pehenkar.

Padma: meri riddhma to aise hi itni sundar hai ki isse bina pehne hi dulhann se kam nahi lagti

For the first time in the evening her eyes rolled up. She saw the stone studded lehenga. The blue stoned reminded her of the immense love in his eyes. The shine of zardozi resembled the gleam of his face but there was something missing. His dimple, yes it was what gave her assurance that she can win anything in this world. She dressed up andagain attained that position.

She remembered their meeting this afternoon when she could easily spot the pain and fear of losing his love in his eyes. She was amazed at this quality of his eyes that no matter what they always reflected his heart. He explained to her

Armaan- Ridhima vo tumhare papa hain , vo tumse itna pyyar karte hain ki vo kabhi tumhe chot nahi pahunchne denge

Ridhima-armaan anjaane mein hi sahi chot to unhone itni gehri pahunchai hai ki use bharne mein zindagi ka safar lag jayega.

Armaan- but ridhima he loves you

Ridhima-and you, don't you love me armaan

Armaan-ridhima that does not matter,what matters is ki aaj tum apne ko sahil ke naam kar dogi, tum humesha ke liye usi ki ho jaaogi

Ridhima-it matters to me armaan ,ye meri zindagi ka sawaal hai aur tumhe koi hak nahi ki tum meri, apni aur sahil teeno ki zindagi ke saath khelo

He lost it now. He thought he would have a major nervous breakdown.

Armaan- par tumhare papa ko to hak hai na

Ridhima-armaan tum samajhte kyun nahi ki jo aanchal tumne khushiyon ke phool se bhara usme gham ke kaaton ke alava sahil kuch nahi dega. Mera dukh sehen kar paoge tum. Agar kal ko main khush na hui to

Armaan-to ridhima bas itna yaad rakhna ki duniya mein ek aisa insaan bhi hai jo tumhaari khushi ke liye apni jaan tak de de

Ridhima turned not satisfied

She thought to herself: aaj to sirf engagement hai abhi shaadi mein 10 mahine hain. I have to make papa believe ki armaan has all in him to be an ideal son in law, husband, brother in law, son, most of all the best father and what not.

She hoped that only if her dad could have realized the intensity of his love he would have saved 3 lives. As a doctor he has saved many lives but the satisfaction which decision would get to him was unimaginable

He knew how much he loved her but he also knew that shashank would never accept him as a son in law and he did not wat ridhima to lose so many relations for the building up of one and more of all he knew how stubborn and egoistic shashank was. If his self respect is attacked he will not survive. So he thought it was best for him to incline ridhima towards sahil so that she can easily forget him and he himself decided that he will play the brides best man. The secret still disclosed to ridhima was that he had spoken about his transfer after the wedding and also that he would never love again leave alone the question of marrying.

He just wanted her to be happy in order to keep himself haapy. He knew that he would be nothing more than a living dead body after losing her but then her father would surely die of grief.

He knew that somehow his memories would be there to support him but purposely ignored the fact that it would be those memories which will kill him each second.

He knew that there would be photographs of her in his album but he ignored the fact that those photographs might be blurred photographs but those in his heart would be fresh as ever.

He knew that he needed ridhima but believed that he didn't deserve her.

He knew that he was heartbroken but ignored the fact that it could never be mended by anyone but ridhima

He knew that he was doung this for her happiness but ignored the fact that he was unwantingly hurting her

He knew he wanted to see her family happy but overlooked the fact that he was giving them happiness at the cost of his own .

He knew all this and yet ignored it

She knew nothing but wanted to get deep inside it

She wondered that how can one love so purely that love exists not just for the beloved but also the people she loves

She wondered how can one build up a spirit of sacrifice at the cost of not just his own happiness but life

His love for her each second increased,her hatred for him each second decreased

They walked in different directions to be with each other and they walked in the same direction for each other

They were opposite but this was what attracted, they got attracted but the problem was that they were opposite.

This ignorance and wondering lead to the purest relation which formed in them a close bonding of love